Chapter 368

Shen Zimu's heart was hit hard. He took the notebook and opened the first page. Several crooked diaries appeared in front of him. It said: "I'm so happy. Mommy finally came to see me. I feel that you are the only one who has injected a strong courage into my body. I'm no longer afraid of pain and darkness. Mommy, I love you

"Dr. Forrest said that I will have a bone marrow transplant later. I'm afraid, but I won't shrink back. I'll get better. I want to overcome leukemia. I don't want mommy to shed tears for me any more, and I don't want my father to be red eyed for me. But little Superman, you can do it!"

"I miss Cole again. Should the color of heaven be only white? I picked flowers for you. Can you see them? It's red

"I feel my strength is back. Although I'm still weak, I can eat by myself. Come on, little Superman."

Below the short diary is the name written in two different handwriting: "Du mengke!"

"Do you like it?"

"I'm sorry, I haven't visited the supermarket for a long time. I used several pages of this book, but it can be written in the back. Anyway, you can remember the lock of life. It can also be used. "

"Even if you forget me, you must remember that I have two little tiger teeth. If you grow up and meet a girl who has two small tiger teeth and has crooked eyes when you smile, I will be the one who is very beautiful and loves to laugh. "

"You must come on. Maybe it's not that your parents abandoned you, but that you forgot your way home because of your confused memory. Maybe your parents are looking for you like crazy. You must think of them quickly. Come back to them quickly. "

"The first day I came to the United States, I met an angel. I will remember her all my life. Her name is Kerr."

Naive handwriting, from the heart of the oath, but he did not remember her! She is the angel in his heart, her illness is really good, she came to find herself with the heart of loving him, but she hurt her deeply! Very deep, she must be very painful, very sad!

"Zhou Wenzhe, you bastard!" Shen Zimo mumbles to himself, but the pain in his eyes makes him cry. He holds the diary tightly in his arms, as if he wants to feel the temperature of Ke'er.

She didn't cheat him, she really found him, but he lost himself! She really didn't cheat him. She came all the way to find him when she grew up, but he kicked her far away and trampled her heart under her feet! She is really an angel, but he can't be saved by her!

"Ke Er..."

"It's really his son, his angel Keer... " Shen Zimo called in a low voice, holding the diary in his heart with both hands, tightly repressing the suffocating pain of his heart. He only felt that every breath of his own had a bone piercing pain. He only felt that all the recollections were like a knife in his heart. He just felt His whole body seems to have drifted up. He just feels The darkness invaded itself.

I don't know how long later, Shen Zimo wakes up from his long dream. The goal is Shen Minjuan's tearful and nervous face. He immediately closes his eyes. This familiar face will only remind him of a cruel fact. He doesn't want to see it!

"Are you better, son! Do you feel better? You're really scared to death. Do you know how long you've been dizzy? Almost two days. "

Shen Zimo said goodbye and did not speak. Shen Minjuan sat down beside his bed with a sigh and said, "son, I see you have a diary in your arms So it's for you, isn't it? Do you remember her

Shen Zimo turned his face, looked at Shen Minjuan's nervous face and nodded: "yes, I remember."

Shen Minjuan's face was even more ugly. Her face was so pale that she didn't have any blood color. She twisted her hands uneasily and rubbed them together. She opened her mouth several times before she asked tentatively: "Er! What does the son remember? "

Shen Zimo took back his sight, his eyes became distant and painful, and said in a low voice: "I remember I met him when I was in the United States. My name is Zhou Wenzhe, and her name is Du mengke! It was the first time we met. She gave me this diary and made an appointment to cheer on each other. I didn't expect that she would come to me. "

Shen Minjuan gave a dry smile and said unnaturally, "Er! Hehe, it turns out that what she said is true. It's incredible. I didn't expect it to be like this. If I knew it earlier, I would like her more. "

"You always know, but you just don't want to believe it."

"Yes! I know, but I didn't think it was true. It was really surprising. " Shen Minjuan flustered should be, very heart is not Yan, Shen Zimo sat up, eyes staring at Shen Minjuan's face, raised a sneer: "yes, I didn't expect too many things."

Shen Minjuan felt that something was wrong with her son, and her heart became even more flustered. She forced herself to feel uneasy. She reached for his hand and said, "son, are you blaming your mother? I know Keer's thing is that I don't deal with it well enough. My heart is still biased towards the horse, but I think it's human nature. It's still what I grew up with. I'm not wrong to choose her! If the son really loves Nangong Ke'er in his heart, his mother will support him. "Shen Zimo looked at her for a long time before he patted the back of her hand and said, "thank you, mom!"

"Silly son! Ha ha

Shen Zimo also raised the corner of his mouth and looked out of the window. It was sunny and the weather was really good, but he couldn't drive away the haze in his heart. Looking back, he pressed down his sadness and said with a smile, "Mom, I'm a little hungry."

"Oh, look at me I'm glad you wake up. You wait. I'll get you something to eat. "

"I'll go down, too!"

"No! Just wait here. " Shen Minjuan busily presses him down, and then quickly goes out of the door. Shen Zimo looks at her leaving figure, and Shen Zimo falls back to the bed. He takes the mobile phone, unlocks it, and turns over the phone book. The three words "little baby" suddenly burst into his own eyes and hit his heart.

He hesitated for a long time and then pressed the number. He was ready to turn off the phone you dialed, but he didn't expect that the mobile phone was connected. Shen Zimo was stunned and sat up all of a sudden. He was so nervous that even his breath trembled.

"Hello..." A long lost voice came from the mobile phone, which made him miss the collapse. Shen Zimo quickly clenched his cell phone: "hello..."

"It's you? What can I do for you Can't hear too much emotion in her voice, just like an old friend who hasn't seen her for a long time. Suddenly, she called again to say hello, calm and cool! Such she let Shen zime strange, also feel the heart in pain.

"I'm sorry!" A thousand words, but he can only say this sentence.

The man on the other side of the cell phone gave a light smile and said, "it doesn't matter. Are you ok? "

"No!" Shen Zimo's voice is a little hoarse, and the deep pain makes people understand his pain in an instant. Can son's heart a tight, opened mouth, a long time just way: "you how?"

"I need you, Cole! where are you? Come back to me, will you? "

Ke'er is silent. When Shen Zimo thinks she won't answer herself, Ke'er whispers: "tell me what happened."

Shen Zimo's eyes were red, and all his strength collapsed at this moment. He wanted to answer Ke'er's voice, but his throat seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't speak after opening his mouth several times. Ke'er sighed: "take care!"

Dudu Dudu

When the mobile phone is disconnected, Shen Zimo stares at the mobile phone in a daze. Does his Ke'er still not forgive him? Shen Zimo takes back the thread with some sadness. At this time, there is a sound of footwork. Shen Zimo looks up and sees Shen Minjuan coming over with a tray. She puts the food on the head of the bed, picks up a spoon and stirs it for him. "You must be very weak after sleeping for two days. Drink some soup first."

"I'll do it myself!"

"No, no, I'll do it! You little boy, you used to ask your mother to feed you when you ate. Why? When you grow up, you don't want your mother to feed you? "

"No!" Shen Zimo smiles. When Chueh Minjuan delivers the soup to his mouth, he opens his mouth silently. It tastes like yesterday, but everything will not be the same. Just after a few mouthfuls, the mobile phone rings again. Shen Zimo takes it quickly and sees that the caller is he Dongning. He can't help feeling lost.

"Hello

"My God! Zimo, are you awake at last? You're not enough, brother. Why don't you call me when you wake up? Do you know I'm worried? Wait for me. I'll see you in a minute

"No, I'm fine Hello, hello? " Before Shen Zimo finished, he Dongning hung up directly. Shen Minjuan said with a smile, "it's Dongning! Dongning has been worried about you for the past two days. She has come to see you four or five times. Alas! Think about time really fast, when Dongning first came to our home to play, it was just a half big boy. In the twinkling of an eye, you all grew up, and your mother was old too! "

Shen Zimo doesn't speak. She looks at Shen Minjuan's haggard face with complicated eyes. It seems that she hasn't slept well all the time! Shen Minjuan fed him another spoonful of soup and then said, "son, do you think your mother is very bad?"

Shen Zimo shook his head and said, "why do you say that?"

"You Don't you have anything to ask Mom? "

Shen Zimo looked at her and didn't speak. He wanted to ask. He really wanted to ask. But he is also very contradictory, he does not want to lose the closest person, but he has no way as nothing happened. I had to divert my attention and said, "Mom, this soup is delicious!"

Shen Minjuan smiles and feeds him again. She gently wipes the corners of her mouth for him and says, "son, mom, all my life In fact, I have done a lot of wrong things, and my mother regrets it. In fact, it doesn't matter what the result of my mother is. In my heart, my son is the most important. I hope I hope that no matter what happens in the future, you don't hate mom, OK? "

Shen Zimo was shocked and looked up at the desire and hope in her eyes. His heart was like a needle pricking pain! He really didn't want to hate her, but he couldn't erase the scenes of his father's tragic death from his mind. It seemed that the scenes would drive him crazy.