Chapter 187

Body a soft, Gu Qingling fell on the ground, pale face full of tears, forehead that has been red, so clearly visible on the face.

"I thought I could get rid of it, but I can't, I can't really do it. I even can't face the fact that I don't want you to leave me. Our feelings for so many years are so good to me. I have already regarded you as a family. You are so inseparable. However, you sacrifice in order to let us all live Myself, I know what you are thinking, but is it worth it, is it really worth it? " His fist smashed on the ground, Gu Qingling roared loudly and questioned the person who took the picture on the tombstone angrily.

"I've been silent, unwilling to speak, I don't want to talk, I'm afraid that once I speak, I can't help crying. I don't want them to see me like that. I don't want them to see my tears and collapse. You know, I have a baby. You left me, but I had a child at that time. If I could choose, I would rather you live again Come here, I don't want this child. If you leave, I can't laugh even if you have children. You saved so many lives of us, but you didn't get happiness. " Stroking the face on the photo, Gu Qingling cried heartily.

Tianhao, you give Qingling all the love, but my love has already been given to another person. I have no way to respond to your feelings in this life. I can't cut my heart into half, give you half and give the minister half. That's unfair and unfair to both of you.

"In fact, I hate myself. I hate Gu Qingling, who can make you lose your life, but still doesn't matter. When we look at each other for the last time, you always have me in your eyes. The love in it makes me hurt. Do you know, in addition to love, there are blessings. That's the last blessing you left me, but I don't want to use it Li's life keeps me happy. How do you want me to be happy Forehead on the tombstone, face close, so cold.

Tianhao, you must be very cold now. I heard that after a person dies, the body is very cold, without a trace of temperature. You are most afraid of cold. Will you feel uncomfortable.

"If you can, Tianhao, in the next life, don't meet me, don't meet me again. I can't give it to you. I'm sorry, I'm also in pain. Why can the old God be so cruel? You're still so young. Ha ha, it's ridiculous. I should say these words here. But, Tianhao, let Qingling be willful. I know you I don't like my tears, but you are the only family member in the world. If you leave, I can't help but cry. So, let me cry in front of you for the last time, just for the last time. "

With that, he hugged the tombstone, and Gu Qingling burst into tears. Every cry felt the deep pain inside.

When Qin Shichen gasped to find Gu Qingling, as he thought, Gu Qingling really came here to see min Tianhao, Qingling

"Wait a minute. I'll let the others know when you get back to the hospital." After dialing He Yan's phone, Qin Shichen put away his mobile phone and walked slowly into the tombstone.

The closer you get to the tombstone, the more clearly you can hear Gu Qingling's painful and heartrending cry. Your heart is like being held by someone forcefully. It's very painful.

"Wu Wu, Tian Hao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Crying loudly, Gu Qingling kept saying sorry. In addition to these three words, she really has no words to express her guilt and apology.

"Qingling..." Calling softly, Qin Shichen found that his voice was shaking. Yes, Gu Qingling would be like this, and he was also responsible, right? At that time, as long as he insisted, min Tianhao would not face Zhao Hong alone, nor would he be buried there for a long time.

"Wuwu..." Gu Qingling didn't hear the footsteps approaching. However, she didn't want to face Qin Shichen now. She didn't know how to face it. She may have been really too willful. She treated Qin Shichen cruelly in such a way. She knew it was not his fault, but there was no way. She could not pass the pass or her own 。

"Don't you cry here? It's better if you beat me and scold me. Don't treat yourself like this. You're not fully recovered now. I'm sorry to see you like this. " With both hands on Gu Qingling's shoulder, Qin Shichen looked at Gu Qingling with hoarse voice, and his eyes were red.

However, Gu Qingling didn't answer or pay attention to him. He just hugged the cold tombstone with both hands tightly and cried loudly, until the voice began to hoarse and did not stop.

"Don't torture me like this, OK? I'd rather you beat me and scold me, or even ignore me. I don't want you to torture yourself in such a way. I know that you are also in pain. I know that you have been ignoring me because you are also in pain. You just don't want to admit or even face it. But Qingling, when I ask you, don't let yourself bear it alone It's so much. It's OK. " The hands on Gu Qingling's shoulder went to Gu Qingling's front and held her tightly. It seemed that she wanted to rub her whole body into his body and bear all the pain for her."I can't, I can't accept the fact that, you know, how can he, how can he make decisions without my consent, I am his master, I am, I have no command, how can he do this? Does he know, even at the last moment, I don't want to give up his life, not at all." Shaking his head vigorously, Gu Qingling released, and the whole person was powerless to lean on Qin Shichen's arms.

"I know, I all know, but he just wants you to be happy. Do you know, seeing you like this, he must be very sad in the sky. The last thing he wants is to see you like this. I know that. So, Qingling, don't treat yourself like this again. I'd rather you cry out than use that method like before Silent hurt themselves, hurt us. " Strong embrace Gu Qingling, Qin Shichen heartache said, chin top on her head, feel this moment from her body to upload the real feeling.

"I'm sorry, I know I'm very willful, but this is the last time, I promise, I'm the last time to cry, I won't let Tianhao be unhappy, Tianhao doesn't like me crying, so, after this time, I will try to be the strong Gu Qingling forehead that Tianhao wants to see and can support a piece of sky by himself." He wiped his tears and looked at the black-and-white photos on the tombstone. The tears fell again, dripping on Qin Shichen's hands and burned his heart.

Qin Shichen didn't speak, just let the people in his arms cry loudly, until she was tired and stopped crying, he gently helped her wipe away her tears.

When Qin Shichen sent Gu Qingling back to the hospital, it was already three hours later. However, the people in the ward could hardly wait and were irritable. In addition to Gu Shilin calmly sitting on the chair waiting, the rest of the people are constantly walking, constantly looking at the door of the ward, as if the next second, there will be Gu Qingling's figure.

"Don't go any more. I'm going to be dizzy by you. Can't you just sit here and wait for mommy to come back? Daddy and mummy are sure to be OK. You can be more peaceful." Frowning at Gu Qingcheng and sting, and he Yan, who continues to shake in front of him, Gu Shilin jumps out of his chair and holds him back.

If they continue to walk, I'm afraid Gu Qingling has not come back. He has fainted on the ground, and he has been turned unconscious by the three of them.

"We..."

"Mommy!" Sting wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Gu Qingcheng's cheerfulness. With Gu Qingcheng's cheering, other people in the ward looked at the door one after another. Sure enough, Qin Shichen came in with Gu Qingling.

"Baby." With hoarse voice, Gu Qingling looked at Gu's Shuangbao with red and swollen eyes. Her eyes were wet again. During this period of time when she did not speak, she saw the worries of the two children in her eyes.

Gu Qingling's hoarse voice made everyone stay in a daze. They didn't have auditory hallucinations. Did they really hear Gu Qingling speak? For a long time, did she really speak.

"Mummy, Wuwu, I'm worried about us. You finally talked. Qingcheng thought you would never talk to me again." Gu Qingcheng was the first to react. Hearing Gu Qingling's familiar voice, he cried and rushed to embrace Gu Qingling's waist, his head leaning against her arms.

"Mommy, no, let's worry about it again." With a hoarse voice, Gu Shilin hugged Gu Qingling's waist. Although he didn't cry to vent his worries like Gu Qingcheng, the degree of his worry could be seen from his tight frown.

He reached out his hand and gently stroked the heads of Gu Qingcheng and Gu Shilin. Gu Qingling closed his eyes and hid all his sadness.

"Baby, I'm sorry, mommy has worried you. I'm sorry, I just went to see your uncle Hao. I want to see him. I heard what I said yesterday. I also know that my escape makes you all worried and sad. I'm really sorry, because of my willfulness and choice, you are so unhappy. I won't be any more It won't hurt you any more. " Tears whirled in his eyes, Gu Qingling hugged Gu Shuangbao, and looked at He Yan and sting with guilt.

Tianhao, do you see, don't worry about me, really don't worry about me, I have so many people to protect, I won't fall, I will be strong for these people I love, I will, happiness show you, let you also can rest assured in the sky, Gu Qingling is not a coward, she will from now on, strive and seriously face all this.

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