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However, she never thought that when the head of the bar looked up the monitoring video, he gave her a bolt from the blue, telling her that the video in the d455vip room that day was missing, deleted and could not be restored.

At that moment, Su Jingya never felt that her world was so dark. Clearly, she was about to see the dawn of hope, but as a result, from small to large, God was very leisurely and liked to tease her.

When she was in despair, the situation suddenly made a 180 degree turn.

Just now, the security guard who came to accept the shift change listened to someone else's explanation of Su Jingya's intention, and muttered casually: "Oh, I deleted the video screen that day. Yu Shao came to me personally, asked me to delete it, and asked if I had seen the content of the video screen. Fortunately, I rarely said the truth without seeing it, otherwise, it would have been" clicked "by him. It was definitely the first time I saw Yu Shao himself. He was more powerful than TV and newspaper. He was aggressive and cold. His voice was faint and deep, but my soul was shaking

Su Jingya sat on the steps, blowing the cold wind. She didn't know whether she should laugh or cry.

Now her mood is mixed.

Everyone knows how much Huangfu Yu expects a pair of twins, but no one knows. To some extent, she expects more than Huangfu Yu.

However, along the way, she and Huangfu Yu have been entangled for nearly 30 years. They have experienced too much and hurt too much. They are in the end Can we go back to the beginning and go on?!

She felt that she didn't have the courage and energy to handle with him again.

But if she doesn't go on, what about the baby in her belly?!

Are you going to the hospital again?!

Suddenly looking back, Su Jingya found that her hands were covered with the blood of her three children. She owes three lives

If the child doesn't take it off, then What should she do?!

Born and raised alone?!

Then, she took three children alone?!

Su Jingya sat on the steps for a long time, shivering all over, gnawing at her fingers. Panic to panic at a loss, it is completely indecisive, square and disorderly kind.

"In the middle of the night, sit here and get out of the way!" In the middle of the night, a drunk man came out of the bar. He saw a man on the doorstep. He stepped up and kicked Su Jingya.

Su Jingya, like a frightened fawn, looks up at the man with frightened eyes.

At the same time, she has an instinctive action: holding her stomach with both hands.

"What are you staring at?! How dare you stare at others when you stand in their way? " The drunken man roared fiercely, and he had to kick it.

Su Jingya got up in a hurry and jumped away in a panic.

"Go away!!!" The drunkard's gruff reprimand.

Su Jingya tightens her coat and wraps it around her abdomen. She grabs her lips and rushes across the street.

In a few nights, she suddenly heard two lively and familiar voices, which came into her eardrum from the distant sky.

One is, "Mommy, I'm AI."

One is: "Mommy, Mommy, I'm Nini."

……

In fact, as early as the last time she was pregnant, huangfuyu had been struggling with the names of the twins, and she I've been thinking in my heart for a long time.

The first one is called Huangfu Ni AI, and the later one is called Huangfu Ni.

Together is: Huangfu Ernie.

I love you, Huangfu.

And then again, it is: huangfuyu, I Love you!

It's just that, as time goes by, does that man have the qualification to deserve such a affectionate name?!

Now everyone calls her selfish, including the man.

However, all over the world, only her own person knows that once she loved him not with her heart, but with her life.

She always felt: love a person, do not need anyone to know and understand, including that person. If only she loved in silence.

But now, she thinks that kind of love, too stupid.

It's stupid.

Because, too unknown, so no one will understand, no one will sympathize.

At the end of the day, she was hurt, and it was just she who took it in silence.

In the evening, Su Jingya took a taxi to Zheng junnan's cemetery.

On the way to the taxi, the driver felt that the location was too remote to go forward. He was very inhumane and asked Su Jingya to pay for the taxi. At last, Su Jingya didn't have the heart to quarrel with him, so he had to pay and get off the taxi.

Night, long and bleak. The night wind in the suburb comes with a strong smell of soil and a biting cold air.

Su Jingya never felt that night was so black, so dark, and so endless and endless.She dragged the tired and cold *, in front of Zheng junnan's grave, unable to kneel.

She was biting her lips, looking at Zheng junnan's picture with tender smile in the dim moonlight. She thought carefully and recalled the best five years and the trivial things between her and Zheng junnan.

When it was light, Su Jingya murmured, "Dad, if you are still with Xiaoya, it would be nice. Dad, what should my daughter do?! Daughter It's been really bad, really bad. It's painful, it's never been painful... "

Sometimes, she would rather die in the explosion two years ago, or always remember her deep hatred, or Never forget the hatred, never remember it.

But that's how God likes to joke with her.

Every time when she thought she would reach the other side of happiness, she suddenly made a sharp turn and went straight to the abyss of eternal pain.

Su Jingya lies on the steps in front of Zheng junnan's grave very slowly, just like she used to rest on his lap and seek consolation.

She closed her eyes and whispered, "Dad, I will be your daughter in the next life. It's just dad, you can't be careless and lose Xiaoya. "

If she grew up under the care of Zheng junnan, then She must have had a very happy life. Just like the ordinary lady, she eats the most delicious food, wears the most beautiful skirt, draws the most exquisite makeup, lives in the most luxurious house and enjoys the most extreme love.

She may have Princess disease, be arrogant, be domineering, be bad here, so not, but No matter how bad, no matter how annoying, at least she won't have to work hard all her life and walk alone.

No one knows how hard she has walked in her life and how thin ice she is.

Carefully, guard everything, but still nothing.

Before leaving, Su Jingya felt a branch on the grass at will. She slowly moved to a small square grass between Zheng junnan and AI Meng.

Dig slowly.

As he dug, he whispered, "Dad, you're going to be grandpa again. Are you happy? "

"I know you won't be happy and scold me!"

"But I really I really don't want to

……

It took Su Jingya 20 minutes to dig out a 30 centimeter square wooden box from the grass.