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The thick smell of smoke and grass assaulted his nose. Her ambiguous and overly bold posture of being pressed on the desk by him made Xia Lan's face look a little awkward.

His actions were somewhat crude and urgent, as if his nerves were suppressing a certain emotion that was about to erupt …

As for Xia Lan, she felt the world spin around her as she was forced to sit on his legs. Even through the thin fabric, she seemed to be able to feel the warmth coming from his skin.

Xia Lan's face flushed red, she bit her rosy lips and looked straight into his deep eyes, unable to see through the darkness inside.

True, she didn't disapprove of him, but that also meant that she liked him.

"Gourmet, please …"

Before Xia Lan could finish speaking, her lips heated up once again. A pair of long hands inserted themselves into her long hair and tightly kissed her, stopping her from speaking any further.

His kiss was sorrowful, yet it also carried a power that could not be refused. Only when he felt that she was not breathing well and that her entire body was paralyzed in her embrace did he unwillingly let go.

He felt as if he had been poisoned and could not stop.

Gu Xi Jue did not know when he started to have desires for Xia Lan, but this desire told him that he frantically wanted the woman in front of him.

This was definitely not an illusion.

Because in the past four years, he had never had such a reaction to any woman, psychologically or physiologically.

He reached out and pinched her jaw, his eyes piercing her eyes so sharply that she couldn't breathe.

"Xia Lan, don't try to avoid me. I am not doing this on a whim, and I am not joking." Gu Xi Jue looked at her seriously, his pupils shrinking as he looked extremely calm.

Xia Lan felt that her heart was wildly beating. She didn't know what such a throbbing heart represented, and wasn't sure if she was this nervous because she was shocked by Gu Xi Jue.

What did Gu Xi Jue mean by that?

Then was he serious?

But what did it mean to kiss her seriously?

She discovered that she really was a bad person because she didn't dare to ask.

She still had Xiao Yan to deal with, and the marriage certificate in Xiao Yan's hands. If it was real, what would she do?

There were too many problems that troubled her.

"Gourmet, don't joke with me, I thought it was just an impulse on your part to kiss me." Xia Lan lowered his head and laughed, as if he did not want to pursue the matter further.

Hearing that, Gu Xi Jue's big hands that were wrapped around her waist tightened around her waist and wrapped around her waist. His thin lips revealed a smile, "I already said it, it's not that I was excited about it, it's that I'm serious. Xia Lan, I, Gu Xi Jue, am serious to you. "

Gu Xi Jue thought, was this considered a confession?

The decision to give birth to Xiao Ze four years ago was considered an impulse. To suddenly confess to Xia Lan four years later was considered an impulse today.

He had been rash these two times in his life and should still be within his control.

Moreover, Gu Xi Jue thought that although Xia Lan seemed weak, she was actually not easy to control.

Alright, he won't deny that to him, Xiao Yan was a strong and forceful competitor.

Therefore, in the instant he kissed her, Gu Xi Jue thought that there was no need to delay any longer.

If he wasn't afraid of scaring her, he really wanted to have her right away.

She opened her beautiful eyes and innocently bit her lips: "I … I … I am not worthy of you."

Gu Xi Jue laughed, he truly felt that it was extremely funny, "What era is it now, do you think they are worthy enough for me?" I had a baby. " Xia Lan bit his lips, lowered his head, and looked a little self-conscious.

How could she not feel inferior? What kind of identity was Gu Xi Jue? Confessing with her did not make her feel happy. Instead, she felt that she was extremely ugly.

Hearing her words, Gu Xi Jue laughed again, and nodded seriously: "En, I also gave birth to a child."

"You know that's not what I mean." Xia Lan panicked. How could men and women be the same?

Gu Xi Jue was still very valuable with Xiao Ze, so the little girl continued to pour into his embrace, one after another.

As for her, a woman who had given birth to a child wouldn't even be worth as much as tofu, not to mention that her father was unlucky and the child was already gone.

"No matter what you mean, I'm serious. Don't tell me whether I'm qualified or not. I don't care." Gu Xi Jue had already made up his mind to confess everything.

The seriousness in his eyes burned through Xia Lan's heart. She wanted to escape from his embrace, but the moment she moved, she was held by his waist and fell into his embrace once more.

Xia Lan was not used to such intimate contact. After struggling for a bit, she was helpless to break free, and could only sit on his lap and shake her head. "I still have many things I haven't done, I can't promise you anything."

Gu Xi Jue released the hand around her waist that was imprisoning her, and immediately stood up and ran out.

Glancing at her, Gu Xi Jue got up and tidied up the wrinkles on his pants. With a sidelong glance at her, he approached her step by step, and stared at her condescendingly. "Alright, I won't force you. I'll help you do whatever you want to do. "

Xia Lan looked at him in shock. He helped her?

His suggestion was very useful to Xia Lan, but after thinking about it, Xia Lan still shook her head and rejected him. She didn't want to use Gu Xi Jue, and even more so, didn't want to bring him into the darkness of her past.

It wasn't fair to him.

"You don't know what I'm going to do, so. "I …"

Before Xia Lan could finish her words, Gu Xi Jue interrupted her. "I think the things you want to do should be related to your child."

Xia Lan looked at him in shock, her expression somewhat startled.

"Don't misunderstand, I did not investigate you. Every time you mention your dead child, you become absent-minded. Although you didn't say anything about it, I think that your past has left a lot of shadow on you, so this is my bold guess. " Gu Xi Jue said solemnly.

Xia Lan nodded his head: "That's right, what I want to do has to do with those, so I do not want to involve you in it."

"Why? Afraid of having an impact on me? " The gaze Gu Xi Jue looked at her with was very dubious.

Xia Lan shook his head: "Before I'm sure how I feel about you, I don't want to use you."