If he did not nod his head and agree to save Zheng Junnan, would she have to watch her father suffer in jail?!
She couldn't.
Therefore, after a moment of silence, Su Jingya said: "Huan Huan, I'm begging you. Save my dad once, for the last time, okay?! He must be too old to bear it. I know you hate him, but I'll do whatever you want me to do after you save him, okay?! "
Hot tears silently slid into her mouth. It was very bitter, very bitter. She stared straight at the man with his eyes tightly shut.
"I already said, you're not allowed to mention anything related to Zheng Junnan in front of me!"
Huangfu Yu's cold and frosty berating voice lingered in the room. Huangfu Yu's handsome face was covered in a haze, the lines on his face were dyed with ice and frost, he suddenly opened his eyes, his gaze was like a thousand year old cold pond, although he looked calm on the surface, but deep inside the pond, it was filled with terrifying waves.
This was because his eyes were filled with a terrifying bloodthirsty light, as if he was going to swallow Su Jingya whole.
Su Jingya was shocked, she could only stare at him blankly, she even forgot to remember the tears in her eyes.
"Huan Huan..." Su Jingya still wanted to make his last stand, but he saw Huangfu Yu stand up from his chair with a "whoosh" and sneer disdainfully, "Su Jingya, I really doubt you sometimes … Is it because I, Huangfu Yu, really exists in my heart? Even a simple massage has its own purpose, heh ~! "
Huangfu Yu's voice contained a bone-piercing coldness within.
Su Jingya stared at Huangfu Yu's departing figure in a daze, and was unable to recover from the shock for a long time. After his body trembled slightly, she took a deep breath to calm the pain in his heart. Whether she loved him or not, could it be that … Can't he feel it at all?
If she didn't love him, then why did she have to wait so many years for him?!
Thinking about it carefully, from the age of seven to thirty, she had unknowingly spent half of her life …
After Huangfu Yu left the master bedroom, he randomly found a room. Lying on the bed, he tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep. His mind was filled with Su Jingya's tears that could not flow when he pleaded for Zheng Junnan.
He was very agitated in his heart, a frustration that he had never felt before.
He tossed and turned, not knowing when he fell asleep in a daze.
Su Jingya sat on the side of the bed. Borrowing the beautiful silver moonlight outside the window, she looked at Huangfu Yu's handsome face.
His figure was very resolute, as handsome as a carving of a knife. Just a glance at him was enough to cause anyone to be captivated.
As for Huangfu Yu who was in deep sleep, he seemed to smell a familiar fragrance that gradually approached him. He furrowed his brows, and as the suppressive feeling neared him, he suddenly woke up.
Su Jingya bit her lips, suddenly leaning forward and hugging Huangfu Yu's tall and sturdy body, his own soft body sticking closely to him, and then, her slender body that was like a kitten's had a bashful moan. Yin, in a low voice, said, "Hubby, we really should have another daughter."
Husband...
When Huangfu Yu heard these two words, his mind, which he had always been the most proud of, which was always able to maintain a clear mind, was actually, in an instant … He was completely disoriented, unable to distinguish which direction was which …
It was directly showing the state of a stuck machine.
Huangfu Yu felt that he had never been so terrified, frustrated, or embarrassed in his life before.
Su Jingya sat on the side of the bed, she did not know what to do, and could only stare blankly at him.
After a long while, her sweet and gentle voice sounded, full of longing and yearning: "Yu, I really have always wanted to give you a daughter … Beautiful, just like a princess! You say, if we have a princess baby, who should she look like?! My intuition tells me that she must be like me... "
In the darkness, Huangfu Yu's sharp eyes stared straight at the woman who was seriously looking at him. He felt a warm current quickly surge through his limbs and bones.
His chest heaved up and down in an inexplicable manner.
Because of what she said, Huangfu Yu felt as if all the cells in his body, as well as his soul, were trembling, and that the blood in his entire body was boiling.
I really want to give you a daughter... Beautiful and charming, just like a princess...
Without a doubt, these words were the softest part of Huangfu Yu's heart.
He was also human, ordinary and ordinary. Some had meat, but he also yearned for kinship, love, and the warmth of a family. He was an extremely ordinary mortal.
Su Jingya's words had evoked his endless yearning for a better future. This was the first time he had opened his hazy heart, and it was real, filled with so much hope that blissfulness had descended onto his body.
Occasionally...
He just said occasionally.
Even if he had done too many unforgivable things, even if he could only live in a hellish place full of hatred and darkness for the rest of his life, never to reincarnate, but … He could occasionally have the right to daydream, couldn't he?!
Chapter 478
Huangfu Yu had always been a person who wasn't good at expressing his feelings with his words. He didn't like showing the truest thoughts and emotions in the bottom of his heart to outsiders. Thus, he moved his lips a few times but didn't say anything in the end.
Seeing Huangfu Yu not saying a word, Su Jingya thought that he was unwilling.
She lowered her eyes in disappointment and pouted: "You're not willing?! That day in the little fishing village, didn't you tell me to follow you home to give birth to your daughter?! "
Su Jingya said in an aggrieved tone.
Just that, why couldn't she remember what Huangfu Yu said? Always block out the most important parts, omit them, and remember some of the missing parts.
He had clearly declared this in front of her and Bai Xin very early on: he would never have another child in his life, other than Huangfu Yinian.
The last time at the fishing village, he had also said: To make a daughter out of her, I just want to trick her back to the Imperial City. I don't want to lose face in front of my son …
Su Jingya was injured, she took in a deep breath, and held back her tears. Gritting her red lips, she kneeled on the edge of the bed for a long time. Finally, she moved her body in an attempt to leave. In the room.
Huangfu Yu did not say a single word, and only tightly hugged her in his embrace. The strength in his arms was so strong that it seemed as if he could squeeze Su Jingya into his body.
Su Jingya did not struggle. Instead, she obediently curled herself into his embrace like a kitten, trying her best to enjoy the rare warmth and warmth in his embrace.
A deep and pleasant magnetic voice floated down from above her head. When Su Jingya heard this, she felt so sad that she wanted to cry.
He said: "Le Le, do you know how much I want to love you but how much I want to stop loving you?!"
Su Jingya bit her lips without saying a word, and only hugged onto Huangfu Yu's waist as she quietly listened to his sonorous and forceful heartbeat. Actually, this was what she wanted to say to him. How much she wanted to love him, how much she wanted not to love him …
It had been a long time since Su Jingya had such a peaceful and sweet sleep. The entire night was spent in Huangfu Yu's embrace, bright and warm. As expected, her back was pressed tightly against his face. Fruit's chest.
As his skin came into contact with Huangfu Yu's skin, Su Jingya's body and mind felt a great sense of relaxation, a relaxation that he had never felt in the past five years.
She felt very safe, very safe, very happy, very happy.
The whole night, Su Jingya was thinking how great it would be if the time could be fixed at one moment.
There was no hatred that couldn't be resolved, no bloodthirsty slaughter, only warmth and beauty.
Huangfu Yu held her by the waist tightly, trying his best to hold her soft and small body in his embrace. His other arm allowed her to rest on the pillow, and he spent the entire night buried his head in her hair.
Actually, he really liked to sleep with her in his arms, so that he would not feel empty in this life.
When Su Jingya woke up from her daze, the sky was already bright. The first light of dawn unveiled the curtain of the night and spat out the brilliant morning light, welcoming a brand-new day.
On the windowsill, flowing in through the gaps of the curtains, it was like the morning light of a clear spring, soft and gentle like water enveloping the room's tranquility.
She moved her body out of habit, but the moment she did, the arm around her waist immediately pulled her into a warm embrace.
Su Jingya could clearly feel the warmth of her back, and the warmth of her body, that was unique to men, being transferred into her body. She immediately realized that at this moment, she was still sleeping with Huangfu Yu.
Her body couldn't help but stiffen. She carefully turned her head to look at the man who was hugging her. The outline of Huangfu Yu's face was resolute and handsome like a sword. The light in the room was very dim and his exquisite facial features seemed to become more and more tall as it blended into the shadows.
Su Jingya stared at Huangfu Yu and could not help but reach out her hand, instinctively wanting to touch him. She touched Huangfu Yu's handsome face with a distinct angle. However … In the end, she forcefully retracted her hand.
At this moment, Su Jingya's heart was very sad.
The man she loved the most in her life was right in front of her. He was hugging her to sleep, but she didn't even have the courage to touch him.
Sleeping in each other's arms at night was a very normal thing for normal couples, but for her, it was too far away to reach.
Although she and Huangfu Yu had only slept together and didn't do anything, it was still very precious.
How she wished she could be like other women, having a husband hug her to sleep every day, using her most real body temperature to tell her that he would stay by her side for the rest of her life.
Whether it was wind or rain, lightning or thunder, he would always be with her.
Instead, on every rainy night, or on every cold winter night, she would be scared awake and woke up cold. Then she would hug herself, giving herself warmth. However, she would comfort herself …
Eating dinner together, cleaning the house together, sitting down and watching TV together, shopping together, and so on, in the eyes of Su Jingya, were the most extravagant things.
After staring at Huangfu Yu's peaceful sleep for a long time, Su Jingya bit her lips and worked hard to not let her tears fall.
She gently brushed away Huangfu Yu's hands that were on her waist and carefully got off the bed. She picked up the pajamas that dropped on the floor and put them on randomly before finally walking out of the room quickly.
The moment the door was closed, Huangfu Yu's tightly shut black eyes suddenly opened, and directly shot over …
The whole morning, Su Jingya was sitting in the garden, holding a book and casually flipping through it.
His heart was in a mess, he was very uneasy, and he was not at ease. He always felt that something big was going to happen in the near future.
It was impossible to not know how Huangfu Yu felt about her, whether it was hot or cold. She was exhausted by him, as if the last bit of strength in her body had been sucked out.
And …
The thing that made her the most anxious was still Zheng Junnan.
I wonder how he's doing in prison.
What on earth could she do to save him?
It was very obvious that Huangfu Yu couldn't do it. She reckoned that if he brought up Zheng Junnan's name in front of him again, he would definitely fall out with her …
After last night, she had finally understood that Huangfu Yu no longer had any feelings of love for her.
He really didn't love her anymore.
If not for the fact that she had taken the initiative to deliver the newspaper to him last night, he would not have reacted at all, much less said those words.