Qin Guanglin was silent and did not answer.
He suddenly had some insight.
Whether in literary works or film and television works, there is often no good ending about time travel.
In fact, if you think about it carefully, it has little to do with time travel, but with life itself. The essence of it is that it is not as good as what you want. Whether you have time travel or not is the same.
It's just that the golden finger of space-time travel gives people too much expectation. If we want to make up for all our regrets perfectly, we will highlight the unfinished things and give people a sense of tragedy.
This is the essence of life. Nothing is perfect. There will always be such and such regrets. The key lies in whether the person is trapped in the past and unable to extricate himself, or reorganizes his mind and embraces the future.
The most valuable part of life is to love life after seeing through the essence of life.
"The result hasn't come out yet. Don't think so much about it."
He suddenly laughed, leaned over to touch his face and said, "don't you mean you have a premonition? Coincidentally, I also have a hunch that she is just playing hide and seek with us. "
With that, without waiting for an answer, Qin Guanglin stood up to clean up the table, piled the empty dishes together, and took them to the kitchen to wash them.
When you come out again, why don't you curl up on the sofa, lean against the back of the sofa, hold a pillow in your arms and concentrate on watching TV programs.
When Qin Guanglin came to sit down, she put the pillow aside, leaned into Qin Guanglin's arms, took his hand around her shoulder and circled herself.
"I saved more than 200000." She watched the TV and whispered.
"The novel?"
"Yes."
The daily expenses of teachers' salaries are enough, and it is impossible to save them. Novels are the only source of income.
"Pretty good."
Qin Guanglin estimates her sales and compares it with his own cartoon. It's almost the same amount of money spent on renovating a new house.
"I want to donate it to project hope."
"Yes, it's enough to make money with me. You can donate those donations."
"In the name of both of us."
"Well, you see."
As a middle-aged man, he is open to many things. Qin Guanglin and why not are casual and lazy. He only makes money to make why not live better. Now why not donate money to make him happy. Even if he adds some more, he won't say anything.
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In the following days, why not tear down the new test paper and refuse Qin Guanglin's proposal to go to the hospital for examination, just go to work, get off work, buy vegetables and cook, as if you really put Anya in your heart and miss her silently.
It may also be waiting for that day to come and announce the outcome.
The accuracy of the test paper, after all, no one's physiological response is reliable, everyone's physique is different, the frequency and time of hormone secretion are also different, and finally we have to wait for relatives to know whether it is successful or not.
Qin Guanglin is still holding on to hope. After work, he reads the evaluation of the end of the cartoon. His full blessing can always add confidence to his heart.
"The boss pays again?"
At the end of the cartoon, Qin Guanglin summed up the revenue of the physical version and asked Xiao Yu to come out. Xiao Yu divided the portrait fee twice, and now he is not as grinning and joking as he was when he first took the money.
The baby stood in the stroller, her big black eyes blinking and looking at Qin Guanglin curiously.
"Well, yours."
Qin Guanglin pushed the money over and took a look at Xiao Yu's short beard on his chin. He couldn't help feeling that time was really a thing. If he didn't pay attention, he slipped away.
At the beginning, the scene of two of them eating and drinking together with Sun Wen and three of them in laoshao restaurant is still fresh in my mind. When they say that they are not in love, their sons have learned to walk and call people.
In contrast, Sun Wen and himself, one is still married, and the other is not married.
Life is changeable.
"Become a housewife? Where's your daughter-in-law? " Qin Guanglin turned to look at the baby and asked casually.
"Why do you care about my daughter-in-law?" Xiao Yu turned his lips. "I told her to clean up at home, inside and outside. I'll take my son back when she's done with the work."
"Yes? Is this turning over? "
Qin Guanglin a hundred don't believe, stretch out his hand to tease his son twice, suddenly way: "I when your son Godfather."
"Yes, I wanted to No, I can't! " Xiao Yu is still plotting secretly. "When your family has a son, my family will recognize you as the godfather. If they give birth to a daughter, hey, hey..."
"Go away. It's not your son's business to have a daughter. Don't think about it." Qin Guanglin said with a smile that although Xiao Yu had a little thought, it was more of a joke. Like Qin Guanglin, he left the next generation to do their own work, and didn't want to mix too much.
Don't recognize Godfather first, just in case, don't add trouble to the next generation at that time, in case you really see the right eye at that time?"Isn't it more interesting to be a father-in-law than a godfather? At that time, you will blow your nose and stare at the boy. If you are not happy, you will beat him. Ha ha ha... "
The baby in the children's car stares at the big eyes, and doesn't know that his father has sold him now.
"No more Ah, I don't think you're so happy with your beard. It's like a traitor. Can you shave it? "
"The traitor is a moustache. I'm a man's moustache. You know Mao."
Xiao Yu felt his chin and was narcissistic. "You're all so strong. You don't have a beard. I have to rely on this moustache to increase my temperament."
"Come on How is Sun Wen now? "
"He's very successful. I heard that he's a little boss. He's not a broken studio, but a shop. He's a gym. He's a big boss. He's making money every day Bah, stop making money. "
There is nothing wrong with lying down to make money, but it's not appropriate to put it on Sun Wen. No matter how big he is now, when it comes to sensitive words, it still reminds people of his original things.
"Very good, very good."
They didn't drink as they used to. Xiao Yu and his children sat at the table outside Starbucks, watching the catkins flying in the distance, cars coming and going, from Sun Wen to university, from university to work, enjoying the afternoon leisure of this weekend.
Unconsciously, life is more than half, looking back, you can still see the shadow of that young man.
So they like to reminisce.
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When she got home, why don't she just sit on the sofa with the TV on and the screen dark? She looked at the TV cross legged like a meditation. She turned to see it when she heard the door of the room ring.
"What about enlightenment?"
Qin Guanglin put the key aside and came to kiss her, "why don't you turn on the TV?"
It doesn't matter if you are nearly 30 years old. You are still as young as you were when you graduated, but there is a little more mature charm between your eyes and eyebrows. You have completely changed from a young girl to a young woman, with a different style.
At this time, there was a trace of seriousness on her face, and her eyebrows slightly frowned. She said uncertainly, "I think it's time to come tomorrow and the day after tomorrow."
"Well?" Qin Guanglin was stunned, "and then what?"
"This time I didn't have the feeling of backache and fatigue before I came here." Why don't you look at Qin Guanglin with a strange light in your eyes. His voice is soft, as if he's afraid of frightening something. He says: "you've always helped me to take care of myself regularly..."
"So..."
Qin Guanglin licked his lips and felt his heart beat faster.
"Test it again!" He turned to get the test paper.
"No!"
Why don't you lower your head, look at your stomach, keep silent for two seconds and say, "wait another two days."
Pause for a while, she suddenly finds out slippers to put on, and pulls Qin Guanglin to the study to turn on the computer.
"Give me two hundred and thirty thousand first."