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"I don't want you, I don't want you anymore." At this moment, Huangfu Yu really wanted to shout loudly, wanted to slap her a few times so that she would wake up.

"You just don't want me!" Su Jingya's eyes were red and swollen, he roared out with determination, "At that time, when you left the orphanage, you didn't even want to see me for the last time. I chased after the car for so long, I kept chasing after you, and you didn't even turn your head back. Do you know … Do you know … I was scared? I was afraid you'd leave me on the street like my dad and mom and never... "He's not willing to come back to look for me!"

"Huan Huan... I found my parents, but... They don't even recognize me! "

"What should I do? I hate them, I hate them, but … I still wanted to be with them. I still wanted them to take me back from the orphanage. However … They only want their sister, not me! "And you …"

"It's Sun Qingkong I want, not me! Not Le Le! You said, the person you love is Sun Qingkong, it has nothing to do with Le Le! "

Su Jingya hysterically roared out, her voice becoming increasingly softer, more hoarse, and more... Pain doesn't want to live. She shrank her shoulders and powerlessly slid down. If not for Huangfu Yu holding her, she would have fallen to the ground by then, or even collapse to the ground. She was like a rain that had left the water, and would have suffocated and forgotten about it.

"..." Le Le! " Huangfu Yu hugged her, looking at her helpless and weak appearance, his heart ached. The rain got heavier and heavier. It was so dense that it felt like sharp knives stabbing into his chest.

The light was dim, so dark he could not tell where the rain and her tears were.

"Le Le... I've been looking for you, you know? I've been looking for you! " Huangfu Yu held onto her waist with one hand and wiped the tears and rain off her face with the other. "Le Le, I've been sneaking back to the orphanage to look for you, but … I searched the entire orphanage, but I couldn't find you. I wanted to ask the dean, to find Aunt Ma, but … I was taken back again and again. I was … When I was forced to study abroad in England, I also tried to escape and return home to find you, but... At that time, I simply didn't have the ability to escape from the grasp of others, let alone find you and protect you. "Did you know that at that time, I wanted to see you so much that I almost went crazy thinking about it …"

"The British winter, than... The winter cold here was too much, even more so than... America's winter is even colder! "

"I never dream, but once I do, my dreams... It's all you! "

Su Jingya didn't even have the strength to cry, she only bit her lips and shrunk into Huangfu Yu's embrace, quietly listening to what he had to say … That part of the past that she didn't participate in and didn't know about.

"Le Le, the person I have always loved is you. I have always been like this, and have never changed!" Huangfu Yu hugged her with all his might. He used a lot of strength, and was afraid that if he relaxed even a little, she would disappear like her in his dreams. "Trust me, okay?"

Su Jingya bit her lips and asked unwillingly: "You clearly told me yourself that your love for Sun Qingkong has nothing to do with Le Le!"

Regarding this topic, Huangfu Yu did not know how to answer. He didn't want to tell her that when he had thought that Sun Qingkong was Le Le, he had mentally cheated. At that time, he thought that he would only love one person, but in his constant contact with her, he had fallen in love with her little by little. He didn't want her to know that he would fall in love with anyone other than Le Le.

Even more so, he didn't want her to know that even if one day he really didn't love Le Le and truly loved another woman, he would still protect her and cut off his own love for her.

Su Jingya saw that Huangfu Yu did not speak, and stomped on his foot angrily: "Let go of me!" If he didn't answer, was it because he had once loved Sun Qingkong?

Huangfu Yu hugged her tightly, his face full of determination: "Not letting go!"

"…" Su Jingya glared at him fiercely, pushed and stomped and struggled fiercely, but in exchange for his words, "Even if you stomp my foot until it becomes mush, I won't let you go!"

Su Jingya was so angry that he almost couldn't hold it in and started crying again, she took the chance to take out the necklace that he had placed in her pockets, and put it around her neck. She also took the chance to pin the strawberry hair clip she had stolen from her hair.

Su Jingya caressed her neck and hair, wanting to remove the hairpin, but she was stopped by Huangfu Yu.

"Now we're home, okay? "If it rains again, you'll get sick!" Huangfu Yu stroked her wet hair and clothes, frowned, and said softly.

However, Su Jingya vented: "If you don't answer my previous question, I won't go back!"

"Which question?" Huangfu Yu played dumb, wanting to get away with it.

However, Su Jingya glared at him and said, "That's right: You clearly told me yourself, that your love for Sun Qingkong has nothing to do with Le Le!"

"…" Huangfu Yu was stunned. He had never felt that she was so stubborn as to insist on a question. Based on his previous experience, he had deliberately changed the topic and forgotten about it.

"Fine, if you don't want to go back, then I'll stay here with you!" Huangfu Yu said.

Su Jingya was so angry that she was about to cry. What she cared about the most was this matter, and …

She bit her lips to push him away, but Huangfu Yu's following actions caused her tears to fall.

Huangfu Yu took off his jacket, hid her inside his clothes, and hugged her tightly, burying her in the deepest part of his embrace.

Previously, he had already taken off his shirt. When he went out to chase after her, he only wore a single coat, so now … Her whole body was glued to his. On Guo Guo's chest.

Su Jingya shrank into his embrace, listening to his sonorous and forceful heartbeat, and smelled the familiar yet unique body that captivated her. Fragrant. The rain was blocked out by his wide jacket, and due to the warmth, she was immediately sealed tightly. The tears that Su Jingya had difficulty to stop, immediately started to flow again.

She reached out and hugged his waist tightly, his small face rubbing against his hot and warm chest. With a hoarse voice, she choked with sobs and asked: "Huan Huan, am I dreaming? Am I hallucinating? "In the United States, I used chalk countless times to draw pictures of you and my parents on the wall. I stuck close to you and hugged you, but your embrace was cold …"

Huangfu Yu felt his heart convulsing uncontrollably as he embraced her skinny body and tightened his arms, hugging her even more tightly.

He whispered into her ear through her rain-soaked coat, "Think of it as a dream. But this dream is very long. It will take you a lifetime to finish it …"

The heat in the room was turned on, and Su Jingya wrapped herself with a towel and sat in the middle of the bed, staring at the bathroom door that could vaguely reflect her reflection.

Long hair, little round drops of water, mischievously fell on the towel and disappeared without a trace.

Aunt Yun led the maid and quickly organized the messy room. She ordered the maid to bring two bowls of ginger soup and place it on the bed, then brought one bowl to Su Jingya to drink: "Young Mistress, drink some ginger soup, dispel the cold!"

Su Jingya's eyes were red and swollen, she received the ginger soup, said thank you, and then slowly drank it all.

As soon as Jiang Tang swallowed it, her stomach felt warm.

After taking a hot bath and staying in the room for a while, Su Jingya felt that it was not that cold anymore.