Chapter 128

The morning sun just came out, and the golden light passed through the window and fell on the bed of the room.

Why don't you turn over lazily and reach out to hug the person beside the pillow, ready to smell your husband's smell and stay in bed for a while.

I closed my eyes and touched it twice, but it was empty.

She opened her eyes and froze for a moment, then drew back her hand, slowly curled up, opened her mouth and bit the corner of quilt tightly.

The man is gone

After a while, the alarm clock rang, and the people on the bed quietly looked at the noisy panda alarm clock. When it was about to stop automatically in three minutes, they reached out to press it off.

"Xiaoya, get up." Why don't you pull your slippers to the next bedroom, knock on the door, and then turn your head and walk into the bathroom to wash.

The people in the mirror are a little haggard, with dark circles around their eyes as thick as smoke makeup She couldn't help rubbing her eyes. Insomnia became more and more serious.

Hold on

"Why hasn't it happened yet?"

Why don't you brush your teeth and walk out of the bathroom with white foam in your mouth, and then kick the door of the small bedroom, blurring, "I'll be late for a while."

Squeak.

The door opened.

"No school today."

Xiao Anya rubbed her eyes and looked up at her, "Mom, you forgot that today is the weekend."

"Oh..."

Why not go back to the bathroom with your slippers in a daze? After two gulps of drinking water, you can spray it out again, wipe your mouth, go back to the living room, take out two eggs from the refrigerator and enter the kitchen.

"Don't lie in. I'll take you to grandma's after breakfast."

"Grandma said yesterday that she would come to us this afternoon." Little Anya was scratching the kitchen door, "Mom, can I not eat eggs?"

"What would you like to eat?"

"I want to eat fried chicken wings."

"No way." Why don't you turn around and smile at her, "you can't eat such greasy things in the morning."

"What about fried chicken legs?"

"Not either."

"Then..."

"Only eggs." Why don't you knock the egg on the edge of the pot, break it off with two hands, and the egg liquid will flow into the pot and turn into a nice circle, "you can eat chicken legs at night."

"All right." Xiaoanya sat back on the sofa and turned on the TV to find her favorite cartoon.

"Only by eating eggs can we grow up quickly." Why don't you come out with two fried eggs, "one for each, you wait, I'll give you a hot box of milk."

Putting the plate on the table, she turned back to the kitchen.

The original happy breakfast time changed completely without one person. No one asked her to squeeze carrot juice any more.

It's quite quiet.

Take care of all the breakfast, and watch Xiao Anya finish the fried eggs. Why not take the tableware back to the kitchen, wash it carefully and put it on the cupboard.

For several months, the layout of the home has not changed at all under her careful maintenance, and everything remains the same.

Come to the next studio to clean up. Without that fool, it's too easy to clean up. Just sweep away the dust. There are no more messy paintings or paint everywhere.

It seems that there is nothing to do again I have quit my job. Because of my mood, the novel is getting worse and worse. I haven't touched it for a long time.

Why don't you sit in front of your desk for a while, why don't you have anything to do?

There is a Doraemon doll on the table. He spent more than 200 yuan to catch it from the doll machine when he was dating. She was so angry that she could not play, so she honestly admitted that she would not give up to catch it, and obstinately asked her to wait for him to catch it.

Pinching Doraemon's stomach, she likes the doll that can be bought from the stall for only 20 yuan. Like it, that fool can always satisfy her wishes.

There are thick waste manuscripts under the doll, which she specially left for Qin Guanglin. Whenever he improves his painting skills by a large margin and then looks at the previous waste manuscripts, it will be easier to see the previous shortcomings, and then learn from experience to improve himself.

One by one, his posture in front of the drawing board can easily appear in front of his eyes.

He took her to paint the sunset on the hillside of the suburb. He went for several days to observe which period was the best before he began to write.

The fisherman hired a boatman on the Luohe River to fish in the middle of the river for two days. One day was enough, but it rained a little at that time. A good painting was wet by the rain, so I had to draw another one.

There is also this full moon of Mid Autumn Festival. In order to amuse her, he drew a small figure on the moon. As a result, the ink used was too thick and directly destroyed.

Where did you get so much to do before? It's like I can't finish the whole day Now I'm all in a hurry.

Oh, without a garbage maker, there won't be so many things.

"Mom, this one is so beautiful. I will be a painter like my father in the future." Xiao Anya ran in from the outside and stood on tiptoe to see the painting in her hand."Well, you must be better than him in the future." Why not touch her daughter's head, "why don't you watch TV?"

"Hungry." Little Anya touched her stomach.

"Don't you have enough eggs?" She Leng, daughter's appetite when become so big?

"It's time for lunch now!" Little Anya reminds her.

“……”

Why don't you turn around and look at your watch? It's already over twelve But just look at the painting. How come it's already noon?

"What would you like to eat?"

"Fried chicken leg!"

"Don't eat too much fried food. I said I could eat it in the evening."

Little Anya bit her finger and thought, "well Eat vegetarian three silk

"Like your dad." Why don't you touch her head, "go and do some homework first, and you'll do it later."

"Well."

I got up and went to open the refrigerator. It was empty. There were only a few carrots and eggs left. I couldn't make lunch.

Go back to the bedroom and take off your home clothes. Why don't you change your clothes and go shopping? You'd better buy more, so you don't have to go out all the time.

When I opened the wardrobe, I saw a pile of rustic plaid shirts. For these plaid shirts, she didn't complain about him. She didn't have any aesthetic sense at all. The clothes were rustic, but he still felt good about himself.

Tears suddenly fell down, why don't you curl up on the ground and cry with your face covered.

"Mom, why are you crying?" Xiao Anya came running with short legs.

"No, mom didn't cry." Why don't you stand up and wipe a tear, take a coat from the wardrobe and put it on your body, "you stay at home, mom will go shopping and come back soon."

The vegetable market is very close. The shortest way is only two traffic lights. However, she hasn't taken that road for a long time. Every time, she subconsciously spends more than ten minutes to go around the other road to buy vegetables.

Why not stand downstairs in a trance, feeling that everything is so strange.

Calm down, she decided to take the nearest road, just two traffic lights, what to be afraid of.

The music of the roadside shop is very loud. Even if you are far away, you can hear the male singer's voice clearly.

Standing in front of the traffic lights, why don't you listen to the singing from afar.

"If I had known that day would be our last day"

"I would never have wasted my time talking about trifles with you"

"a casual but necessary farewell in my life"

"no one can avoid coming here without appointment"

it seems that my deskmate in high school discussed with her which season is more suitable for death?

Oh, by the way, my deskmate said it's summer. Summer is the best. Open the door, the moldy instant noodles bucket is on the table, flies are buzzing, the hosts and guests on TV are talking, the dim light, the rotating fan, a stool, a rope, a body with body spots and stench.

It's beautiful.

It turns out that death sometimes has such a big temptation. The scene is like candy. Just thinking about it, she feels sweet, and she can't help swallowing it.

Why don't you still remember the pain of falling to the ground heavily? Who can imagine that a person who stays at home all day will have so much strength. It seems that she just pushes her hand and flies out lightly.

"Once I was in a familiar scene"

"at that moment, I suddenly felt that you were by my side"

the music from afar came into my ears. Why don't you look around blankly and suddenly a soul came to her senses. One of her feet had already stretched out of the zebra crossing and quickly took it back.

There are old people to support in the family. Anya has not grown up yet. She has to live.

Hold on

Carefully buy vegetables back home, why not still reverberate with just the song.

He should still be by his side, right? It's just not visible.

"Mom, the flowers are blooming." Small Anya see her back, immediately ran to call her, "you come to see, really good-looking."

Flowers?

Why don't you put down the dish in your hand and follow your daughter to the balcony. At a glance, you can see the red and gorgeous flower.

It's the first time to see it bloom after more than ten years.

The fool also bet with her that the flower would not bloom. Now she won, right?

Squatting body carefully close to look at this flower, why not think of the legend.

"Can you bring him back? Please

She talked to herself like a fool to a flower.

"I'm really tired."