~： Something to say

I'm a doctor, I was a few months ago.

A well-regulated medical graduate student is not a lot of success, nor is it a lot of failure. I am an ordinary person.

以前 I used to think that I was the protagonist of my life, but later I found myself a supporting role.

I do n’t say this today because of others, but because the update is tomorrow.

Everyone in the group knew that I was unemployed and left the original unit. During this period, I prepared a new book and saved 60,000 or 70,000 copies.

Then took an exam at a new hospital, and as expected, the written test was the first.

In order to prepare for the interview, I gritted my teeth and spent 3700 yuan to report to the sailing interview class and practice every day.

I have run out of archives, but I dare not write for reading.

知道 I know that this opportunity did not come easily. I tried to recite every day, and a book was completely memorized.

练习 Practice every day.

I believe that my efforts will be rewarded.

But just before today's exam results came out, I felt that there would be delivery after paying.

Yeah

I have something to gain.

I played at the test room today.

I waited until eight o'clock in the evening, when the results came out, I was the second place, the second place in the test room.

Originally very good results.

But!

I was eliminated.

Our department recruits one person, and three of them will be interviewed. The ratio of one to three will be three before the written test.

I was the first in the written test and the second in the interview. I was eliminated.

Because the first interview and I compete for the same position.

I'm bullied.

I think I performed very well today, but second.

80 people participated in the interview. I was the second and the written test was the first. Well, I was eliminated.

I failed too.

I don't believe it, but I can't be the master. Life is too coincidental.

刚刚 I just knew that someone's home is a hospital. The family lives near the hospital, locals.

I'm right, I'm a stranger.

I ca n’t compete with locals. How hard I work, the written test will never be first.

I was eliminated.

I don't know who to talk to.

I want to blame God, but this matter does not belong to God.

My overall strength is not as good as others. If you lose, you lose.

I lost my job.

Ugh.

I smoked a pack of cigarettes all night and didn't like to smoke, but I didn't want to sore my nose and wanted to cry.

I can not be reconciled.

I tried hard in vain. I led the audience and lost to one person.

I'm a spicy chicken. .

Alas, I just want to speak up and vent.

I'm sorry, I spread negative energy.

I do n’t know who to tell, I can only tell you.

可能 I may send it out tomorrow and delete it.

I lost my job.

I will write this book well.

I will look for a good job.

I will work hard.

相信 I believe in heaven.

I. . . .

I'm so reconciled. . .

努力 I worked so hard for so long that I defeated everyone and lost to one person.

Sorry. .

I plan the plot tomorrow.

Sorry.

更新 Update it tomorrow.