After Qin Xiangbei left, Su Yan looked like he had been deflated, as he leaned against the wall powerlessly.
She loved Qin Xiangbei, but she was afraid of him.
The confrontation just now had used up all of her strength and courage.
Su Yan had helped his father return the favor and entered the Qin family. For the past five years, under the protection of others, he had done endless chores every day. In the Qin family, only if Qin Xiangbei was present could she have a moment to catch her breath.
Qin Xiangbei's existence was like redemption to her.
He protected her, and she looked up at him. Su Yan had always been humble in front of Qin Xiangbei.
Thus, the quarrel tonight was the first time in five years. She forcefully held on and did not retreat, breaking their calm on the surface for the past five years.
Once everything calmed down, Su Yan was slowly surrounded by fear. Tonight, it was not like she had never seen Qin Xiangbei's sinister eyes before, but it was the first time they were aimed at her.
The following two days were very peaceful and Qin Xiangbei had never come back, but Su Yan had always been very perturbed.
Until she went out of the door, Su Yan saw the big screen outside the shopping mall, on which was the news of Qin Xiangbei's impending marriage.
As for the woman beside him, she recognized her.
Qiao Yurou! She had only met one person who had been remembered for five years.
Until now, Su Yan had never seen the Qin Chen that she had decided to marry a child to.
The man left her a letter, which was given to her by Qiao Yurou.
The day that the Qin family found out that Qin Chen had left, this woman arrogantly threw her a piece of paper, and provokingly said, "He gave you a letter, but I took Qin Chen away."
This woman had disappeared for five years with Qin Chen, so today was the second time he had seen her.
Su Yan could no longer walk forward, her mind was in a mess right now, she did not know why Qiao Yurou suddenly came back, nor did she know why Qiao Yurou and Qin Xiangbei were involved, all she wanted to do was to leave.
The wetness in his eyes blurred his vision, causing Su Yan to not see the hand in front of her.
"Miss Su, Boss Qin has asked me to send you to the hospital." The one who stopped her was Qin Xiangbei's assistant.
Su Yan's slightly red eyes were brimming with anger, he forgot about the lingering fear and uneasiness he had for the past few days.
He wanted to get rid of her child and marry someone else? She didn't agree!
I have to keep this child, and you can't marry anyone else either. You are my child's father. "
Qin Xiangbei had given her two days of time to calm down, but he never thought that she would still be this messing around, he was very disappointed.
After a moment of dead silence, Su Yan's fear started to return. She heard the man's narration on the phone, "You can't keep your child here.
She could not hold herself back. She understood his methods the best.
She had overstepped her boundaries, and it was none of her business who cared about him, much less who he belonged to.
With just that sentence, she instantly realized the reality.
She was always confused. For five peaceful years, she had been deceiving herself into thinking that he had feelings for her, that they loved each other.
But the truth was, she was "pampering" him with her imaginary love.
Su Yan curled up into a ball and begged while crying, "Qin Xiangbei, I beg you, I can let you marry me but can't you let my child go?
Su Yan squatted on the street, hugging himself and sobbed silently.
There was no response, and she knew he was annoyed.
"Qin Xiangbei, I really only want to keep our child, he's bleeding too, please don't be so cruel, I will bring him away, I guarantee that I won't hinder you, right?"
Will it not hinder him? She still didn't seem to understand him well enough. "I've never kept any hidden dangers."
There were no hidden dangers.
The phone slipped and fell onto the ground. Su Yan felt helpless.
The child she treasured was nothing more than a hidden danger to him. What else could she tell him?
Although Su Yan's resistance was always ineffective, she had always been stubborn. Not leaving a single trace of danger behind, it was enough for her to give up.
He was sent to the hospital, his child was taken away, and finally he returned to the Qin family. In just half a day. No one in the Qin family would care where she went. No one would know about the fear, grief and hatred she had on the operating table.
This half a day was very long, Su Yan thought about many things.
The first time she met Qin Xiangbei was on the day Qin Chen left.
That day, Qiao Yurou threw the marriage certificate at her face, and when she rushed to the Qin family, it was already a complete upheaval. The Qin family couldn't even look for Qin Chen, so Wen Qing vented his anger on her.
"You are a lost star! "You haven't even entered the door and you've already caused my son to leave the house. Your entire family is made up of vile people, yet you return my son to them!"
Wen Qing didn't agree to let her marry into his family, but now he was even more angry.
Qin Xiangbei came back at the right time, when she was at her most helpless, to help her out.
Su Yan still remembered his appearance back then. He had obviously rushed back in a hurry, his hair was a little messy, and two of the buttons on his suit were off.
She saw that the man had steadily moved forward, his thin lips slightly parted, and his deep voice was especially pleasant to hear.
She didn't know what he had said. She only felt her hand loosen as she tugged at her clothes. The noisy curses beside her ear also stopped.
Later on, when she lived in the Qin family, she did what she had to do in order to suppress her feelings.
One day, when he was drunk and came home late, he kissed her and she did not refuse.
The smell of alcohol on the man's body was very strong, so strong that it made her feel a little drunk, as if she was in a dream. Afterwards, everything happened very naturally.
Su Yan thought, that was the original sin.
At this point, she could not blame anyone. She had crossed the lightning pool and fallen in love with the devil.