C62

"Huan Huan, all those years ago, you had already gone berserk for me. I thought that would be eternal.

"Huan Huan, because of you, I finally understood this: the more deeply I am touched, the more loneliness will hurt. Because you once gave me too much of a feeling of touching, you made me habitually rely on you, you made me like relying on you, you made me fall in love with the feeling of relying on you, unable to extricate myself, but … How can you suddenly take away everything that belongs to me? Life without you is a kind of formless torment, a kind of torture that is even worse than death itself, loneliness... "It's like the oxygen that I can't pump out, can't see, can't get rid of, and it's seeping into every cell of my body. If I think of you, it'll hurt like hell …"

"But, so what if I love you? You don't love me anymore! Huan Huan... You don't love me anymore! "

"I'm really hurt by you. I'm hurt all over. I'm hurt all over. I'm bleeding all over!"

"..." Huan Huan, I really want to continue loving you, loving you, and relying on you. But, you no longer belong to me! "

"The Huan Huan that belongs to me has long since disappeared!" Su Jingya straightened her body, holding onto the big metal box, she stared at it for a long time. Finally, she dug non-stop on the ground with her bare hands, and kept chanting, "It's gone, you're gone! Huan Huan... I miss you a lot, but I can only tell you … Goodbye! "

Su Jingya kneeled on the ground, continuously using both hands to dig the hole in the ground, tears flowing down her pale cheeks.

The hard rocks and mud had grinded her fingers, but she did not even frown. No matter how painful it was, even if her ten fingers were linked to her heart, it would still not be able to match the wound that he had made on her heart. Five years, five years back from the United States, her heart, slashed by him, broken, no matter how much of a patchwork, can never make up for it.

She rushed towards him with all her might, doing everything she could to hug him, but … However, he mercilessly pushed her away time and time again. No, he didn't push her away. Instead, he kicked her away.

After digging for an unknown amount of time, Su Jingya's ten fingers were already covered in blood, but she did not have the intention to stop. Not only did she dig a hole in the ground, but she also dug a hole in her heart.

Use these two holes to bury the Le Le that should have died seventeen years ago, bury that memory that should not have existed anymore, bury … The heart that loved him so much that it was full of holes...

Dongfang Yan woke up from his sleep. Looking at the window that was about to fall due to the strong wind, he frowned and reflexively went upstairs to Su Jingya's room. He wanted to see if her window was closed, if not, he would close it as soon as possible to prevent the sound of rain from waking her up.

However, he pushed it away. When he came to his room and looked at the empty room, he was so scared that his soul shook. He was stunned for three seconds, then he quickly turned around and went downstairs to beat Wang Anran's and Wang Bo's door.

Wang Anran was sleeping soundly, but in the end... When she was suddenly woken up, she was extremely annoyed and angry. She angrily opened the door and shouted: "What are you doing? "Knocking in the middle of the night, do you have any manners at all?"

But Dongfang Yan pushed her away, and rushed into her room without his permission, and shouted loudly: "Jingya, are you there? "Jingya, are you in this room?"

Wang Anran was about to get angry, but she did not have the time to do so. Hearing Dongfang Yan's shout, she was startled, and asked loudly: "Dongfang Yan, who are you looking for? Jingya? Wasn't she sleeping in her room? Why did you come to my room? "

Dongfang Yan's face was full of anxiety: I just went to her room and closed the window for her, but there was no one in the room, so I came down to take a look!

"Jingya, she's not in her room. Where is she?" Wang Anran was startled, her mind not working well.

"If I knew, I wouldn't have searched everywhere! Go and call Wang Bo over quickly, and carefully search up and down the floors, I will go and switch over the monitors! " Dongfang Yan instructed as he ran downstairs.

While the three of them were going crazy looking for Su Jingya throughout the world, she was squatting outside the iron gate of Huangfu Villa.

She was kneeling in the rain, which had soaked her hair and her clothes, and she was staring stupidly at the third floor of the main house, the lighted room to the left. She was clearly in tears, but she couldn't tell if the tears were rain or tears.

She muttered to herself softly while facing the window: "Huan Huan, it's raining again, don't be afraid, Le Le will accompany you!"

"Huan Huan, Le Le won't be able to accompany you anymore, you have to eat, sleep well, don't work late at night, don't drink too much coffee, you have to drink more juice, you have to take care of yourself."

"Promise me that you'll take good care of yourself!"

"Huan Huan, thank you for having loved me, protected me, and doted upon me. Le Le will never forget how good you once were to me!"

Su Jingya did not know how long she had knelt in the rain and used her identity as Le Le to speak to Huan Huan. In the end, she shouted at the lit room with grief and grief: "Huangfu Yu, why do I love you so much, and yet you can't love me? Huangfu Yu, I really love you so much, do you know! Huangfu Yu, since young, why do I like you so much? Why should I like you so much?! Why... Why can't you love me! "Why …"

Huangfu Yu modified the documents, he had originally planned to sleep, but suddenly it started raining heavily, and he knew that it would be a difficult night for him to sleep, so he continued to read the documents, hoping to numb himself with his work.

At three in the morning, he finished looking through all the documents, got up, and walked to the window. He wanted to blow on the cold wind, but just as he walked to the window, he looked outside and caught sight of a person kneeling in the rain by the dim light of the street lamp outside the iron gate. He blinked, and looked again, but … There was no one outside the iron gate.

He frowned. Just when he thought he was seeing things, he suddenly remembered that when he was rewriting the documents, he seemed to hear someone call out his name. It seemed that someone had said something.

It was just that the sound of the rain was too loud, so he couldn't hear it clearly.

He had intended to pretend that he had run into a ghost and encountered a supernatural event, but he couldn't sleep at the moment and had nothing to do, so he called the guard at the door and asked him to transfer the surveillance data to his computer.

In less than a minute, he was already sitting in front of the computer and reading the data.

When a woman with disheveled hair and a lost soul appeared on the screen, he was really shocked. The woman on the screen was indeed similar to the ghost girl.

Huangfu Yu frowned, he looked carefully, and saw that she had walked to the metal door and knelt down, his beautiful eyebrows knitted even deeper.

He wondered why there was a woman kneeling outside the door in the middle of the night. Furthermore, she seemed to be crying.

Huangfu Yu clicked his mouse, and the image expanded infinitely. When he could vaguely make out the woman's appearance, his eyes darkened: It's actually … Su Jingya?!