Huangfu Yu did not speak. In the end, he stood up and carried her before putting his in the car. Su Jingya yelled in fright, "What are you doing? I don't want to sleep in the car, I want to sleep in your arms! The car is so small, it's not comfortable to sleep in! "
"I'm a big guy, yet I didn't say I'm uncomfortable. What are you yelling for?" Huangfu Yu picked up the clean blanket, took a detour to the driving area and turned on the heat. He then lowered the back of the chair in front of him and pressed it flat before returning to the back of the carriage.
Just as she sat down, Su Jingya stuck to him. When he was young, he knew that she was sticking to someone, but she didn't expect her to be so sticking to someone.
Huangfu Yu patted the seat beside him and muttered: "Sit here, and put your legs on the back of the chair, then you won't feel uncomfortable!"
Su Jingya sat, comfortably in Huangfu Yu's embrace, her head resting on his body, listening to his sonorous heart beat, she let out a groan of satisfaction: "Huan Huan, can you promise me that you won't let any other woman lean into your embrace?"
"En!" Huangfu Yu groaned.
Su Jingya smiled, she raised her little face, and continued: "Then … Take me to the hospital and get the kids out of here. As long as the child in my womb is gone, I can conceive your child again! "
Hearing that, Huangfu Yu frowned, his eyes became stern.
Holding her breath, Su Jingya raised his little face and carefully observed every single expression on Huangfu Yu's face.
She had brought up this matter to him more than once, but Huangfu Yu had either remained silent or changed the topic. He had never once faced this problem head on.
He didn't know that this time …
Su Jingya's slender eyebrows slowly knitted together as time passed.
"So …" "You secretly ran to the hospital to do human labor without my permission?" After a moment of silence, Huangfu Yu suddenly thought of something and said.
"…" Su Jingya opened his eyes wide as he looked at him, and when she saw that his straight forehead was still furrowed, she reached out to suppress his brows, answering the question: "I don't like to see you frown, every time I see you, I get nervous!"
Huangfu Yu glanced at her from the corner of his eye, pulling down the small hand that was constantly pressing down on the center of his brows, as he held it tightly in his palm, and said in a low voice, "Jingya, don't remove the child!"
"Why?" Su Jingya opened her eyes wide in shock. The child wasn't his, so why not take it away? In his way of doing things, not his kind, he had long since arranged for the doctor to let the children go.
And this time …
"There's no other reason. You just need to be obedient and eat properly every day. After a few months, you can just have your child born!" Huangfu Yu held her small hand and placed it on his chest.
"But the child is not yours, why not take it away? If I take it off, I... I can give you many children in the future … " As he spoke, Su Jingya's voice suddenly paused, "It's still …" Xu Nuoyi gave birth to his child, and now that he has Xu Xiaonuan, why would she need a woman to give birth to a child in his entire life?
In his entire life, as long as Xu Xiaonuan was a daughter, and the child in her womb, was it related to him by blood, so why would he care?
Thinking about it, Su Jingya felt as if her entire body had been splashed with ice water and was about to turn into ice.
But Huangfu Yu said loudly, "What do you mean 'not my child'? You are mine, so the child in your stomach is naturally mine, too! "
His emotions were agitated, and even his eyes glowed with red light …
Su Jingya was immediately shocked, she shrunk into Huangfu Yu's embrace while being in a deadlock. Huangfu Yu seemed to have sensed it, he slightly turned over and pulled her into his embrace.
"You are mine! Le Le, you belong to me alone! In the future, don't make me unhappy again, or else … I really hit you! "
Su Jingya pouted, not understanding what she said wrongly that made him so unhappy.
Huangfu Yu continued, "Wait until you give birth to this child, we will have plenty of chances to give birth to even more children. I have already planned it, if you don't give me five, I will not be satisfied!"
"But, if this child is born …" So what does it do? To stay in the Huangfu Family and receive the ridicule of everyone? To the orphanage? Or was it to be adopted by relatives and friends?
No matter what method it was, it was an enormous torture to Su Jingya.
Even if she really hated it, hated it, she couldn't guarantee that when it was born, she wouldn't be able to control herself to love it. No matter what channels it had come from, no matter how much hatred it carried, at least it was innocent and... She was born in October.
Huangfu Yu embraced her and whispered softly into her ear: "In the future, I will treat it as my own child. I swear I will treat it as my own child.
Su Jingya closed her eyes and did not speak. She still could not understand why Huangfu Yu would not take the child away. Could it be that wanting to leave behind something in her memory, to constantly remind her of her past and what happened to her, to be engraved on her memory for the rest of her life?
Withdrawing from Huangfu Yu's embrace, Su Jingya turned around with her back facing Huangfu Yu.
Knowing that she was angry, Huangfu Yu hugged her from behind. His warm big hands gently touched her stomach as he said in a low voice, "Le Le, do you remember the last time we miscarried? There's something I haven't told you! "
"What is it?" Su Jingya turned her head and looked at him.
Huangfu Yu frowned, he thought for a moment, and finally decided to speak of the truth. He knew her too well. If he didn't tell her the truth, he would probably sneak over to the hospital when he wasn't around. He was lucky this time, but what about the next time?
Huangfu Yu lowered his head to look at her, and finally spoke: "The last time we had an abortion, the situation was extremely dangerous, and I almost lost control of it … Child. Palace, the doctor said. The palace. "The wall is very thin, and if we don't pay more attention, we might not be able to get pregnant in the future …"
Su Jingya felt that the voice beside her ears was getting softer and softer, softer and further away, until it reached a point where … She couldn't even hear a single word Huangfu Yu was saying after that. She raised her hand to cover her face, and then, her emotions exploded forth.
Huangfu Yu was extremely frightened, he immediately supported her up, grabbed her chin, and pulled the back of her hand. At this moment, the back of her hand was already bitten by Wu Qing, and blood was seeping out from within …
"What are you doing?" Huangfu Yu roared in exasperation, he sat up and started to look around to see if there was any first aid kit in the carriage.
Su Jingya reached out to hold him, and when she thought of that child who was about to be born, her tears flowed down uncontrollably, "Huan Huan … You... You say, if... Our baby, no... It doesn't flow, it has... How old is he? You said... Is it a boy, or... Girl? You said... It looks like... "Who?"
She used to ask whether the baby was a boy or a girl every time she went to the hospital alone for a checkup.
But the doctor wouldn't tell her.
Actually, she really wanted a daughter, but … According to Huangfu Yu's family background, he must be a boy …