Chapter 161

I'm like a puppet. I don't know how long I've been sitting still. Since Jiawei left, my head began to stop running. It's almost in a state of strike. I'm dizzy and sick. I don't know if it's a reaction during pregnancy. After being pregnant for so long, this child has never bothered me. Everyone says my state, It doesn't look like pregnancy at all.

"Yuhan!"

When I looked up, Jiawei had come to my eyes, which really scared me.

At this time, I recovered and found that my office was dark. When it was dark, I didn't know. Some lights came in through the window.

"What time is it?"

"It's more than 7 o'clock. Let's go!"

"Oh!"

Jiawei helped me get dressed, took some things and asked me to follow her. I only knew to follow Jiawei, but I didn't know the direction or where to go?

"Let's go to dinner! What would you like to eat?"

"Whatever! I don't know what to eat."

"Chinese food or Western food?"

"Whatever!"

"Yuhan, what's the matter with you? It's no big deal, you know?"

"Yes!"

After a few mouthfuls of rice, I really didn't have any appetite. I had to put down the dishes and chopsticks. Looking at Jiawei's mouthful, I didn't know what I thought. I turned sour and disgusted. Finally, I held back and didn't spit out.

"Are you uncomfortable? Is there anything wrong with your stomach? Don't scare me?"

"It's all right, don't worry! He's in my stomach." I put my hands on my belly and touched this magical little life.

"Yuhan, are you going home later?"

"I don't know."

Go home? Is that home still my home? Zhengyu has changed. He has done such terrible things. He is no longer my hero. I haven't heard from him all day. He cheated me into marrying him. Should I forgive him? I asked myself countless times silently in my heart, but I couldn't get the answer. However, I can't hate him again. He has done too many things for me. I can't hate him at all.

"I will accompany you tonight. I will go home with you. If Zheng Yu returns, I can adjust the regulation from it."

"All right!"

I can't think of any good way now. It's really wishful thinking when I'm alone. It's naturally bad for the children in my stomach. Therefore, I can't be so depressed. No matter what happens, my children and I still live well! This is God's greatest gift to me.

I touched my stomach and silently said, "baby, do you think I should cool him? Should I continue to live with him? Can you help me make this decision?"

The baby in my stomach doesn't move. He probably fell asleep. No one can give me the answer. I have to face all things, but it's not as terrible as before. Now that I have a baby in my stomach, he will accompany me and face all difficulties and obstacles.

When Jiawei and I came to the community, it was more than 9 o'clock. I looked up at the window. There was no light. It seemed that he still didn't come back. This habit probably happens to married people. Whenever they go downstairs, they will look at the window of their home. If it is on, it means that someone is waiting for you to go home, and their heart will be warm; If there is no light at home, it will be inexplicably sad, which has probably become the law of married people.

After I opened the door, I turned my back to the room to take off my shoes and turn on the light. At this time, Jiawei suddenly called "ah".

"What's the matter? You scared me again."

"Zhengyu!"

When I looked back, I saw Zhengyu lying obliquely on the sofa. His eyes were covered with red blood. His beard had grown and hung on his face. His clothes were still the one he wore in the office yesterday. There were many beer cans scattered on the tea table. He should have drunk too much.

Jiawei pushed him, "Zhengyu?"

"Don't worry about me! Let me continue drinking. I'm sorry Yuhan. I'm all blame for my bad, and I'm all blame for my bad..." he kept repeating this sentence. He didn't forget to reach for the wine and was stopped by me.

"Jiawei, help me help him to the bedroom!"

After some tossing, Zhengyu finally fell asleep. I simply cleaned up the living room.

"Jiawei, you go first! He's asleep. There should be no problem."

"I'm worried about you. Whether he dies or not has nothing to do with me."

"I know. Don't worry! I'll see you in our company tomorrow. Go back to bed early! You've been tossing about my business all day. I'll go to bed in a minute. It's no use for you here."

"Well, I'll turn on the phone for you 24 hours at night. If he does anything to you, call me immediately. I have to unload his leg, do you hear me?"

"Yes!"

After sending Jiawei away, I lay on the sofa alone and thought of Mu Yichen. He sacrificed his marriage and happiness for me. What should I do to him next? I have no face to face him.

"Yuhan, wake up!" I looked up and saw that it was Zhengyu! Looking out the window, the sun is already shining. It seems to be a beautiful day, but for me, it's extremely painful. I always have to face what I should face. I cheer myself up silently in my heart.

According to his appearance, he should have finished washing.

"I made breakfast, get up and eat!" Zhengyu turned to go.

"Wait a minute, Zhengyu, let's talk?" I'm going to have a showdown with him. If I don't say it, I'll suffocate. I'm the kind of person who can't hide things. Not to mention that he's my husband, we shouldn't hide anything.

"All right!" unexpectedly, he happily agreed, took a chair in the restaurant and sat opposite me.

"I probably know what Su Yawen said. Do you have anything else to explain to me?"

"Yuhan, I'm sorry! I was dazzled by love at that time. I just love you too much, you know? Yuhan, can you forgive me? In fact, I regret it long ago, but I don't dare to tell you, forgive me! OK?"

I saw such a humble Zhengyu for the first time. He almost begged me. I saw him like this. It was very uncomfortable. I didn't have no responsibility for this. I blamed me for marrying him on impulse, I didn't believe in Mu Yichen, and I blamed myself.

In fact, Zhengyu is also a victim. I caused their misfortune alone. I am the culprit.

"When the company's project is completed, I'll go back to England. After the child is born, let's talk about whether I can come back!"

"Yuhan, don't you divorce me?"

"Do you want me to divorce you?"

"No, as long as you don't divorce, I won't stop you from doing anything!"

"OK! That's settled!"

I stood up and went to the washroom. No one could understand the pain in my heart. Now, it's so far that I have no way to change anything.

The child needs a nominal father. Now I can't divorce Zhengyu to find Mu Yichen. Therefore, I can only swallow my anger and make plans after giving birth to the child safely.