C38

When Huangfu Yu rushed to the hospital, Jin Xin, Mu Sen, the doctors and nurses were all standing outside the door, looking around anxiously.

"What is going on?" Huangfu Yu's sword-like eyebrows creased to the point that they almost turned into fried dough twist.

Mu Sen quickly explained everything that happened, "third brother, you left not long ago in the afternoon, but Su Jingya woke up, but she immediately cried out loudly, her emotions were too agitated. We called for the doctor to give her a tranquilizer, but she unexpectedly grabbed hold of the syringe and injected it into whoever approached her. third brother, that woman is crazy, she must have been struck by a ghost! "

When he thought about Su Jingya who had gone berserk at that time, his eyes turned red and his face turned sinister.

Touching his arm that had been deeply pierced by the needle three times, Mu Sen still had a lingering fear. She was the one who stabbed people. His methods were not ordinary ruthlessness. He was simply stabbing everyone to death. Likely, not a single person present had not been stabbed by her.

It was truly too terrifying.

"Young Master Yu, we really …" The guard covered the wound he had treated, and looked at Huangfu Yu worriedly. Huangfu Yu gave an order. If the people inside had any problems, it would be their fault, not to mention there were severe punishments. They could be sent back to the army, then, their future would be …

Huangfu Yu glanced at the dried blood on their hands and waved his hands: "You guys can go rest first, I will take care of this here!"

Saying that, he was about to open the door, but was stopped by Jin Xin: "third brother, that woman is really crazy, her head must have been smashed by a pillar, don't go in, what if you get injured?"

"That's right, third brother, you definitely can't go in!" Mu Sen also quickly stopped him.

Huangfu Yu raised his brows, his thin lips only faintly spitting out two words, as Jin Xin and Mu Sen tactfully stepped aside: "Scram —!"

When he pushed open the door, Huangfu Yu discovered that the room was completely dark. The room was not lit, and the curtains to the window were closed tight.

Huangfu Yu closed the door. He did not turn on the brightest light, but chose to light up a few watts of wall light instead.

"Crack ~" A crisp sound rang through the air, and the oranges grew dim. Huang. Colourful lights slowly filled the ward.

When Huangfu Yu turned around, the first thing he saw was the messy sickbed, the pipes were hanging in all directions, and the pure white blanket was dropped onto the ground as it twisted and extended. When his gaze fell on the lady's body in the corner, Huangfu Yu saw her actions and immediately shouted angrily: "Su Jingya, you damned brat, what are you doing?"

This damned woman, she actually kept stabbing needles into his arms? Was he tired of living, or impatient?

Looking at the floor, which was dripping with dark red blood, Huangfu Yu wanted to slap her twice.

Her eyes were like a dried up well that had long since dried up. Other than the vicissitudes of life and despair, there was nothing else.

"Su Jingya?" Huangfu Yu frowned, and whispered.

Su Jingya stared straight at Huangfu Yu for a long time without saying a word. Huangfu Yu pressed down hard on her arms and bent down to pick her up from the corner, but then Su Jingya suddenly spoke out: "I had a dream, a very long dream.

"I can still feel it, the child is still in my stomach, I can still feel its existence, I can still feel its heartbeat, but, how can it be that it's gone after a nap?"

"Do you know? I was dreaming about it just now. It was a very cute baby girl, and it was squeaking and talking to me. It said, Mommy, when can I come out and meet you and Daddy? It said, "If I accompany you and your dad in the future, you won't be alone, you won't be lonely and lonely. It also said that Mommy, your baby will protect you in the future …"

"I know, losing your child means losing you. I really have nothing left!"

"I don't know what I did wrong. My heart is really small, I don't need anything. I don't want beautiful clothes, I don't want expensive jewelry. I can work hard every day to earn money. I just want a home."

"I don't understand. I was so obedient, but when I was young, I knew that my parents didn't like me, so in order to make them like me, I prepared breakfast for them, washed their feet, washed their clothes, and cleaned their houses. No matter how hard I tried, they threw me out on the street without a word. "

"I once loved someone. I ran toward him as if my life depended on it, and I used up all my strength and tears, but I couldn't even call back a single pitying glance …"

"I used to sit in a wheelchair, in a hospital, and watch people from other countries jump, run, walk, their figures in the golden sunset, so moving, so full of life, and I thought, if I would only try, I would definitely be able to stand up and be like them, but... It took me twelve whole years to get up, and now I'm getting beaten back to my original form. "

"I feel that it must be because I'm not good enough, that I'm not hard enough, that I've done too many wrong things in my previous life, so everything in this life is a tragedy. "I'm so tired, I'm really tired …"

Su Jingya cried until her voice was hoarse. Her voice was very soft, but each word was like a hammer, heavily hitting his chest.

When Huangfu Yu saw her tear-filled appearance, his heart spasmed intensely and uncontrollably. He clenched his fist and her scalding tears "pata ~ pata" fell on the back of his hand that was pressing down on the wound on her arm one by one. The impact caused huge waves to rise from the calm lake in his heart.

"Jingya …" He reached out to wipe the tears from her face, but she turned her face away and avoided it, leaving his hand frozen in midair.

"Huangfu Yu, I've loved you before, I really love you to the point where I can't extricate myself from it. You should love me. You should love me. Do you know that you should love me? But how can you love someone else? "AHH!"

Su Jingya's heart tore and her lungs tore as she cried hysterically. She vented out all the sorrow and grievance she had suppressed in her heart.

Huangfu Yu looked at her face full of grief and despair. He felt an indescribable pain in his heart; so sharp, so clear, and so completely.

She was right, if not for Sun Qingkong, the person he would love would be her.

In this world, he knew, there was no one who loved him more than she did.

But, so what? He could not give her any promises, not even for a second.

Because in this world, Sun Qingkong truly did exist.

"Huangfu Yu, you can leave now. Su Jingya pushed him away, wanting to stand up and leave. However, her legs could not exert any strength, so she laid on the ground, and crawled towards the door step by step.

She clearly knew that Huangfu Yu was an existence that was dangerous and a man that could not be loved. However, she thought that even if she could not recover from it, there would still be an unforgettable moment of happiness before it was over.

But... She had never expected that she would never be able to recover from this calamity. It was indeed unforgettable, but the pain was not as unforgettable as the pain when she spoke of happiness.

She felt as if her heart had been cut by a blade. She felt as if her heart had been cut by a blade. She felt as if her heart had been shattered.

She ran towards him with no regards to her life, but could only crawl out of his world.

But why did it hurt so much to think that, from now on, she would have nothing to do with him, that she would never see him again, that she would never be able to touch him again?

Huangfu Yu looked at the woman who crawled towards the door with great difficulty, the woman who cried loudly again and again, an indescribable pain condensed in his heart, along with an almost uncontrollable grief and indignation.

Finally, he stood up, his face dark and handsome, ignoring her resistance as he lifted her onto the bed and rang for the doctor to come in.

Su Jingya's emotions were completely out of control. She cried out loud, continuously grabbing at Huangfu Yu's clothes. "Let go of me, let go of me! Didn't I leave just so happen to fulfill your wish? Huangfu Yu, I really will never appear in your world again. You are a lofty Young Master Yu, your world is so unreachable, I have tried countless of times, and every single time I would fall to pieces! "

"Please let me go! Whether I live or die has nothing to do with you! "

"Let me go!"

"Let go!"

Huangfu Yu didn't say a word and pressed her down hard on the bed. Su Jingya was unable to struggle free, in the end, she simply turned her head and bit into his arm. Her teeth were strong, and after a few seconds, her mouth was filled with the strong smell of blood.

"Don't worry about it, I will know what to do!" Su Jingya continued to bite on his wrist, and spat out a few words from between his teeth.

"…" Since Huangfu Yu did not speak, he struggled once again.

But after crying loudly for a while, she suddenly felt something in her throat. She turned her head to the side and spat out a mouthful of blood that landed on Huangfu Yu's face, which was as noble as a god's.