Yao Luo's mood suddenly excited.
"You have no idea how much I don't want to be with you! I carry a dagger every night. I want to kill you. You are Han Xiao's only son. If you die, Han Xiao will experience the pain of losing his family. I will let him have a taste of everything I bear. I even want to put poison on my body. As long as you touch me, even if you die, I will pull you together. You don't know all this
Yao Luo was in agony, even crying out.
"But I'm useless. I'm really useless. I thought you would ask me that night. I prepared for so long, but you didn't touch me. You let me sleep by myself. You went to the study alone. After a year, I looked for countless opportunities, but you did not touch me. At the beginning, I thought you were not satisfied with me. I'm waiting for you to bring another girl back the next year. Then I'll get that girl to help me, but I've been waiting for several years. "
Looking at Yao Luo crying so sad, Han Xichen's eyes are also a little wet.
"Then why don't you kill me?"
"I want to, but I can't. When I saw you tortured by poisonous insects for the first time, I wanted to kill you, but you held my hand and called for mom. At that moment, I seemed to see the way I used to let my mom in my arms. Why? Why is Han Xiao so cruel to your only son? Why can't he spoil you? If he's nice to you, I'll make him sad if I kill you. But he is so cold-blooded that he doesn't care about you at all. So what's the use of killing you? "
Yao Luo covered his face and cried wantonly.
After so many years, the depression in her heart can finally be justified.
Over the years, she's driving herself crazy.
While she hated and loved, she had to constantly remind herself of the meaning of living.
She is so tired.
If Han Xichen is not good to her, it's OK, but Han Xichen is good to her, so she can't hate him.
No one understood the feeling. She suffered every day and night.
Han Xichen sighed and went over to hold her in his arms.
"Don't touch me! Don't touch me
Yao Luo, who has always been submissive, fiercely resisted, but now how could she be Han Xichen's opponent?
Han Xichen hugged her tightly and growled, "listen to me."
Maybe Han Xichen's voice is too sharp, maybe Yao Luo has no strength, she can only stare at Han Xichen, tears flowing.
Han Xichen felt that the tears were a special eyesore.
From the age of 18 to now, he has hardly seen her cry. Even if she is scarred, even if she is dying, she always sticks to her teeth and never tears. But now yaoluo is crying like a tearful person.
Han Xichen once complained that Yao Luo never cried. Now he saw her tears and found that he would rather not see her cry in his life.
His voice softened a lot.
"Listen to me, no matter what happened before, what kind of grudges, it's over. Yao Luo, Han Xiao owes you the Lin family. You can ask for it from him. You have no right to charge me with these charges. You are my person, you hate me or love me, I can't let you leave me in this life. If you want to have a baby, you can have it. If you don't want to have a baby, I don't want to. In this life, even if it's time consuming, you have to stay by my side. This is your life! You know what kind of person Han Xichen is. If you just don't want to have a baby for me, I'll have an operation now, but if you dare to leave me again, try. If you hurt yourself, I'll lose my arm. If you take poison again, I'll cut myself a piece. It doesn't matter if you don't care about your life or death. Anyway, it's no fun for me to live. I'll see which one of us is more cruel than the other. "
Han Xichen is not joking at all, and immediately makes Yao Luo's heart turn upside down.
"Do you think you can still intimidate me? Han Xichen, our faces are torn. Do you threaten me with yourself? It's ridiculous! I want you to die, you know? You are Han Xiao's son. I'm only happy when you die! "
Yao Luo pushes Han Xichen away.
Her heart is flustered, tears flying at the same time also in fear.
She was afraid of Han Xichen's deep affection for her. She was really afraid.
How can he not have children?
He is only thirty years old and has a good life, but she is just a cripple. She has been struggling for so many years, and I don't know if she can be a mother again.
Han Xichen no longer argued with her, but took out a military dagger from his boots and stabbed him in the arm.
The knife rises and falls. Han Xichen is in a cold sweat, but he doesn't say a word. A piece of meat suddenly falls on yaoluo's bed, dripping with blood.
"Ah
Yaoluo suddenly screamed.
"Han Xichen, are you crazy?"
Regardless of the weakness of her abortion operation last night, and the burning in her stomach, yaoluo was so heartbroken that she almost blew up when she saw Han Xichen's self mutilation.She suddenly opened the quilt and fell out of bed in a hurry, but she didn't care about her body. Instead, she held Han Xichen's arm tightly and covered his wound with her hands in a panic.
Yao Luo was furious with the wound.
"Doctor! Doctor
She wanted to turn around and ring the emergency bell, but Han Xichen grabbed her arm.
"Still taking poison?"
His face turned white with pain, but his eyes were staring at yaoluo. She dared to say that he was going to cut a piece of meat again.
Yaoluo immediately collapsed.
"You are a madman! Han Xichen, you are crazy! You put a woman who wants to kill you all the time by your side. Is there something wrong with your brain? "
"Yes
Han Xichen looked at yaoluo and said word by word: "I never wanted anything in my life, even this life. Han Xiao took it if he wanted, but now the only thing I want is you. Lin yaoluo, I'm not kidding you. You dare to take poison again, you dare to commit suicide again. I will not let you go even if you are poor. You are mine, life and death are mine. I didn't promise. Even if I was the king of hell, I couldn't take you away. You remember, you are my Han Xichen's woman, all my life. If you dare to die again, I'll prick a hole in me. It doesn't matter if you don't feel bad, just play with it. "
"You are a psycho!"
Yao Luo cried, but did not dare to delay, quickly pressed the emergency bell.
When the doctor came, there was a bloody smell in the ward, which scared them to push Han Xichen to the emergency room, but Han Xichen refused.
"Right here, dress and sew me up for her to watch."
Han Xichen's words made the doctor feel chilly.
"Mr. Han, this lady has just had an abortion. She is weak. You will scare her like this."
"Will you? I said, "here it is!"
Han Xichen is very persistent.
Looking at his pale face, yaoluo compromised.
"Sew him up, right here."
Her voice is hoarse and her body seems to be hollowed out suddenly. She sits on the bed, but she can't avoid Han Xichen's eyes.
After 12 years with Han Xichen, she never knew that he was so paranoid and overbearing, but this kind of paranoia broke her heart.
This is what Han Xichen is afraid of.
He knew that he loved him, could not see him so self mutilation, but threatened her with himself.
Yao Luo looks at Han Xichen with complicated eyes.
The doctor and the nurse were very busy, and finally managed Han Xichen's wound. At Han Xichen's request, they added a bed to the ward.
After everyone left, yaoluo became quite quiet.
She wanted to pour water for Han Xichen as before, but Han Xichen stopped her.
"Go and lie in bed."
"But it's my duty to serve you."
Yao Luo's words make Han Xichen frown slightly.
"I told you to go to bed. Don't let me say it a third time. "
Under the gaze of Han Xichen's fierce eyes, Yao Luo has to go to bed.
She had just finished her labor and was weak. After experiencing this great joy and sorrow, she lay down and soon fell asleep.
Han Xichen looks at Yao Luo, who is sleeping, and asks someone to cook some soup to replenish qi and blood. He picks up the phone and goes to the balcony.
"Organize our people, and take advantage of Han Xiao's not going back to collect his people for me. Those who are obedient stay and those who are not
At this time, Han Xichen seems to be in hell, without a trace of tenderness.
In this world, apart from ye Nanxian's husband and wife and Yao Luo, no one can make him have compassion.
After hanging up, Han poured himself a glass of water.
The wound on his arm hurt badly, but Yao Luo didn't want to commit suicide. He thought it was worth it.
This stubborn woman.
Is it so hard to admit that you love yourself?
More than ten years of pillow people, who do not know who ah.
If you can't control her, he'll be a fool.
Han Xichen's lips slightly raised, went to yaoluo's bed, pinned her hair behind her ears, gave her a kiss on the forehead, and said in a low voice, "fool, if you don't force you like this, you will only escape far away. Lin yaoluo, there's a sentence I haven't said to you all the time, and I can't say it. In fact, I love you. If you tell me this early in the morning, even if it's for you to kill your father, he doesn't treat me as a son anyway. "
His eyes are full of tenderness, but Yao Luo has fallen asleep and didn't hear this. Maybe Han Xichen doesn't want Yao Luo to hear this either.
The matter of the hospital eventually spread to Shen mange's ears.
She is a little shocked, but it's not easy to comment on the relationship between Han Xichen and Yao Luo. She can only let Zhang Yin go to the hospital to show them, and she follows them.When Zhang yinlai came, yaoluo was still sleeping. Maybe she was a little too big this time. She was too weak. She had been sleeping for several hours and didn't wake up.
Han Xichen was worried. Seeing that Shen mange came with Zhang Yin, he was relieved.
"Show her what's going on."
Zhang Yin gave Yao Luo a check, and then said: "nothing, it's too empty, just have a good rest."
Hearing that yaoluo was ok, Han Xichen said in a low voice: "yaoluo didn't let Han Xiao go. According to my guess, it should be yaoluo who led Han Xiao to where he was trapped, waiting for him to live and die. I know you're worried. What do you know from Han Xiao? When Yao Luo wakes up, I'll ask for you. "
This made Shen mange and Zhang Yin a little surprised, but also a little relieved. At this time, Xiao key quickly came to Shen mange and said a few words in her ear, which suddenly changed Shen mange's face.