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Xiao Yan looked at Xia Lan and said: "My mom said she misses you and wants to meet you immediately. She was stopped by me, I think … I'll bring her to see you when you see her. "

Thinking about Xiao Yan's mother, the person who treated her the second best after her mother passed away, and the person who treated her the first place, was naturally Xiao Yan.

She also understood that since Xiao Yan was so outstanding, it must be related to his mother Xiao's education.

"Big Brother Xiao Yan, I'm no longer the Xia Lan of the past, I'm no longer worthy to be your favorite." Xia Lan struggled free and pulled out his hand. He looked at the man who was maturing in front of him with regret and guilt.

She truly felt that she was not worthy of his love.

"What do you mean?" Xiao Yan's heart suddenly felt like it had been shattered. All this time, he didn't believe her and couldn't wait for her to come back. They had all grown up and matured, but he didn't expect her to say those words to him.

"I mean, we can't go back in time. Let go of the past." Xia Lan wanted to make the situation clear now.

Xiao Yan's eyes were filled with disbelief; he never would have thought that his Lan Lan would say such a thing.

She had hurt not only his heart, but their sworn past as well.

"Lan Lan, you know how much I love you. I don't care why you suddenly disappeared that year. As long as you return, I'll stand there waiting for you." Xiao Yan solemnly guaranteed that he knew she didn't want to talk about what happened all those years ago.

However, the more she avoided and cared about him, the more he wanted to know what had happened that year.

"Lan Lan, I don't care what happened that year. If you trust me, can you tell me? I'll help you." Xiao Yan said.

Xia Lan shook his head, looking at the familiar Xiao Yan, he suddenly felt that it was a little unclear.

Looking at his face, Xia Lan recalled a scene from more than ten years ago.

That year, Xia Lan was ten years old and Xiao Yan was fifteen. That day, when her father was not home, when she was chased out of Bai Mei Feng's house by Bai Mei Feng in the rain, and Xia Lan, who was standing in the pouring rain, was shivering from the cold, a boy stood in front of her with an umbrella. He used his sleeves to dry the rain and tears on her face, and held her dirty hand as he walked towards his house.

At that time, Xiao Yan, who was only fifteen years old, told her: Don't cry, you still have me. No one wants you, I want you.

At that time, Xiao Yan was just like a heroic knight to Xia Lan. She had appeared at her most miserable, most in need of help, and at that moment, she had already recognized him.

From the age of ten to eighteen, Xiao Yan was the entirety of her life. He occupied all of her eight years of memories, as well as his entire youth.

Every time Xia Lan was bullied by Xia Qing, it was always Xiao Yan who opened her arms wide to give her warmth, letting her know that there was someone else in this world who cared about her.

He almost believed in the heavens and earth.

Back then, when she learned that her child had died when she was born, she had understood, at the age of eighteen, that dreams and reality ran counter to each other.

It was as if at this moment, she was clearly madly liking Xiao Yan in her heart, wanting to immediately fly up to him, hug him tightly, and tell him about all the inhuman things that had happened to her four years ago, but …

No, she couldn't say.

She did not want to become dirty in Big Brother Xiao Yan's heart. She wanted him to feel that she was still that naive and innocent Xia Lan from the beginning.

"Xiao Yan, I know that you treat me well and that you like me. But it's because you're too nice to me that I left. " Xia Lan laughed bitterly. His expression was bitter and his heart was bitter.

"Why?" Xiao Yan's gentle expression became somewhat impatient.

"Because I've never liked you before, because I was bullied and abused when I was young, I needed a protective umbrella. It just so happens that you have the ability to protect me, which is why I'm relying on you. That's why I chose to leave. I didn't think that you would actually wait for me for four years, Xiao Yan, are you stupid? " Xia Lan's eyes were filled with ridicule.

She almost applauded herself. She never thought that her acting skills were so good that she should have become an actress.

Xia Lan stared at Xiao Yan and saw that his eyes were slowly turning red. Her heart was bleeding as well.

After a long while, Xiao Yan laughed bitterly: "So, you've never liked me?"

"No, no. It's because you're good to me that I chose to leave. This should be the best way to repay you. " Xia Lan's cherry red lips slowly curved, her watery big eyes reflecting the man's angry look. This Xiao Yan made her heart feel like it was filled with cotton, blocking her chest made her feel pain.

Xiao Yan laughed, the laughter became louder and louder, more berserk and evil, even to the point of tears.

He didn't believe that Xia Lan was such a scheming woman, but her expression was too serious, there were no clues at all. Looking at her current expression, it was clear that she was mocking his stupidity.

Xiao Yan's warm eyes were tightly locked on Xia Lan's face. His expression was extremely angry, and he spoke with a low voice: "Repay? You think this is just to repay me? "

When Xia Lan hid under the tablecloth, her left hand had already dug out some blood on her right hand. She took a deep breath, doing her best to hide the surging feeling in her heart, and pretended to be indifferent as she asked: "Then what else do you want? You already know what kind of woman I am, so you can look for a new one that is worthy of your liking.

"Everyone is exciting? Your brilliance, is referring to the Gu Xi Jue whose wealth is comparable to a nation? " Xiao Yan's eyes were filled with disgust, he never thought that Xia Lan would actually be that kind of woman who clung to powerful people. In the past eight years, he had truly been blind.

"That's right, otherwise why would I find him to be my godfather?" Xia Lan thought, let's do it like this, this was just a small matter, as long as Xiao Yan gave up on her, and let him misunderstand, the deeper the better.