Chapter 157

One morning, as soon as I got up, I received a message from Su Yawen: the truth of my marriage with Mu Yichen. If you want to know, come to ward 308 of XXX hospital to find me. I don't have much time to wait for you. I hope you can come, so that when I leave, there will be less regret and more happiness.

I thought, what does it mean to be happy? Is there anything else she wants to do to me? However, according to the president, she may have this heart and no strength now.

She said: the truth of her marriage to Mu Yichen. What does that mean? I am a curious cat, and I do not deny that Mu Yichen still exists in a corner of my heart. Therefore, I went to the address mentioned by Su Yawen.

When I saw Su Yawen this time, she was lying on the bed with a haggard face and dull eyes. She looked very weak. She vaguely saw that her chest was shaking slightly, which proved that she was still alive. She heard me enter the door and opened her weak eyes.

She is the most beautiful female patient I have ever seen. Although her face is already exhausted, her temperament is still there. I know she must be very strong. She refused to treat for so many years. She should not be afraid of pain, but she doesn't want to have regrets in her lifetime.

She has a soft needle in her hand. It is said that she is undergoing chemotherapy. It is obvious that she is no longer able to stand up. She looks so weak that she has a problem talking.

"Mo Yuhan, sit down!" Su Yawen's weak voice motioned me to sit down.

The Secretary standing next to me handed me a stool, but I stared at her. She was Helen who was wild in my office.

"Helen, go out! Miss Mo and I have something to say."

"Miss Su, I'll stay here with you! I'm afraid of her..."

"Get out!" Su Yawen riveted her strength and said these two words. Then she gasped weakly. Obviously, her strength just exceeded her ability.

"Oh!"

Helen finally walked away. When there were only two of us in the room, I was very uncomfortable. In the past, when she stood proudly in front of me, I felt comfortable.

Now, my opponent has fallen, but I am very uncomfortable. I don't have the feeling of gloating in my imagination. After all, it is a life. I lie in the hospital bed so fragile that I don't even have the strength to speak. He was as pitiful as his father when he was ill. His face was waxy yellow and his flesh and bones were like firewood.

"Miss Su, what can I do for you?"

"I'm already dying. Don't call me Miss Su. Just call me 'Yawen'."

"Oh! OK, Yawen!" I didn't argue with her. After all, she is a patient, and I am a doctor. She is like this. If I argue with her again, it will make me stingy.

"I know you still love Yichen, so I came to you today to clarify one thing."

"Miss Su, I have nothing to do with your husband Mu Yichen now. Please rest assured that there will be no relationship in the future. I am now Zhengyu's wife. I am very happy. This is true. I didn't lie." I tried my best to explain, but she smiled and lost her arrogance in the past.

"I didn't mean that. Yuhan, you misunderstood. My marriage with Yichen is just a deal."

"Deal? What? Why?" I looked a little excited, in sharp contrast to her weak appearance.

"Because the person he loves is you, and others can't get close to his heart, so our marriage just exists in name only."

"I don't understand, Miss Su. What do you mean?" her words really cheered me. What good would it do for her if she told me this!

"I won't live long. I'm going to give Yichen back to you, because I hope he has a happy life. He is very painful and unhappy with me. I'm very distressed. Therefore, I'm going to give him back to you. Can you make him live happily?"

"Miss Su, I have married Zhengyu, and you and Mu Yichen have also married. Marriage is not a children's play. No matter what chips are used for the transaction, since it is a foregone conclusion, we should live well and manage our own marriage. How can we let it go? He is not a commodity, he is a person."

"But, Miss Mo, do you know what our chips are?"

"That's the matter between you two. It has nothing to do with me, an outsider? You don't need to let me know."

"Our chips." she paused for a few seconds and then said, "it's you: Mo Yuhan!"

"What?"

My head 'buzz', a blank, my head like just been struck by lightning, the chip is me, what does this mean? Is it me who started their marriage?

"Don't you think the project of XXX shopping center is too smooth? Don't you think it's strange that I didn't trouble you in the follow-up?"

"I thought you were really in love and married. You were happy and didn't have time to care about me!"

"If it's what you think, even if I die, I won't regret what I've done, but that's not the case."

"On what terms did you exchange your marriage with Yichen?" for this question, when they got married six months ago, I was very curious. Why did they get married suddenly?

"Your life!"

"Mine?"

"Yes! It's yours."

"My life, why do you have the right to exchange?"

Her words made me half believe and half doubt. My life was not held in her hand. Why should Su Yawen exchange my life with Mu Yichen?

"With the project of XXX shopping center, I can kill you."

"Isn't that possible?"

"It's impossible. Just go back and ask Zhengyu." she said very firmly, and I began to believe it.

"Then why did Mu Yichen promise to marry you?"

"In order to save you, he exchanged himself with me."

"Then why are you telling me this now?"

"I don't want to be a villain anymore. I don't want to go to the coffin with hatred. I'm not a bad person. It's love that has confused my mind. Now I understand that even if Yichen is around me, it's useless."

It's really a dying man, and her words are good. I began to believe what she said. She said a lot of heartfelt words to me at one breath. Even, she stretched out her hand to hold me and said earnestly: "Yuhan, is this child Yichen's?"

"No!" I firmly denied her statement, but obviously she didn't believe it.

"Is it Zhengyu's?" she interrupted me before I answered her. "I know you. You won't go to bed with Zhengyu, so the child must be Yichen. You don't have to deny it. However, it's up to you to decide whether to tell Yichen. After all, I'm not the child's mother and I don't have this right."

"Thank you!" I know it can't be hidden from her eyes at all. Moreover, she is a dying person, and I don't want to lie to her.

She reached out and touched my stomach. "Boy or girl?"

"I don't know yet."

"Have you taken your name?"

"Not yet!"

"She must be a little beauty."

"How do you know she's a girl?"

"Mu Yichen owes too much to women, so he can only give birth to girls. Do you believe what I say?"

"I don't know!"

As she spoke, her hands began to tremble and her voice became weaker and weaker. She motioned to me to get closer, "when I die, you can get back together with Yichen! His favorite person is you. No one can replace you in his heart and help me love him well. He is a poor man."

This was the last thing Su Yawen said to me. Before long, the whole room was full of doctors and nurses. The staff were struggling to rescue, and I had to leave silently.