"I can't see my mother. Can I see Zhang Yin? Even if it's a video with her, I have something to ask her. Is that all right? "
Shen mange's request is so sincere and urgent in front of master Xiao.
Master Xiao paused for a moment and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid she won't see you either."
"Why? There is no grudge between me and her. "
Shen mange doesn't understand this.
Master Xiao shook his head. "I don't know, but when she promised to take care of your mother, the only condition she gave me was that I didn't want to see you again in my life."
"What?"
Shen mange was so surprised that he didn't know what to say.
Is it because she didn't give her face when she was in Licheng that she would never see herself?
Zhang Yin is not such a narrow-minded person.
"Grandfather, can you..."
"I can't help it. It's my promise to her. Maybe I'll try again later. Now I can't. I'm tired, too. Go back and have a rest. "
Master Xiao is obviously driving people away.
Shen mange knows that he won't get any results if he stays any longer, so he talks to master Xiao and goes out of the room.
Jiang Xiao is good to come back, see Shen mange's dejected appearance, can't help but worry asked: "madam, are you ok?"
"I'm tired. I want to have a rest."
Shen mange returns to his mother's room.
She suddenly remembered what master Xiao said. He said that Xiao AI was terminally ill and died soon. He said that Xiao AI knew it when she left Haicheng.
All of a sudden, her nose was sour.
In the past, when Xiao Aijian was healthy, Shen mange didn't think that this mother was so important. Even when she said that she wanted to leave Haicheng and travel, she was just sad for a while, and didn't feel that this person occupied any position in her life.
In blood, she gave birth to her and gave her life. But in the past 30 years, it was Shen's parents who gave her father's love and mother's love. She was very happy, so she was indifferent to Xiao AI all the time. Even if she had such a touch of family affection, she didn't think it was so important. Besides, another child she gave birth to also blocked her.
Shen mange even feels that if it wasn't for the Huo family and etiquette, she doesn't know if she would have had too much contact with Xiao AI. But when she learns that she will soon die, Shen mange finally feels the deepest pain in her heart.
That kind of pain, like a vine with poisonous thorns, tightly wound her, circle by circle, more and more tight, more and more tight, tight she can hardly breathe.
She tore at her collar, but she still felt oppressed.
How did you get a terminal disease?
She is still so young, still so high spirited.
Master Xiao said that Xiao AI's life was bitter. Originally Shen mange didn't feel it, but he suddenly felt deep sorrow at this moment.
The fear and desolation of the separation of yin and Yang made Shen mange almost suffocate.
Xiao AI has two daughters, but when she is dying, she chooses a place where there is no one, and plans to die slowly and lonely. She doesn't let anyone know. Shen mange feels that her nose is sour.
Jiang Xiao is not at ease with Shen mange. When he comes to Shen mange's room, he sees Shen mange crying.
She cried quietly, even a little like involuntarily, but this kind of crying, let Jiang Xiao feel a little worried.
"Madam, are you worried about President ye? You can rest assured that ye always has the ability. He will come to meet you well. "
Jiang Xiao guessed.
Shen mange doesn't deny it and doesn't speak. He just looks at the window outside and doesn't know what he's thinking.
Outside, I don't know when it's raining and foggy, but Shen mange's mood is getting worse.
She really wanted to meet Xiao AI, but she also knew that she could not and could not see Xiao without his permission.
Shen mange looks at the single figure on the bedside table, tears like broken beads.
She can do everything, but she can't compete with Yama.
What should we do?
Is the mother daughter relationship between her and Xiao AI really so shallow?
She didn't get along with her well, didn't accompany her well, and didn't cuddle in his arms like other children. How could she leave the world?
Perhaps after her father died, her mother was suffering, but she was just muddling along. Now, she finally didn't have to wait. Did she finally go to find her father?
Since then, is she an orphan without father or mother?
Shen mange has a duckweed feeling for the first time.
This feeling can't be filled by Shen's parents.
After all, this blood relationship still made her feel pain.Shen mange ignores Jiang Xiao and just lies on the bed, grabs the quilt tightly and covers his head. Smelling the air above, he seems to be nestling in his mother's arms.
She can't help recalling Xiao AI's voice and smile in her mind.
Xiao AI is actually a very boring woman. She seldom smiles and keeps a straight face all day. I don't know whether it is because of the diplomat or because she lost her lover that she is depressed.
Shen mange only remembers that when she first saw Xiao AI smile, it was when Xiao Ai saw herself, when Xiao AI knew that she was her daughter.
Xiao AI at that time, the smile is so bright, so people feel warm, but since then he will never see it?
Shen mange clenches the quilt tightly and sobs a little.
Jiang Xiao was completely frightened.
"What's the matter with you, ma'am? Is there something wrong? I've boiled some tocolysis pills. Would you like some? It's not good for the fetus to be in such a mood
But no matter what Jiang Xiao said, Shen mange didn't stop crying.
Yes, she used to curl up in her mother's stomach like this, and she had been tossing about Xiao AI for ten months, which made her bear so much pain before she gave birth to herself. Now she is sick, but she can't do anything. She can't do anything.
Shen mange thinks he is too unfilial.
No!
She doesn't want to sit here waiting to die, she wants to see Xiao AI!
Shen mange has never been so firm for such a moment.
But this is the Xiao family, surrounded by bodyguards. Even if she has three heads and six arms, she can't fly out of here.
Ye Nanxian left, but she couldn't get out. Xiao AI's condition is even worse now. What should she do?
Jiang Xiao sees that Shen mange doesn't speak, so he puts the pill on the table. When he wants to go out to find someone, he hears that Shen mange finally opens his mouth.
Her voice hoarse fierce, can see is trying to bear what.
She said, "Jiang Xiao, I'm fine. I just want to be alone."
"Madam, you are too sad. I'm worried..."
"There's nothing to worry about. If you know something, feel sad. You can rest assured. I'll just have a sleep. Can you go out now? Please help me close the door and turn off the light. I want to have a good sleep. I'm too tired. "
Shen mange's voice is a little weak, it seems that he is really involved in the general.
Jiang Xiao is worried, but when Tian ang comes to Shen mange, he can't bear to say anything.
"Well, ma'am, can I go back after you drink the pill?"
Now, Shen mange didn't refuse any more.
She lifted the quilt, sat up, took the bowl directly and drank it in a Gulu Gulu breath. Then he gave the bowl to Jiang Xiao.
Shen mange drank the bitter medicine without saying anything.
Jiang Xiao saw that she was in a bad mood and could not say anything more, so he went out with a bowl.
Mr. Xiao was waiting outside. Seeing Jiang Xiao come out with an empty bowl in his hand, he asked anxiously, "have you drunk?"
"Yes. I've added some calming things in it. My wife should be able to have a good sleep tonight. "
Jiang Xiao and Xiao don't agree with each other, but now they cooperate strangely.
Master Xiao's heart was finally put down, but he looked at Jiang Xiao and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry, you should sleep in the corridor tonight. I'm afraid of her..."
I'm afraid that master Xiao didn't say anything, but the deep concern at the bottom of his eyes made Jiang Xiao withdraw a lot of hostility to him.
"I see."
"Don't worry. I asked people to adjust the temperature here. You won't catch a cold. I also asked people to bring the quilt."
"Thank you."
Jiang Xiao didn't go back to his room, so he just sat down in the corridor.
After Shen mange drank the pill, he went to bed with his slippers and pulled over the quilt to cover himself. The smell on the quilt makes Shen mange have an illusion, as if Xiao AI was beside her, singing a lullaby to make her fall asleep.
Her eyes were wet.
Dizzy, Shen mange knows that Jiang Xiao may have added some medicine to herself, but she doesn't have any opinions. Anyway, she's going to have a rest.
She was so tired that she wanted to have a good sleep. She didn't want to ask anything, just like a child. Instead, Jiang Xiao helped herself.
Shen mange sleeps in the past.
She had a good night's sleep, but Jiang Xiao and Xiao didn't sleep well.
Mr. Xiao got up several times a night. When he came to the outside of Shen mange's room, he saw that Jiang Xiao didn't sleep either. He asked quietly, "what's going on inside?"
"I went in to have a look. I fell asleep and breathed well. It's OK."
Listening to Jiang Xiao's words, master Xiao was relieved.Finally, in the early hours of the morning, Mr. Xiao couldn't stand it.
"Well, you can sleep too. I don't think the child will wake up for a while. Wait till she wakes up
"OK."
Jiang Xiao also yawns and feels that his eyelids are fighting.
At last everyone went to sleep.
When the sun rises from the horizon, Shen mange wakes up.
She had a good night's sleep. Looking at the time, it was only five o'clock in the morning.
The whole Xiao family is quiet. Everyone is sleeping.
Shen mange gets up barefoot. When she opens the door, she sees Jiang Xiao sleeping at the door, and her bodyguard has already withdrawn.
She didn't know what it meant, but Shen mange came to master Xiao's room lightly.
Mr. Xiao has just entered deep sleep, and he doesn't notice the arrival of Shen mange. Therefore, he doesn't see it. Shen mange gently opens his bedside table and takes out something from it.