Chapter 1133: Cap 1131: What Comes Out Of The Cocoon? Part 7

Chapter 1133: Cap 1131: What Comes Out Of The Cocoon? Part 7

This whole process was being heavy for me, far beyond what I expected, I think I was too naive to try to complicate things, the Awakening Ceremony is in its initial phase and I can already feel my legs starting to get weak, I can't even imagine when the time comes to grant power and I have to use the special Dragon Seal I created.

I can't help but worry, but I can't lie to myself, it only heightens my curiosity in proportion as I realize the danger I'm walking into on my own like an idiot.

Sigh

"I don't like to change the things I decide..." (I)

I spoke low enough for no one to hear, I just needed to get out the frustration of thinking about giving up halfway through just because it's hard, that's something I can't accept in myself.

I know it's suicidal thinking to say the least, especially considering this current situation, but even in my childhood in my previous life if I had given up at any of the difficult times, I would never have achieved anything, let alone reached the age in which I arrived, I would not have been able to start my video game company and I would never have been able to help the orphanage.

Even in this current life, if I had given up at some difficult or dangerous time, I might not have even made it out of the Forest of Blood alive or I would still be wandering around the outskirts of Valen City.

"Advance even if your legs break along the way, then drag yourself with your arms to advance further..." (I)

I never let anything stop me, I never used the convenient excuses I could use to give up on something or not even start something, I could have said that I was an Orphan, that I had a weak body, that my health was getting worse and worse, I could have said that it was just a Leech or just a Goblin, there were so many convenient excuses that no one would criticize if one chose to give up at some point.

"In the end, it always comes down to my will..." (I)

It's always been that, I knew when I was just an orphaned child, I knew when I was just a sick man struggling to stay conscious in a hospital bed one more second, I knew when I was a Leech in the middle of a forest full of Monsters and I know it now.

Willpower is always the first and most important step, if you don't even have that willpower to move forward, then there's no way to go.

Ding!

<[ Starting Awakening Ceremony ]>

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<[ The Incomplete Individual is already fundamentally connected to you ]>

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<[ Incomplete Individual is already subordinate to you ]>

I could feel the connection between me and cocoon as I strengthened my will to continue, I made this connection mix with the energy flows between me and him to further strengthen the connection, I still have my doubts of the creature I am helping to create here, so the stronger that connection is, the better for me.

That he is fundamentally connected to me is not surprising, it is born from a Curse that I invented and used, even the base power that circulates through his body is something that came from me, he also does not have a Soul or mind of his own to make decisions, his Basic instinct is too primitive for that sort of thing, so I figured I wouldn't need any permission other than mine.

Ding!

<[ Grant 3 powers to incomplete individual ]>

My body was already weakening from the amount of energy and vitality leaving my body, even some of the full barrels of my blood around me were already half full in an attempt to replenish the blood evaporating in my veins to become additional vitality going to the cocoon.

My Soul was also receiving tremendous pressure both because of the attention of the Gods and the Awakening Ceremony itself.

But now my mind was also being affected, the amount of Skills, bloodlines, and their variants appearing in my mind now was like a punch, mainly because certain objects that I didn't expect appeared, but I'll ask my sisters about that later.

By that time I had already thought about what to bestow on this Cocoon.

1. [ Blessing of Zenos () ]

2. [ Blood Eclipse Dragon Demigod Authority (Zenos) ]

3. [ Seal of the Primordial Dragon of Eternal Light (Zenos) ]

As soon as I selected the three things I had thought of I began to notice inconsistencies, when trying to bestow my Holy Power I already knew that a Blessing in my name would come, but this Blessing is not written with what I expected, there were things that I myself did not could read being inscribed in the same Runes that my Dragon Totem has in its monument.

I was simply having trouble keeping up with events, but that didn't seem to matter as everything continued while forcing me to maintain consciousness.

Ding!

<[ Zenos () created a of Eclipse ]>

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<[ Beginning Process of forming the physical body of the incomplete individual using the Materials and [ Vital Energy ] already available ]>

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<[ Beginning the transition and awakening from the [ Embryonic Creature ] to a ]>

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<[ Beginning Process of forming a true Soul for the incomplete individual using all [ Soul Energy ] already available ]>

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<[ Beginning transition and awakening from [ Nascent Soul ] to Holy Soul ]>

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<[ Do you allow the use of your Mind and memories for the base formation of the mind, consciousness, and personality of the incomplete individual? ]>

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<[ Yes / No ]>

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<[ Fragments of memory and consciousness of hundreds of unidentified individuals have been detected, do you want to use them when refining from your higher will for incomplete individual mind development? ]>

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<[ Yes / No ]>