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He felt even more that the blood that had been slowly flowing in his body had solidified bit by bit, making it difficult for him to breathe. That feeling of suffocation and despair had returned.

Inside his pants, Dongfang Yan's phone was also trembling uncontrollably. Huangfu Yu could not recover from the shock for a long time, and after who knows how long, he took out Dongfang Yan's phone and took out the message box.

Inside, there were a total of one thousand and five hundred newsletters. Every single one was sent by Su Jingya, but he was mentioned in every single one.

He said, Yan, what do we do? He's in the hospital, and I heard from my colleagues that he's getting serious again. I think I went to see him.

He said: Yan, do you really say Christmas has Santa Claus?! Would he become a mage? If I could, I would have liked Christmas to turn me into a button on his body, a tie, and I would have been happy and happy even if I had stuck to the dust of his shoes as long as I could have been with him. I was wondering if he was going to Europe with the clear sky this Christmas...

He said: Yan, I dreamt of him again in the middle of the night. I woke up crying. I wanted to hug him by the side, but I couldn't hug him no matter what …

He said, "Yan, today, when I passed by Defeng Road, I found out that the wedding dress shop was going to be torn down. What a pity, the wedding dress I saw when I went back home was bought by other customers. When I married Yu in the future, I wouldn't be able to wear it anymore …"

She said: Yan, today, finally married Yu...

He said: Yan, I am in England now, England is so big, after work as the same as the country crowd, I not only did not find him, I am lost, do not know how to go back to the hotel, I am very stupid? I can't remember a single road, no wonder I can't find him in three years …

He said: Yan, I had nightmares again, I dreamt Yu was covered in blood, did something happen to him?! Otherwise, how could there be no news at all …

She said, Yan...

She said, Yan...

She said: Yan, I am actually still very happy and happy. Now that he has returned, Yi Nian will have father to protect him in the future, even if he only wants Yi Nian.

More than 1000 messages, Huangfu Yu read them one by one. After reading the last message, his ears rang and he sat there in a daze, his mind completely blank.

Rain filled the whole cell phone screen, gradually blurring the words on the message. Huangfu Yu's chest violently heaved, and for a moment, he was completely flustered.

The white shirt that was placed on the side of the bed slipped and fell to the ground, the sound was very soft, Huangfu Yu randomly reached out to grab it, but then he saw the letter that fell out of his pocket.

The handwriting was very correct, and every stroke was written very heavily. When Huangfu Yu saw these words, his taut nerves went numb, especially when he saw the words which had become extremely blurry due to the loss of tears. He felt as if his heart had been corroded, and he was unable to even speak for a while because of the pain …

Boom — —

The room that was lit up by the dim wall lamp was suddenly illuminated by a flash of lightning. A flash of white light was so fast that his eyes hurt, as if he had gone blind.

The torrential rain that had stopped for a while once again swept over with great intensity. It carried an unbridled attitude of destroying the heavens and the earth, and the droplets of rain were messy yet anxious.

He did not need to look to know what a mess it was outside.

Compared to the noise outside, the room was empty. It was so quiet that it was terrifying. Huangfu Yu sat on the bedside, his body completely stiff and numb, unable to move.

A crack appeared on the memory gate due to the lightning rain, and the crack became bigger and bigger. The past was like a flood that had broken through a dike. It pounced towards him ferociously …

"Huan Huan, Le Le can stop crying, but you have to promise Le Le. You can't leave me! "

"Huan Huan, when you grow up, do you think that Le Le hates it?! Would it hate Le Le and chase him away?! Le Le can be obedient, if Le Le grows up a little more, she'll be able to cook for you, wash your clothes, massage your back right now, and even warm your bed! "

"Huan Huan, can we hook on? As long as Le Le does not leave him, Huan Huan cannot leave him either!"

"Huan Huan..."

"Huan Huan..."

"Huan Huan..."

Huangfu Yu laid on the wide bed, staring at the ceiling without blinking, his fingers rubbing the ring on his palm back and forth. His heart was in pain and his body was spasming. The spasms never stopped.

She remembered the morning, when she'd been in the dining room, cutting sandwiches for him, the deep sadness that had flashed through her eyes when he'd swung her sandwich on the floor, the caution with which she'd chased him out to tie his tie, the... The last thing she said to him was, "This is the last time …"

Last time...

Last...

It was unknown if it was because of the wind outside, the windows were not closed, or because the air conditioner was turned on too low, but Huangfu Yu began to tremble. His entire body was trembling uncontrollably, even the corners of his mouth were trembling. Those eyes that were always arrogant, uninferior, profound, and overweeningly arrogant. In that instant, beads of tears the size of beans dripped down the corners of his eyes.

After staring at the ceiling for a long time, Huangfu Yu finally closed his eyes.

His heart had long since been thrown into disarray.

He suddenly felt that reality was far more complex and cruel than he had imagined.

He and she merely wanted to get close to each other. They just wanted to use their bodies' warmth to comfort each other on this ice-cold night. However … Why was it always so difficult?!

He couldn't figure out what had caused the two of them to be so close to each other. Was it him, was it her, or was it those so-called fate?!

In the air of the room, was still filled with the extremely light fragrance from her body. Huangfu Yu laid on the bed and shrunk his body, just as he was about to fall asleep.

While he was still in a trance, he suddenly heard a sharp shout — —

"Huan Huan!"

He suddenly opened his eyes, a deep black pupils that were mixed with fear and pain. He quickly searched the entire room, but didn't see Su Jingya's figure.

After he understood that he was hallucinating again, Huangfu Yu closed his eyes once more and his chest violently heaved.

He truly loathed the feeling of death, and was even somewhat fearful and alarmed.

When he first went to Europe, he would lie down every day. It was unknown whether it was because she drank alcohol or because she had hallucinated, but for some other reason, he would always hear Su Jingya calling his name by his ear.

He would often wake up in the middle of the night and, as if suffering from anxiety, would search the house several times, back and forth, both inside and out …

He had a nagging feeling that perhaps it was the night. It was too dark, too dark, and too cold. He searched everywhere but could not find anything. What was laughable was that even he himself did not know what he was anxiously searching for …