Early April.

As the temperature rises day by day, the annoying catkins begin to float away again. A gust of wind blows, and the White Velvet on the ground can also roll up small eddies.

A year has passed unconsciously.

On the 15th day after the equinox, between mid spring and late spring, is Qingming.

Holiday days.

"Are you really not going?"

"You go, I'll get some sleep."

Why not hold the quilt back to the door of Qin Guanglin, did not return to wave.

"OK, you remember to have a good lunch. I may come back later Go to my house for dinner. "

Qin Guanglin told her to go out with her eyes closed and her shoulders shrugged, "OK, I'm going."

In some places, there is a rule that women can't sweep graves, but his family doesn't care much about it. Qin Guanglin wants to take a look, but she refuses.

"Why not? Why don't you show her to your dad? "

After driving home, she picked up Qin Ma, who was dressed neatly, to get on the bus. She also asked this question after sitting down.

"Wait until you get married. It's nothing now. It's not urgent." Qin Guanglin didn't say why he didn't want to go. He drove to the cemetery perfunctorily.

In a flash, over the years, tomb sweeping is not so much a mourning as a habit. The two people's expressions are not heavy, and the atmosphere in the car is not depressing. From time to time, Qin Guanglin talks with Qin's mother and goes all the way to Beishan cemetery.

"Do you want a bunch of flowers?" Qin Guanglin stopped the car and looked at the people coming and going in the flower shop nearby. He asked casually.

"That's enough for him to eat. What flowers do you want?"

Qin Ma mentioned the fruit snacks on the handle, and some of her own food, "let's go, there are still a lot of people."

The distance is not too close. At this time, the sun has risen and many people come out of the garden.

Qin Guang Lin answered, and did not say much more, carrying money and candles, and a small bottle of Baijiu, followed by Qin Ma, entering the mausoleum, turning left along the stone road, turning right, passing a tombstone, and finally stopping at a corner near the most corner.

This is the most primitive mausoleum. It is not only located in a remote place, but also has a small space in front of it. Fortunately, there are only two of them. Otherwise, three or five relatives and friends would not be able to stand in front of it.

Small tombs have the advantage of small tombs, but after a while, Qin Guanglin has cleaned up the surroundings. Qin's mother squats down, opens the bags one by one, and puts them neatly in front of the tomb, whispering something.

Looking at the photos on the tombstone, Qin Guanglin didn't show much sadness, but only deep nostalgia.

"Say something to your dad and make him happy." Qin's mother poked the burning paper money a few times to make the fire jump up a few times. After burning more thoroughly, she stepped aside and gave Qin Guanglin his place.

Qin Guanglin squatted on the brazier to take over Qin's mother's position, grabbed two handfuls of paper money and threw them in. The fire suddenly became more prosperous.

"Dad, I've made money this year. I'll cook more for you, and your favorite bainiuer. It's not good to drink too much wine. My mother made a small bottle for you."

"I've been looking for a job this year. It's not bad. I've been working hard for almost a year. A lot of things happened in the middle. I became a reserve Director You don't know what the director is. In short, he is an official and a person in charge. Anyway, he is very good. He has a lot of money and benefits, and his treatment is very good. I've opened four links, the whole money, hehe... "

“…… By the way, did my mother tell you just now? I also found a girlfriend, ready to get married Well, I prepared it myself. She has no idea yet. I don't know why she always wants to talk about it for two years. You have to bless us, let us get married early, give you a big fat grandson or granddaughter, and the fragrance of our old Qin family will continue. "

"It's not my boast. You're the daughter-in-law to be. You can go up to the hall and down to the kitchen. Stir fry is delicious, which is better than my mother's cooking Anyway, you can't eat it. After two years, we got married and asked her to cook two dishes. I'll bring it up to you as a drinker, but I don't know if you can take it

She is a teacher, a primary school teacher, isn't she very good? What's more, she is a writer, a great writer, and has published two books Oh, I forgot to bring it to you. Next time, I'll bring a whole set to you to see how powerful my girlfriend is. "

Qin Guanglin plucked the fire basin and said softly to the picture on the monument.

Although people are no longer there, but the family will not be washed away by time, no matter whether there is another world or not, I always hope my father knows that everything is well.

Seeing that Qin's mother was not nearby, he moved forward and threw some paper money into the brazier. "Sometimes she was a little confused, as if she was hiding something from me, because we had a fight a while ago, and she took aliens No, it's about Qimen's prediction as an excuse. She was so angry that I beat the table and scared her. She cried and asked me if my hand hurt Seeing her crying, I didn't have the heart to quarrel any more. I thought that's it. Such a girl, even if she had something to hide, would certainly not harm me, right?

…… She also donated 80000 yuan, and all the contributions to the book were donated. I really made a lot of money when I met such a kind-hearted girl. Hehe I want to open up. If I don't say something, I won't say it now. When I should tell it later, I will tell it, right? Talent is the most important The key point is that when she cries, I panic. There is nothing I can do. I want to be with her. I want to marry her. It's not OK to quarrel. We should all know how to give in, right? Do you think what I said is reasonable Hey, say so much, when we get married, bring her here to show you, you will know how good she is, super good kindQin Guanglin talked about all the things in his heart. He was very relaxed and nagged until all the paper money was thrown into the brazier and burned to ashes, and the fire was fading away.

"Dad, if it's not enough, you can give me your dream, and I'll come and burn some bundles for you Just on the way, I saw that other people's houses were still burning cell phones and paper. The little girl won't burn them for you. I'll bring you a house to burn next time.

I'll go first. I'll give you what I want. I don't know if there is a signal on your cell phone. I'll bring it to you next time. It's the kind with charger. "

Patting his body, he stood up and waited for the fire in the fire basin to be extinguished. Qin Guanglin repeated a few words and turned to leave.

"Would you like to give my dad a better place?"

"I'm used to living, but I don't have a comfortable place to live anywhere."

Qin Ma and Qin Guanglin walked out of the cemetery along the stone road. It was near noon. They got on the bus together and drove out for a while. Qin Ma suddenly sighed with some emotion.

"If only your father were still here, I'd like to see you grow so big."

"Who said no?"

Qin Guanglin should say "yes" and sigh in his heart.

Things are changeable. There are not so many ifs.