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Su Jingya felt that her eyes were in pain, the swelling pain was unbearable. Her vision blurred a bit as she bit the back of her hand and sobbed.

At this time, she suddenly thought of something Huangfu Yu had told her a long, long time ago: "I love you, I loved you for an entire time …"

She had always felt that Huangfu Yu didn't love her enough, was too indifferent to her, was too distant from her, and had never said the three words "I love you" … But at this moment, she suddenly understood … It wasn't that he didn't love his, but that she loved him too deeply and too deeply. He loved him as deeply as he loved her, so much that he couldn't see the light of day …

Tears gathering in her eyes, Su Jingya held onto his phone, and stuck it on her face.

She raised her head and tried to look up at the sky, trying to turn back the tears.

Why didn't he let her know earlier?! Why did he only let her know now?! If she had known, she wouldn't have chosen that way five years ago.

It might be too late now …

"Huan Huan... Is there still any possibility between us?! Huan Huan... Will you love me again, will you wait for me, will you forgive me, will you want to be together with me for the rest of your life?! " Su Jingya sobbed.

In fact, she wanted to ask: Was she still his only one?!

It was only after five years of stumbling that she finally understood: He is also flesh and blood, he has hearts and tears, he will know pain and know pain, he will also be sad … Person.

Looking back, it was her who had been complaining about him for the past twenty-odd years. Complaining that he didn't love her enough, didn't love her enough, didn't love her enough, but …

What about her?!

Could it be that she loved him very much, that she was very devoted and infatuated with him?!

She did love him, but she was also very devoted and infatuated with him. However … From the moment they met, she hadn't seemed to give him any sense of security.

He had always used what he called "ways" to love him, but was all of this right? Was this what he wanted?!

It was her. She had always thought of him too strongly. He was invulnerable and untouchable, but … She seemed to have hurt him with those self-righteous "protection".

Then he remembered the rainy night when she had tried to send the other women to his bed and run away. He had wrapped her in his outer garment and sheltered her from the wind and the rain. He had lowered his posture so low …

She had almost forgotten what he had said that night.

He only remembered the sound of the rain that night, his heartbeat, and his own tears.

He recalled how she had repeatedly told him, in front of him, that he loved Dongfang Yan, and had even personally told him that she was pregnant with another man's child.

Remembering that once his longing entered his bone marrow, it would run over to find him, needing a moment of warmth and comfort from him. However, the moment his rationality returned to his mind, he would immediately kick him into hell.

Thinking about that night when he left the Spring City, if she had loved him enough, she probably wouldn't have fired that shot. But in fact she seemed to love him, not as much as he loved her.

All she could think of was herself, all she could think of was that she was hurt, that when she saw him with other women, she would call him a bastard and cry and curse him for not dying.

As for him?!

He was injured, what should he do?! Those long and cold nights, would he cry too, and be like her, longing to be alone and not be able to sleep all night?!

Zhao Yi's phone could not be reached, and no one was able to answer his call. He drove until he stopped at the entrance of the imperial city, and immediately saw the woman who was hiding in front of the tent and crying herself, her whole body trembling.

He had wanted to drive the car straight in and ignore her.

However, he still couldn't help but get out of the car.

He walked closer and closer. It was a cool summer night, and it was abnormally quiet. However … As his footsteps got closer, he heard Su Jingya shattering like a wounded kitten.

Her voice was very thin and weak, but on a night like this, it was especially so … Grief wanted to die.

Su Jingya looked up at Zhao Yi with blurry eyes before she lowered her head and continued crying.

At this moment, she felt, there was nothing to express the pain in her heart but crying.

Zhao Yi sat down beside her, expressionless. After a long while, he opened his mouth: "Su Jingya, do you know?! Once, I sincerely hoped that you could be together with the third brother and sincerely wished you two a happy future. Furthermore, I have always been on your side. "

"..." "I, I, I know!" Su Jingya spat out three words with difficulty as his speech was incoherent.

"But …" Now, I really do not want you two to continue to be together. " Zhao Yi's voice was filled with a bone-chilling coldness.

After Su Jingya heard this, she lowered her head and bit on her arm.

"I know, I've done a lot of wrong things. I've hurt all of you, especially … Huan Huan! " Su Jingya sobbed and sniffled, trying to force his voice to become more steady and clear, but it was still unclear, and his voice was heavy.

"Then did you love the third brother?" Zhao Yi suddenly asked.

When Su Jingya heard this, it was as if she had been stabbed in a sore spot. Her tears gushed out even more crazily, "How can you say that … It's not love, I only know that since I was young, once I leave him, I'm like a fish that's about to suffocate on the beach. I treat him differently from love. He's my water, she's my oxygen, she's my breath, without him... "I really don't know what I should do in the future …"

"If I really have to express it with love, Zhao Yi, I really love him. Love To... In this life, I am no longer able to go any further, because every day I love him, I love him to the very peak of my life! "

"Since that's the case, why did you choose to do that in the first place?!" First it was deception, then it was damage. third brother is very strong. Don't look at how cold and emotionless he looks, as if he was wearing a Golden Bell Cover and iron cloth shirt. He is also prone to injuries, especially in front of people he likes. "

Su Jingya didn't know how to reply. In a daze, she said: "My previous thoughts and practices were really too childish. If it were now, I definitely wouldn't use other men to harm him and achieve the 'protect' him that I thought I was. Actually... It's not so much that I don't trust him as that I'm too unconfident.

I'm afraid... He knew that my father was his enemy and hated me for killing his parents. He was afraid that he would fall into a dilemma, afraid of his pain, afraid of his pain. He had not reached this step yet. The truth is, I really underestimated him. He is not. Between me and hatred, he is unable to make a choice. " The fact that he had let Zheng Junnan go twice showed that in his heart, she was more important than hatred.