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She pulled her phone, seriously waiting for Huangfu Yu to hang up the phone. She had originally thought that Huangfu Yu would unceremoniously cut the call, but then … He waited for a very long time, but he still didn't cut off the call. His deep, shallow breathing transmitted through his phone to her ear drums …

The night was long and cool, and the winter night was quiet and peaceful.

Time passed, minute by minute, second by second. Su Jingya hid behind her bed and listened to the phone that was completely silent.

Even so, she knew that Huangfu Yu was still listening to her cell phone but had no intention of talking.

The two continued to remain silent.

It wasn't that she didn't want to speak, but that she … I really don't know what I should tell him.

To her, what was wrong with telling Huangfu Yu now, was something she never expected, between her and Huangfu Yu, to come to this point.

Strangely, he couldn't even talk about anything.

He knew clearly in his heart that if there was nothing to say between the two of them in the form of nonsense or greetings, this would only prove that their relationship had finally walked into an irreparable end …

After an unknown period of time, Su Jingya slowly lowered her eyes and finally opened her mouth: "... I'll hang up first, you should rest early! "

"…" Su Jingya held the phone and waited for a few seconds. She wanted to hear his answer, even if it was "Mhm, okay", she felt happy, but she could only hear the sound of "du ~ du ~" from the other side of the phone.

Su Jingya stayed in the listening position for a long time, until her vision became blurry.

She took off her phone and flipped through the call log.

For three months, there had been only two numbers in her phone records: his old number and his new number.

Sometimes she really wanted to know how many women's phone numbers he had in his phone records.

How many women had called him, and how many he had called.

He hadn't bothered with her for three months. For three whole months, there wasn't even a single message.

She knew that Huangfu Yu had always been heartless, but she never thought that once he became heartless, he would disappear so completely …

Su Jingya sat alone until dawn. At seven in the morning, she went downstairs wearing slippers, and immediately saw Zheng Junnan and Dongfang Yan who had just sat down, ready to use the morning.

She hesitated at the foot of the stairs, then walked over slowly.

"Xiao Ya, you're up? "Quick, sit down and have breakfast together!" Zheng Junnan's face was full of benevolence, she raised her hand and signaled the kitchen to prepare Su Jingya's breakfast.

Normally, when Su Jingya woke up, it was 9 in the morning. When they were eating, she wouldn't even think about her, but once 9 in the morning arrived, she immediately got the maid to send him to her room.

Su Jingya kept her eyes closed the entire time, stood by Zheng Junnan's side and said in a low voice, "... I promise you, marry Dongfang Yan. I hope that Uncle Zheng can fulfill his promise and let Grandpa Dongfang and Uncle out as soon as possible! "

Her voice was very soft but every word was heard by Zheng Junnan and Dongfang Yan.

Dongfang Yan looked at her in shock, his face full of disbelief: "Jing Ya, what are you saying?!"

Although he was surprised, there was a clear look of joy in his eyes.

However, Zheng Junnan had long ago raised her eyebrows in joy, and laughed heartily: "This is great, you and Son Yan will be married in two months, and my grandson will also be born. I, Zheng Junnan, will also be able to enjoy the happiness of being heaven. Xiao Ya, don't worry. Father will definitely save her! "

Su Jingya did not speak. From the beginning till the end, she did not even look at the two of them, she said tiredly: "I'm a little tired, I will go upstairs to rest!"

With that, she turned and went upstairs.

Dongfang Yan watched as her back figure disappeared up the stairs, his sword-like eyebrows creasing deeper and deeper. The joy in her eyes, had long since disappeared completely.

In the afternoon, Dongfang Yan knocked on Su Jingya's door while holding the porridge and chicken soup. There was no sound from inside. I'm coming in! "

When he pushed open the door, Dongfang Yan saw a woman lying on the side with her back facing the door.

He walked over quietly and placed the tray on the dining table. He wanted to wake her up so that she could eat something before going to sleep.

When she turned around, she found that Su Jingya had opened her eyes and was deep in thought while staring at the bedside table. She smiled slightly and picked up the tray once again, sat down on the side of the bed and said gently: "You're awake?! Eat something first! "

However, Su Jingya didn't seem to hear a word of it, and continued to stare at the table lamp without blinking.

"Jingya?!" Dongfang Yan carefully called out, pushing her a bit, causing his to finally regain his senses.

"Flame? When did you come in?! " Su Jingya exclaimed and quickly sat up.

"I just came in!" Dongfang Yan skillfully picked up the chicken soup and prepared to feed it to her, but Su Jingya simply received it, "I'll do it myself!"

Dongfang Yan did not force her, as he watched her gulp down the chicken soup. After being silent for a long while, he asked her in a low voice, "Jingya, if you are unhappy, we will not get married. Furthermore, what we agreed upon previously, was to act in front of Huangfu Yu … "

"I'm not joking!" Su Jingya gulped down the chicken soup and did not look up at Dongfang Yan, "Being able to save your grandfather and father by marrying you can also be considered me as compensating for your guilt! Yan, I am truly willing to marry you! "

In the early hours of the morning, she had already thought it through.

Between her and Huangfu Yu, there was no possibility at all, and she couldn't be together with another man. When a child was born, he couldn't be left without a father. It would only make him the target of ridicule.

Having no parents since she was a child, she was keenly aware of how much a single parent family could affect and harm her children. She also knew how much a child depended on his mother and father.

And … In this world, there was probably no man who understood her better than Dongfang Yan.

He knew all her secrets.

He would not force her, he would not force her, he would understand her difficulties. They were married, and he knew best her motives and intentions.

Most importantly, after they got married, she could unrestrainedly love Huangfu Yu in her heart.

In this world, other than herself, and other than Dongfang Yan, there was not a third person who knew how much she loved Huangfu Yu.

She loved him to the point of falling into the dust.

She loved him to the point where she was willing to bear all the pain.

As long as he is happy... Good.

She would not be able to live without Huangfu Yu. But Huangfu Yu was different. Without her, his life would be even more colorful and colorful. Now the only way to do both: she was back in the dark, hiding in a corner where he couldn't see her, loving him for the rest of her life.

To be able to dream of possessing him, wasn't that a type of happiness as well?!

By marrying Dongfang Yan, she could protect her and Huangfu Yu's child, and grow up healthy and healthy. Dongfang Yan could also find his own happiness and happiness.

Even though she knew that it would be unfair to Dongfang Yan.

Actually, what she wanted to know the most was whether Huangfu Yu would know all of this one day. I know, what will he do?! Was it a change of heart? Or did he hate her more?!

However, what she didn't know was that demons were demons, apart from transformations. His state was still abnormal. How he would deal with this situation was never something that outsiders could predict …

Many years later, on a certain day, Su Jingya finally understood one thing: One step wrong, one step wrong, no one would be like her, staying in place like an idiot, and loving a person for a lifetime … There were some people that, once missed, would spend a lifetime, and would never be able to find them again …

"Jingya …" Seeing her ashen face, Dongfang Yan couldn't help but call out to her in a low voice. He wanted to speak, but at this moment, Su Jingya raised his head and asked, "Yan, we're getting married, but … You will never love me and will only be my friend, will you?! "

Dongfang Yan frowned, he stared straight at her, and in fact, his tone did not contain any emotion as he said: "I'll try my best! Alright, hurry up and eat, it's already cold! "