Ye Nanxian is eager for Shen Zian to leave as soon as possible, but he is not sure about Shen Zian's safety.
Fortunately, Yan Zhen is still in Haicheng. Ye Nanxian calls Yan Zhen and asks him to send Shen Zian back to Ye's old house. If he can, he hopes to stay in Ye's old house to take care of his two children these days.
Shen Zian was very happy to hear that Yan Zhen was protecting them.
This kidnapping incident makes Shen Zian deeply realize that some of the things Yan Zhen taught are particularly useful. What he lacks now is self-defense ability. If Yan Zhen can stay and teach them, he can guarantee that he will grow up soon.
A kidnapping incident makes Shen Zian deeply realize that only when she is strong, can she protect herself, protect Mommy, not let mommy worry, not let her brother worry.
It doesn't matter how hard he suffers for this goal.
Thinking of this, Shen Zian jumped out of the chair.
"Mommy, I'll go back first. You don't have to worry about me. With instructor Yan in, ye Rui and I will be fine. Take good care of this man here. "
From Shen Zian's tone, it is not difficult to hear his worship of Yan Zhen and his dislike of Ye Nanxian, which makes Ye Nanxian speechless.
How can this smelly boy worship himself? Can't you see how brave and capable his real father is?
But Shen Zian didn't give ye Nanxian a chance to speak at all. He waved directly at Ye Nanxian and said, "I'll wait outside the door, so as not to be disgusted by you again."
Then he put out his tongue, made a face, and ran away with the braised fish.
Shen mange's lips are slightly raised.
Shen zi'an hasn't shown such childishness for a long time. She even thinks that her son is a little adult. Unexpectedly, in Haicheng, he seems to have let out his own nature, which is more or less childlike.
"Zi'an returned to Haicheng and was very cheerful."
This is the truth of Shen mange.
Maybe you don't have to look at the falling every day. You don't have to look at Shen mange every day to wash your face with tears. You don't have to live in fear every day. I'm afraid you can't get off the operating table one day.
Here, he is Shen Zian.
A child about four years old has his own brother, playmate and things he wants to do. Although he is still worried about falling down, there is a difference between being accompanied by his own eyes and worrying about being far away.
Shen mange feels sorry for the children.
She made Shen Luoluo suffer from torture from birth, made Shen Zian lose his childlike innocence and happiness, and made the people who had lived for the past five years be ghosts.
If I had known that bringing Shen Zian back would make him so cheerful, maybe she would have come back a few years earlier.
Looking at Shen mange, ye Nanxian's emotion is very complicated. She doesn't know what she is thinking. After hearing her evaluation of Shen Zian, she coughed and said, "of course he is cheerful. I'm his father! What could be better than a child with his own parents? No matter how much love is given by others, it can't be compared with the love of their own parents. Children's desire for their own parents is innate. "
These words seem to explode on Shen mange's head like thunder.
In the past five years, Tang Ziyuan has been very kind to their mother and son. She wants to run away, not to mention that he has fallen down with Shen Zian. But Shen Zian has always been very sensible in front of Tang Ziyuan, and even some of them are young and mature. Is it because he knows that Tang Ziyuan is not his own father?
Is he afraid that he will not be obedient, that his bad performance will make Tang Ziyuan dislike him, and that he will lose Tang Ziyuan's care for her and Shen Luoluo?
Shen mange had never thought about this before, but today Ye Nanxian said so, and she suddenly thought of it.
Although Shen zi'an is a boy, he has a sensitive mind since he was a child. Many times he can feel the adult's mood, which makes him very clever.
I used to think that Shen Zian was not bad, but now, what's good about Shen Zian?
He should have been a carefree age, but because of her and the fall of the drag, the pressure of their own nature, and even some to please Tang Ziyuan, although the performance is not very obvious, but he so hard study, so hard sensible obedience, is not to win Tang Ziyuan's favor?
But in front of Ye Nanxian, Shen Zian completely let go of himself. He could do whatever he wanted and say whatever he wanted without any scruples.
He and his daughter know that ye Nanxian is their own father and that they are connected by blood, so they don't care about their willfulness or verbal conflicts. As a result, ye Nanxian doesn't like him, because he knows that no matter when ye Nanxian is his father, he will connive at him and tolerate him, won't he?
Shen mange suddenly feels like a failure as a mother.
She always felt that she worked hard to live, to be independent, and to give Shen Zian and Shen Luoluo a name. But she didn't expect that she still made her son realize the feeling of being dependent on others, and even realized the worldly sophistication too early.Shen mange suddenly sits in front of Ye Nanxian and looks at Ye Nanxian with tears, as if he is going to cry the next moment.
Ye Nanxian's heart was tight at once.
"What's the matter? Did I say something wrong? You know me, I don't know how to make women happy. If you don't like to hear any words, you tell me. I'll change it later. Can you stop crying? You're not afraid of anything. I'm afraid of you crying now. "
Before ye Nanxian's words were finished, Shen mange threw himself into his arms, hugged him, and said in a choked voice: "Ye Nanxian, have I done wrong in the past five years? I should have come back earlier. "
Although he didn't see Shen mange's face, the warm liquid still flowed into Ye Nanxian's neck along the patient's suit. He sighed and said, "it's not too late to come back now. The five years we missed, I will be double good to you and children in the future. "
"I can believe you, can't I?"
"Who else can you trust if you don't believe me?"
Ye Nanxian pulled her out of her arms and said with a smile, "look at you. You are all children. You are crying like a little girl. I don't know. I thought I was coaxing my daughter."
"Is your daughter this big?"
Shen mange is a little embarrassed.
Ye Nanxian gently leaned over and wiped away her tears with her finger pulp. She said with a smile, "if I had a daughter like you who could cry, I would have a heart attack."
"Why?"
"It hurts. I can't bear my daughter to shed a tear. Boys can be raised rough, girls have to be as a princess for. After all, how can those who want to marry in the future, who have been with their parents for more than ten or twenty years, not be distressed? "
Ye Nan Xian says with a smile, but Shen man GE's psychology is very bad.
If you let Ye Nanxian know that he has a daughter and suffered from illness since he was born, and that he has never been out of hospital since he was so old, I don't know what his psychological feeling will be.
So keep it from him for a while.
Let him experience the pride of being a father for a while. After all, after seeing the fall, what ye Nanxian is going to face and bear, she does not dare to think about.
"Let's talk about it later when we have a daughter."
Shen mange quickly crossed the topic.
Ye Nanxian didn't know Shen mange's mind. He said with a smile, "why don't you wait for me, and let's have a daughter to spoil me?"
Shen mange's heart hurts again.
"What's more, you should eat quickly. It's time for you to cool down. Didn't Songtao say that you have a bad stomach? Don't toss about. "
Shen mange quickly pushes him away, gets up and picks up the thermos.
Ye Nanxian thinks that Shen mange hasn't accepted himself and doesn't want to let go of himself, so he doesn't want to discuss the topic of having a daughter with him.
It seems that he will seize the time to investigate what happened five years ago. Although he can guess some vaguely, it is not comprehensive after all. If he wants to know why Shen mange rejects himself so much, he still needs to know the whole truth.
Chu Mengxi!
I hope she can tell everything she knows, otherwise he won't be polite.
Shen mange gives the chicken soup to Ye Nanxian.
"You feed me, my arm hurts."
Ye Nanxian has no face and no skin.
Shen man Ge sighed and said, "I remember you hurt your chest."
"Can't it get to the arm?"
Ye Nanxian talks nonsense with his eyes open, and Shen mange is too lazy to care with him.
She sat beside Ye Nanxian and fed him one by one.
Ye Nanxian feels that it doesn't matter if he has suffered multiple injuries. Now the person he loves most is around and within reach. That's enough.
"Will you spend the rest of your life with me?"
Although knowing that Shen mange can't promise now, ye Nanxian still asks and looks forward to Shen mange.
Shen mange couldn't bear it. He quickly turned away and said, "as I said, when you are well, let's go to the United States. As long as that person agrees to stay with us, I will never be separated from you for the rest of my life. No matter what kind of suffering we have to go through, I won't let go of your hand!"
Ye Nanxian's mood is somewhat lost.
"Is that person really that important to you? We'll need his consent for the rest of our lives? "
"Yes, I would not have been in the world for five years without her. She is an angel, and she is the driving force for Zian and I to live. In this life, as long as she can be safe and happy, I will do anything for me. "
Shen mange thinks of Shen Luoluo's pale face, and his eyes are full of tears.
Ye Nanxian's mind is burning with jealousy.
It's not a good thing for him that his wife attaches so much importance to his rival. It's a pity that he can't turn back the time and save Shen mange at the moment of the fire. Now he can only endure such jealousy, burning his reason and emotion in full swing."What if he doesn't agree? Are you really not going to stay with me? "
When ye Nanxian said this, he suddenly felt a little uneasy. He wants to know the answer, but he's afraid that Shen mange's answer is something he doesn't want to hear.