"Huangfu Yu, why is it that the person she likes is you and not me?! I always felt that she would die in your hands. I wanted to save her, but I realized that I was powerless … " It was the first time Dongfang Yan cried in front of so many people. He lowered his head and intersected his fingers. In his hair, he whispered painfully, "Do you know what it feels like to be separated from your Yin and Yang when her heart stops beating? "I always felt that you would like it. You should know that it was even more thrilling than the end of the world …"
Huangfu Yu stood at the door, and suddenly heard the sound of giant thunder s outside the bar entering his ears. He felt like his heart was hanging high in the air, and he couldn't hear what Dongfang Yan was saying after that.
His deep black eyes were only fixed on the gate that was lit with colorful but extremely dim colored lights. He was looking at the dim yellow light of the street lamps outside, soft and beautiful like a canvas, but broken by drops of rain that were eagerly sliding down.
His thoughts suddenly drifted off into the distance, and he vaguely remembered that night five years ago, a slender voice had been calling out his name from behind him. He turned his head back several times, and what he saw, other than a long and endless road without an end, was a night that made his heart feel even emptier.
"I have always been unwilling to admit that Su Jingya belongs to you …" Dongfang Yan's low voice was always in the bar, unperturbed by the changes. In the midst of the calm, there was a boundless loneliness and desolation, "But, no matter how much you try to deceive yourself, no matter how much you try to refuse to admit it, even if she doesn't belong to you, she probably doesn't belong to me."
"After knowing her for so many years and getting along with her for so many years, the topic of our interactions will always revolve around you. Have you ever experienced a woman you love who, in front of you, would always call out the names of other men, while forcing herself to smile and pretend to be indifferent? Or maybe it was just a casual attitude, or perhaps it was the kind concern of a friend. Am I sad?!
There were countless times that I wanted to stay away from her, but every time I saw her hurt, and felt sad, and saw her cry, and saw her despair and helplessness, and how she was like a snow falling from the sky with no sense of belonging, and how nervous, terrified, and fearful I would always tell myself: The last time I was by her side, was really the last … "
"I have thought of using despicable methods to obtain her thoroughly, and even more so, if there isn't another man called Huangfu Yu in this world, then would she have a seat in her heart? But … It's been five years. Even though you're not by her side, she loves you even more than she did five years ago. "
"I really feel that sometimes God is too unfair. Why do you think everything is good? Just how am I worse than you? Yet, she still loves you so wholeheartedly. Is it just because you met her first?! "
Dongfang Yan sat on the sofa and calmly spoke a lot of things, but in the end he was left speechless. He stood up and circled around Huangfu Yu expressionlessly, but he suddenly stopped and after a moment of hesitation, he took out his own phone and passed it to the man who stood there without moving.
Seeing that Huangfu Yu did not intend to take it, he gave the phone to Zhao Yi: "Sometimes, let him flip the records, that's all."
The moment he stepped into the pub, Dongfang Yan turned around and said another sentence, "Is hatred really more important to you than her?"
On the way back to the Imperial City, within the carriage, no one dared to make even the slightest sound, not even the slightest sound of breathing.
Zhao Yi and the others vigilantly watched the man sitting in a corner of the carriage as his entire person blended into the shadows. They could not see the man's body clearly, and their expressions were filled with fear and worry.
Zhao Yi had always been in a state of unease and struggle, and was hesitating whether or not he should …
"Creak ~"
The moment the car stopped at the entrance of the imperial city, the driver called for the guards to open the door, Huangfu Yu's low voice sounded out slowly: "No need to drive them in, send them back."
Then, without waiting for the driver to reply, Huangfu Yu pushed open the door and climbed out.
"third brother …"
The few of them looked at Huangfu Yu worriedly. They wanted to say something, but no words would come out. On the way back to the Imperial City, Huangfu Yu was too silent, so silent that it made them afraid and frightened. This was even more terrifying than when they first went to Europe five years ago.
"third brother …" Zhao Yi watched Huangfu Yu's back figure quickly disappear from the gate, and in the end, still chased after him. "third brother, I …"
"Don't speak to me now. Don't say a word." Huangfu Yu's emotionless voice suddenly resounded, bringing with it a torrential storm that could not be extinguished.
Zhao Yi was stunned, he fished out his phone halfway and stuffed it back into his pocket.
"Yes sir!" Zhao Yi stood where he was and respectfully nodded at the figure of Huangfu Yu's back as he quickly left.
After half an hour of thunder array rain, just as the rain stopped, there were still some tiny drops of rain scattered down from the sky.
Huangfu Yu walked back as he looked at the Imperial City that was very hazy under the dim light. Suddenly, he remembered the scene where he walked back together with her.
When he walked to the side of the pool, he suddenly stopped in his tracks. Looking at the bluestone staircase which seemed very dark under the street lamp thrown at him from afar, the color in Huangfu Yu's eyes suddenly deepened.
He suddenly recalled the moonlight of that night, and the waters of that night.
Not knowing how he walked back to the main house, Huangfu Yu felt that his thoughts were too noisy.
He used his key to open the door. The living room was empty.
was a little disappointed that he did not see the woman who was waiting for his return like usual.
Usually, Su Jingya would stay in the living room with the Aunt Yun to wait for him. There were a few times when he came back too late, so the Aunt Yun went back to his room to rest.
When he opened the door with his key and entered, he saw a woman sitting on the sofa, dozing on the armrest.
That night, the wall lamp orange. Huang. The color of the light was abnormally dim but it was also abnormally warm. It gently fell onto Su Jingya's body as he stood at the doorway and stared at her for a long time, until she suddenly woke up.
Every time she saw him, her eyes would shine with a dazzling light. No matter how tired she was, she was always happy and tired.
Huangfu Yu bit his lips and did not speak. Hearing the sound of movement at the stairs, he instinctively turned his head, and looked with an anxious expression that even he himself did not detect. Compulsive.
However, when he saw that it was Aunt Yun coming down, Huangfu Yu's heart dropped.
"Master Young Master, you're back?!" Seeing Huangfu Yu standing at the door, the Aunt Yun immediately walked over.
As Huangfu Yu changed his shoes, he took off his jacket and tightly pursed his perfect lips. After hesitating for a long while, he finally asked in a low voice, "Where's Su Jingya?!"