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Su Jingya listens to the laughter of the boy behind her. Her hands are folded together, and they are even tighter.

The sharp nails are all deeply clasped in the skin.

Shirley sees Su Jingya's face is not right. She turns around and stares at the "eight woman man." dead 38, you don't talk. No one thinks you are dumb. "

Say, Shirley From purse, take out her pocket money, want to help Su Jingya pad.

Su Jingya said, "monitor, can you tell the teacher that I won't go to the canteen for dinner later?"?! My mother makes me bentos every day. "

The monitor frowned, hesitated for a long time, then nodded, "OK!"

Skipping Su Jingya, he directly charged sherry for her living expenses.

The boy at the back table laughed again: "if you don't have money to eat in the canteen, you don't have money to eat in the canteen. What excuse do you want?"?! Students, have you seen Su Jingya's most mysterious handbag?! We have been studying together for three years. Every day she goes to school and leaves school, she carries a shabby old bag, which is still mysterious. Do you want to know what's in it

Su Jingya has no time to protect the handbag hanging on the side of the desk, which has been robbed by the boys in the back row.

"Return the bag to me!! Give it back to me. Wang Zhiwen, give it back to me!! My bag!!! "

Su Jingya jumps to rob.

They snatched the bag and broke it. Her dirty and worn slippers fell out.

Wang Zhiwen laughed: "I found out this morning that she came to school in slippers every day, and then changed her shoes at the school gate..."

Su Jingya stares at the slippers that fall on the ground quietly. The whole world is extremely silent, as if frozen.

Although, the school she is now studying in is a very ordinary middle school.

But After all, it's in big cities.

The comparison among students can not be avoided.

She is the last one in every academic performance. She is always criticized by the teacher when she issues the report card in every exam, which makes her sensitive and timid and even more frightened.

Afraid that students know her life experience, despise her, and then use a more vicious tone to laugh at her, sarcasm her.

Shirley was stunned for a long time, and then she got up in a huff. She raised her hand and grabbed Wang Zhiwen's ear: "38 Wang, you don't bully Jingya, are you unhappy?"

"Hey Shirley, you twist my ear again, let go!! I think you are a girl, so I don't want to beat you. If you don't let go, I'll beat you! "

“……”

“……”

When Su Jingya returned to her mind, she rushed out of the classroom. She felt that she was an alternative. Her existence was not accepted or liked by anyone

Maybe she shouldn't exist in the world.

Su Jingya rushed to the most secluded garden of the school, squatted on the ground, hugged herself, crying bitterly and despairingly.

She felt that her heart was stabbed by a pair of invisible sharp knives.

Every time I beat, I pricked it hard. It hurt deeply.

She couldn't understand why she was so stupid and her grades were so bad when she studied hard and listened to the teacher's explanation carefully.

She worked hard to help her stepfather and stepmother. On the first day when they got home from the orphanage, she helped them clean the house, wash clothes and cook. She worked hard to help them earn their living expenses. Why did they still dislike her.

She is obedient and obedient. She is obedient and obedient. Why can't joyous come back? Why don't you want her

Why

All noon, Su Jingya hid her head deep in the garden.

Just when her brain was blank and she didn't know what to think, "Dong - Dong - Pa" - she was hit hard by a heavy object.

Just like a frightened deer, when looking around in panic, I saw the monitor changing into a basketball suit and running quickly in her whole direction.

Found that the basketball hit her horse tail is crooked, the monitor some embarrassed.

Holding the basketball, he asked in a low voice, "are you ok?"

Seeing her eyes red and swollen, he frowned: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know you were here, that basketball just now..."

"I'm fine!" Su Jingya buries her head again.

“……” The monitor is very popular and talkative, but when he is alone with a girl, he doesn't know what to say.

He held the basketball and stood silently beside Su Jingya for a long time. Finally, he ran away quickly.

Hearing his footsteps running away, Su Jingya raised her head and looked at the direction of the monitor's departure.

She instinctively raised her hand to touch the head of a green bag hit by basketball, and tears began to circle in her eyes

Even a basketball bullied her.

Later, Su Jingya left the garden and sat on the edge of the playground to watch the boys at school play on the court.Although she is looking, she has no focus.

Because, she is full of thinking, all is huangfuyu in the field of playing the same way.

She couldn't help thinking:

is he still playing?!

Is he still playing like he used to?!

He should be very tall

Maybe, like before, he always likes to have a bad face, just like everyone owes him a lot of money, but he only smiles at her.

She would think more: if her joy is around her, it should not make her hungry

Su Jingya instinctively screamed at Gu Gu's stomach at noon.

Just when she was sad and her tears were going to soar again, a hamburger suddenly appeared in her blurred vision.

Then, a low male voice, slowly sounded: "eat it."

Su Jingya's brain was buzzing. She turned her head instinctively and cried out pleasantly, "happy..."

However, in the moment of turning her head, what she saw was not Huangfu Yu, but the monitor who was frightened.

The joy rising rapidly in her heart suddenly fell to hell at a faster speed. Su Jingya felt that her heart was suddenly cool.

"Su Jingya, are you ok?" The monitor returned to his senses and asked cautiously.

Seeing Su Jingya shed tears, he was at a loss. He just stressed: "you didn't have lunch, you should have a hamburger first."

Su Jingya stares straight at hamburger.

She and huangfuyu are standing in front of the window of the small shop. She is shouting for hamburger.

He asked her why.

She bounced and joked and replied that there was meat. Then she pointed to hamburger and shouted at Huangfu Yumai.

Su Jingya doesn't understand why she remembers the little things that happened between her and Huangfu Yu so deeply, as if Those recollections have already seeped into her blood and become one with her.

The monitor looked at Su Jingya's tears, crackling and falling down. He was scared: "Su Jingya, if you don't like hamburgers, I can buy you something else. Can you stop crying?! I think it's not because of that ball that I beat you to tears?! If so, I apologize to you. "

Su Jingya fumbles the tears on her face and forces herself to hold them back.

Then he replied, "not because of basketball."

“……” At this, the monitor was relieved. He asked, "do you want to eat?"

Su Jingya wants to refuse, but before she can speak, her stomach has already growled.

Especially shaking heaven and earth.