Chapter 116

It was the first time since then that she made such a gesture of kindness to him. He was so flattered that he got out of the door and asked her, "what book do you want to read?"

He said, leading her to the bookshelf wall, looking back at her, eyes bright, with a full of flattery, "you pick it yourself, take it. Anyway, you know I don't like these things. It's just a decoration. "

She didn't answer. She just stepped forward and slowly swept the books on the bookshelf with her head up. Occasionally, she took out a book, looked at it twice, and then put it back.

Fu Shenxing stopped talking and stepped back. He leaned on the edge of the table and looked at her back quietly.

After that, she was calm all the time, but he knew that under this calm was the fear of sleeplessness day and night. She had been insomnia and had to rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep at night. To this, he was heartbroken and helpless. He wanted to go up and hug her, comfort her, and tell her, "don't be afraid, I'm here.". But he did not have the qualification, because he was the culprit and the root of all the harm she suffered.

Those in the past, he thought that as long as everyone had forgotten, they could be regarded as things that did not happen, just like a sudden puncture abscess, so exposed to his and her eyes, ugly.

It turned out that he remembered everything so clearly that he had done those bastard things to her and said those bastard words. In the past, because I didn't love, I didn't care. I could trample on her wantonly and trample her into the mud. Now, when he thought about those things, he felt a deep pain in his chest.

He is. What about her? How could she not hate, how could she forget? She just didn't say it. She just learned to be silent. However, she was beaten by Zhang Shou that night, and asked him "are you satisfied" when she was in a daze. Since then, she has not criticized him.

He was afraid of her silence. He would rather have her quarrel with him, with him, or even come to fight him than to be so silent. She stood in front of him, less than two meters away from him, but he knew that she was far away from him. The closeness and tenderness he received were nothing but self deception.

He stood there looking at her, and unconsciously his eyes were wet. He was cruel to others and to himself. He would rather bleed than cry after knowing it. But at this moment, he wanted to squat down and cry bitterly.

She stood in front of the bookshelf for a long time, but at last she only picked out a thick dictionary, held it in her arms, turned back to see him, and said, "it's still this one. You can fall asleep if you look at it."

Fu Shenxing's face stiffened with a smile, in order to be able to say a few more words with her, but also no words to ask her: "why choose this book?"

He Yan lowered her head and glanced at the book in her arms, and quietly replied, "the problem that I left behind when I was at school is that it's easy to get sleepy by reciting this."

He laughed. "I'll try it later."

She didn't speak. She just pulled the corner of her lip and walked out with the book in her arms. He followed her to see her off, and when he got to the door, he couldn't help speaking. "Ah Yan." He called her, pressed her hand on the doorknob, and approached her from behind. After a long time, he said in a astringent voice: "sorry, forget about those things, OK? Please

He Yan was silent for a long time. Finally, she patted the back of his hand gently and said, "Fu Shenxing, let's all look forward."

It's easy to say, but it's not easy to do it in practice.

That night, he moved back to his bedroom to sleep with her. Just as soon as he reached out and touched her, she unconsciously had a cold war and subconsciously hid aside. He froze for a while, accosted and took back his hand. After a long silence, he said in an astringent voice, "sleep at ease. I won't touch you."

She huddled herself into a small ball and slept with her back to him. In the middle of the night, she suddenly fell into his arms and held his neck tightly, her head buried deep in his chest. Before Fu Shenxing had time to be happy, he heard her cry and say, "yuanze, I'm afraid. He's looking for it again and again."

Fu Shenxing's body suddenly froze, and his hand stopped in the air. After a long pause, he slowly fell down again. He patted her thin back and gently comforted her: "it's OK, it's OK."

She gradually woke up from the nightmare, as if aware that the embrace was not the one she wanted, so she stopped crying, released her hand, and withdrew from his arms, "thank you." She said in a low voice, quiet and restrained, turning back again and wrapping herself in a quilt.

And this is just the beginning.

Her body instinctively refused to be touched by him. When the scar slowly subsided and he could not help but want to get close to her, her body would become stiff uncontrollably. No matter how hard he tried, she would not be hot and soft. On several occasions, he tried to tease her with his lips and tongues, and she was still stiff and cold.

She told him to look forward, but she stayed where she was and couldn't move half a step. Fu Shenxing suffered a lot, but he was helpless.

A Jiang had already returned from Southeast Asia. Seeing the two men torture each other, he could not help persuading Fu Shenxing to let he Yan go. He said, "I see that miss he doesn't want to have a good life with you. She's just trapped there. It's better to let her leave first, and after three or two years, things slowly fade, and maybe we can forget. When you go after her, you may not be able to coax herReason tells Fu Shenxing that a Jiang is right, but he dare not let go, not to say two or three years, even two or three months. He Yan will leave, will go far away, and will never come back. Yes, he is a selfish bastard. He would rather watch her wither in his hands than let her go to other men's arms to laugh happily.

"Forget about that, will you? Please, he Yan, forget the old ones, just as we just met. " More than once, he begged her so bitterly that she always calmly responded to his "good" and even tried to adjust herself. However, when she was under him, she was still as rigid as ever, and even more and more severe. Once, when he touched her, she retched uncontrollably and vomited faintly.

This is the body instinct of disgust, is the most real performance of her heart, is her reason and hate for him are unable to suppress the most real heart.

All his guilt was defeated by her reaction. After despair, he became angry and lost his mind. He grasped her shoulders and bit his teeth and asked her, "He Yan, what do you want me to do to let go of the past? Ah? You tell me, how can you be satisfied? I killed Zhang Shou and killed his family. What do you want me to do? Have you ever tried to revenge me? I'll let you do it once, so that you can balance a little bit? "

He got up to open the door and called out to the downstairs, "ajiang! Come here

A Jiang heard their dispute clearly outside. He went up the stairs timidly and called nervously, "Mr. Fu?"

Fu Shenxing was spewing fire in his eyes and roared: "get out of here!"

A Jiang had to move in step by step. Fu Shenxing had already cried out: "come on, come on, show her."

Ah Jiang was so scared that he didn't dare to move when he stood there.

Fu Shenxing looked at He Yan again. Seeing that she was sitting there with her eyes down, he said in a cruel voice: "ah Jiang is dissatisfied with your meaning, right? Is that tramp on the street OK? Ah Jiang, go outside to find someone. The dirtier and rougher the better! "

Where can a Jiang really go, standing at a loss, looking for help to He Yan, "miss he?"

"Good! Good! You don't listen to me Fu Shenxing, livid and gnashing his teeth, said, "I will go by myself, I will go by myself."

He took out his feet and went out. He was so scared that he hugged him from behind and dragged him to death. He turned his head and begged He Yan: "Miss He, please, Miss He, don't compete with Mr. Fu. Please persuade him and persuade him."

He Yan then looked up to see Fu Shenxing. She looked calm and almost indifferent, "Shen Zhi Jie, I really tried my best."

Yes, she did. At the moment when she knocked on his study door that night and courted him in the name of borrowing books, she had decided to put up with everything and told herself to persist in revenge. She didn't want to, but she couldn't do it. The thought of revenge couldn't support her to go on. What can we do after killing Fu Shenxing? To sell his body and soul in exchange for his death with him, is that not to go to hell and continue to pester him?

Her strong will, I don't know from when, slowly broke down, and finally lost control of her body.

Fu Shenxing gradually calmed down from his rage. He stood there staring at her. After a long time, his lips showed a cruel smile and said softly, "He Yan, I won't let you leave. Even if you die, you will die in my arms."

Her face is still calm, should he: "good."

He stopped trying to touch her, and even began to turn a blind eye to her. Two people live in a house, but like two complete strangers, they ignore each other. He was still busy every day, leaving early and returning late, and she was quiet, and she did not even intend to revenge.

Alive, maybe just because she's alive.

Until one day, Tian Tian suddenly called her and hesitated to ask her, "what they said is true?"

He Yan chuckled and asked, "what did they say?"

Tian Tian is also very smart, smell speech will no longer ask, stopped a stop, and said: "do you want to go shopping together?"

He Yan was surprised by this sudden invitation, but she didn't want to disturb her friends' life, and she didn't want to involve anyone in danger. She said with a smile: "no, I'm a bit lazy recently. I don't want to go anywhere."

Tian Tian was silent. After a long time, Tian Tian asked her again: "we can't go back to the past, can we?"

He Yan could not help laughing, "Tian Tian, I robbed your fiance."

"I don't want that scum man But I don't want to stop the phone call. In front of men, friendship is a fart! He Yan, since we have broken the road, we simply understand all the previous things. The tens of thousands of yuan that I used to help you, you give me back a lot. What's more, you can find out and return the photos you left to me when I was at school. I've cut all the group photos. I want half of eachThese are clearly angry children's words, not like the same-sex friends in breaking up, but like male and female friends breaking up, anyone who hears fear will be unable to help laughing. But he Yan did not smile, not only did not smile, even gently frowned. She did not use Tian Tian's money, although Tian Tian gave her a bank card before she fled to AGA, but she did not take any money from it.

Tian Tian can't be talking nonsense, more likely to blackmail her tens of thousands of dollars. Then she must have another intention to say so. He Yan is full of doubts, but on the surface it is still to answer: "good, all back to you."

She hung up and sat in silence for a moment before calling Fu Shenxing's mobile phone. He answered the phone almost immediately, but for three or five seconds, he asked her indifferently, "what's the matter?"

"I want to go back home. Tian Tian wants the old things. I'll go back and find her." She replied.

He was silent for a while on the phone, and then replied to her, "I'll ask ajiang to go back with you."

A Jiang quickly returned to her apartment and drove He Yan back to her parents. She found out the old photo albums of her senior high school days, looking for pictures of Tian Tian one by one. There are many photos, but more of them are a group photo of her and Liang yuanze. He Yan slowly turn to look at, imperceptibly, the corner of the lips curved up a smile. At that time, they were still so young. At that time, Liang yuanze was still in love with her and still around her.

It was getting dark outside, and the people in the photos began to blur. She stretched out her hand to touch the lamp on the head of the bed. At the moment when the light first came on, her eyes inadvertently swept to the ornaments on the head of the bed. However, she was stunned and was immediately stunned. It was a porcelain doll the size of a palm, a man treasure with smiling eyebrows and smiling eyes. It was the porcelain doll that she never forgot to put into her mother's suitcase before she fled, so as to bring Liang yuanze.

He Yan's hands trembled very badly. She grabbed the porcelain doll and looked at it carefully. When she saw the black spot on the top of her eyebrows, tears suddenly came out. This is the one liang yuanze bought her. This is the "male treasure" representing Liang yuanze. She couldn't help crying and laughing. She was afraid that a Jiang in the living room would hear her. She did not dare to make any noise. She could only cover her mouth with all her strength and put everything in her hands.

Liang yuanze is still there, he did not really leave. It turned out that he was still here, right next to her.

A Jiang can't hear he Yan's movement for a long time. He is worried. He knocks on the door and calls her: "miss he?"

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