C132

Please look at me

Zhou Jin looked at me in surprise, and then his eyes narrowed. He was lying on the sofa on his back, and I saw that his Adam's apple was bulging and his breath was coming in short gasps.

"I …" As soon as Zhou Jin spat out the word 'I', I sat up on top of him. He paused for a moment before reacting. "I don't want breakfast."

I licked his adam's apple, and I could feel his body tense up. He bit his lips, as if he didn't want Yan Siqi on the other side of the phone to hear his breathing get heavier and heavier.

I looked at him and gave a silent laugh, then gently bit his collarbone.

"Zhou Jin, I really worked hard to make it, and …" Yan Siqi said in a low voice, and her tone even carried a hint of grievance, "I want to talk to you about my father."

Zhou Jin was startled at her words. I slid my hand down, but he just looked at me.

At this moment, I suddenly lost all interest.

I tried to get up from Zhou Jin, but he put his arm around my waist and held me in his arms. He looked at me, and I saw that his eyes said 'Don't go'.

"Alright." "En!" Zhou Jin replied. Then, he hung up the phone.

I sat on his lap and looked at him, a little displeased.

"Sorry." Zhou Jin lowered her head and said, "I want to know about her father."

I nodded and didn't say anything more. Even if I wanted to say something, what could I say?

Zhou Jin lowered his head and kissed his, his tongue was soft, following that, he carried me and helped Yan Siqi open the door to the room, allowing her to enter.

I wrapped my arms around Zhou Jin's neck and asked him smilingly, "Where are you planning to hide me?"

"In my heart." Zhou Jin said.

I tapped him on the chest.

When I was put on the bed in the guest room by Zhou Jin, he hung down and said, "I'll let her go as soon as possible."

"Yes." I nodded.

Zhou Jin kissed my lips. He looked at me with reluctance in his eyes.

I pushed him and he got up and left.

I looked at his retreating back and suddenly felt a little sad.

I hate the feeling of being a street rat. I sit on the bed with my knees in my hands, feeling stupid.

"Crack!" Right at this moment, I heard the door open, I suddenly raised my head, staring at the door that was tightly shut, thinking, if I go out now, Yan Siqi's engagement with Zhou Jin will be over.

As I stared at the door, I suddenly felt that the handle was very cute. It seemed to be calling for me to open it.

I got off the bed and carefully walked to the door. I was looking forward to hearing the conversation between Yan Siqi and Zhou Jin.

I pressed my ear to the door, ashamed of myself.

"Zhou Jin, I missed you so much." I heard Yan Siqi say that her tone of voice was very sweet, completely unlike her usual speaking tone.

"Yes." I heard Zhou Jin reply in a light tone.

The whole room was suddenly quiet, and I leaned against the door, thinking, What are they doing, this quiet, are they kissing?

I felt as if something had grabbed me and I wanted to rush out right now.

I closed my eyes. Zhou Jin's face appeared in my mind, and I thought of his soft lips.

"I like you so much, can't you look at me?" Yan Siqi's words were like a plate that fell to the ground, suddenly sounding out in the dead silence.

I didn't hear Zhou Jin's voice.

"I know I'm not good enough. I know I have a bad personality, I'm not good-looking, and I don't have much taste. But I'm changing." Yan Siqi said, "In order to make myself look better, I even went to undergo plastic surgery. I bought a bunch of clothes and only hoped to hear your praises, and even stayed up to study the menu, hoping to cook the dishes that you liked."

I heard Yan Siqi sobbing, and she cried out, "Can't you see that I've done all this?"

Why don't you be more independent? I thought to myself, Zhou Jin never asked you to do this, but in the end, all you did was move yourself.

I sat behind the door and thought about Yan Siqi, but at the same time I thought about how Zhou Jin had always been soft-hearted. Even if Zhou Jin did not like what Yan Siqi had done for him, he would probably be moved.

I buried my head in my lap and felt a little sad.

"Zhou Jin, why do you keep your head down? "Why aren't you talking?" Yan Siqi's voice travelled into my ears, she, who was simple in her mind, was actually very brave at this moment.

It was a long time before Zhou Jin's voice reached my ears, and I heard him say in a distant tone, "I'm sorry, our relationship is only a deal." His voice was very cold, without even a hint of hesitation.

I'm glad.

"We have been together for two years. At that time, you wanted to break up with me. I was the one who used my father to keep you." "I know that the day when I get rid of my father will be the end of us."

Zhou Jin said nothing.

The face of Yan Siqi's father appeared in my mind. I admit that her father was extremely gloomy and he looked like a very terrifying person, but when he treated Yan Siqi, he was exceptionally gentle.

"Sorry, I've been in too much of a hurry." Yan Siqi suddenly said in a low voice, "Recently, my father has been acting more and more abnormal. I'm very afraid."

"He... "What's wrong?" Zhou Jin hesitated for a moment before asking.

"He's always staring at me with a terrible look in his eyes." Yan Siqi said, "He is always behind me. When I was bathing yesterday, I suddenly raised my head and found him at the door."

"Are you sure it was your father?" Zhou Jin asked.

As I sat behind the door, I thought of Yan Siqi's father. After thinking about it carefully, the way Yan Siqi's father looked at him was indeed not like a father looking at his daughter, but more like he was looking at a lover.

Could it be …

"I... "I don't know." Yan Siqi paused for a while before continuing, "Ever since I can remember, I have always been with father."

"Where's your mother?" Zhou Jin asked again.

"My father said she was dead." Yan Siqi lowered her head and said, "There are a lot of pictures of my mother at home, but she is never in my memories."

After a few seconds of silence, I suddenly heard Zhou Jin say, "Why are you so sure that Yan Zhan is your father?"

His voice was like broken glass falling to the ground.

If Yan Zhan was not Yan Siqi's father, then there were some things that could be said. For example, why did they look at Yan Siqi as if she was their lover, and why did they appear at the entrance of Yan Siqi's bathroom.

Actually, I think Yan Siqi should have already had a premonition about this matter, it's just that she doesn't want to admit it. If the father that is always by his side is fake, then what else is by her side is real?

"Zhou Jin, I know you've always been hiding from me." Yan Siqi no longer talked about her father, "I know you don't like me."

The tone of her voice suddenly made me uneasy. My hands clenched, and I hoped she wouldn't say something that would make me sick.

I was sure that Zhou Jin and her would not do anything out of line with her, but I was still a little worried.

"But I want to give myself to you." Yan Siqi said as if she had made up her mind, "Please hug me." Her tone was so sincere that even I, who was hiding in the room, couldn't help but be moved.

"I'm going to give you my body." Yan Siqi spoke slowly.