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Today, she really missed him so much that she was on the verge of going crazy.

She didn't even care about anything and directly went into his embrace. Regardless of whether it was bitter or sweet in the future, she didn't want to think about it right now.

However, she was also afraid …

She had always felt that she had become more and more greedy, more and more greedy, more and more unsatisfied, more and more and more and more like a bad woman. She had actually frequently thought of forcefully tying Huangfu Yu by her side, to decide whether she wanted to get closer or stay far away depending on her feelings.

Thinking of him, when she needed him, she hoped that he would immediately appear before her, embrace her, hug her, and give her warmth.

She didn't need him, and when she struggled, she wanted him to disappear.

If that was the case, how wonderful it would be!

At least, she wouldn't feel sad that Zheng Junnan was forced to leave him …

They looked at each other for a long time. Finally, when Su Jingya intended to take a step and run over, a sharp and happy female voice suddenly sounded in the hallway behind him: "Young Master Yu, I'm sorry, I …"

Immediately after, Su Jingya felt that her eyes had blurred as a beautiful woman ran towards the car.

Her slender heels hit the ground with a crisp sound. It was her heart that was in pain.

He saw the woman skillfully open the car door without any sign of life, getting into the car with extreme familiarity.

It was as if they had always been riding in Huangfu Yu's car, and they were already so familiar with each other that they did not need to see each other anymore.

In the past few years that she had followed Huangfu Yu, other than Sun Qingkong and Yu Manqing, she had not seen any other women getting into Huangfu Yu's car.

And …

The smile on her face froze, as Su Jingya watched Huangfu Yu shift her gaze away, and then, she didn't even spare her a glance, as if she was talking about something with the beautiful woman. When she turned the car around, he turned on the light in the carriage, and the moment the car turned around, she saw him smiling at her, and looked as if she was happily chatting with a woman.

Su Jingya just stood there in a daze, watching Huangfu Yu's car disappear into the district, disappearing without a trace in the darkness …

She stood there for a long time, forgetting to cry.

The cold wind blew wildly, sliding down Guoguo's calves and into her nightdress. She seemed to be on the verge of freezing.

So it turns out that he didn't come here to find her, but rather …

So it turned out that her happy event was all for nothing. It turned out that … She was thinking too much.

In the following week, Su Jingya stayed in the small apartment and started to nurture her baby.

The nanny prepared a delicious meal for her every day, and she ate and slept on time, without a care in the world.

Zheng Junnan and Dongfang Yan would call her every day, but she never answered.

In fact, what she really wanted was this small apartment.

However, she had no choice but to accept the reality.

The child had already been with her for seven months, and this was her and Huangfu Yu's child. If they could give birth to the child successfully, it would be their first child.

As for the expenses she spent here, when she gave birth to her child, she would pay a large sum of money and return it to Zheng Junnan.

She really couldn't understand: if he said he loved her mother, why would her mother die in hospital when she had a difficult birth, why would she be an orphan?!

When Eide appeared in the small apartment, it was already ten days later. Su Jingya was already sitting at the dining table drinking chicken soup.

"Miss …" called out respectfully. Su Jingya first drank the chicken soup silently, then urged, "Butler Ai, there's nothing important at the moment. You can go back first.

"Miss!" Eide frowned, he hesitated a bit, and finally passed the document to Su Jingya, "This document contains your mother's inheritance, take a look when you are free."

Eide placed the document case on the dining table, and finally bowed and prepared to leave.

He had been holding back the words as he walked to the door, but in the end, he swallowed them back. He turned around and said once more: "Miss, perhaps you have misunderstood Mr. Zheng. It's not that he doesn't love your mother, it's just that he doesn't care about you. That year, when I found out about your disappearance, I started searching for you all over the world. I didn't give up for twenty-three years. "As for why your mother gave birth in the hospital, you'll understand after looking at her things …"

After Eide left, Su Jingya sat on the chair for a long time. Finally … Still, she took the folder.

Inside were the things Aimon had left behind when he was alive. In a notebook were the details of her pregnancy until the day before she became pregnant and moved to the hospital.

Flipping over to the first page, a few delicate and pretty words immediately appeared before her eyes: family letters.

Below was a series of notes: A woman's love can only be considered complete if she transitions from a love letter to a family letter. In the most ignorant years of youth, I gave love letters to the man I loved the most; in the happiest and happiest years, I left my family letters to me for the continuation of my life …

When Su Jingya read these words, she wanted to cry for no reason.

"Obviously, love letters are the result of love letters." Kindness and affection, to a certain extent, could be considered the same word.

First line of the record event:

[An Tong, I am so happy today, so happy, but also sad. I'm happy because: I'm finally pregnant with our baby. But I'm sad because I don't want my baby to live in too dark an environment. I want to give my baby the happiest and happiest life. Simple, like an ordinary person, but... Anfey, why didn't you give up the Poison Bee for me?]

[An Tong, our baby is already a month old, but my stomach is still flat, so I can't feel its existence at all. Tell me …] Can it really grow healthy in my belly? Recently, I often had nightmares about you being covered in blood and the baby being covered in blood. Can you promise me to live well? Can you give up the wasp? Hmm ~, after nine months, when I bring the baby in front of you, will you give it up for us?]

[An Tong, our baby has been born for three months!] That is to say, it has been three months since I left you … I missed you so much, I miss you so much, I miss you so much, I hate you so much …]

[An Tong, I can't help but sneak back to see you today. I was hiding in our back garden and I saw you standing in front of my poster for a long time. Do you know how much I wanted to run in there?! I want you to hold me, I want you to kiss me, I want to hold you, I want to kiss you … However, I can't do that. For the sake of our lives in the future, I definitely can't …]

[An Tong, sometimes, I wonder if my arrogant insistence on letting you choose between me, the baby and the wasp is right or wrong...]

[An Tong, our daughter has been here for eight months. However, I accidentally tripped and activated my Fetal Qi …]

[An Tong, when the time of delivery is near, I know that the position of the baby is not right. The doctor said that the baby would be delivered by caesarean section, but, I know that you always hate women with scars on their bodies, so …] I've decided to go with the flow …]

[An Tong, my stomach suddenly hurts. Amniotic fluid has ruptured. I'm so excited. Our family is finally reunited …]

When Su Jingya finished reading it, tears streamed down her cheeks, she covered her mouth with her hands and wailed.

Mother, why are you so stupid?!

Why are you so stupid?!

In the file, Su Jingya found a recording device. She casually wiped the tears off her face and turned it on.

It was not difficult to hear the chaos after a period of noise and rustling.

"..." Bring the child here and show her! She's dying! "

"Move faster …"

"Quick …"