Chapter 203

Qin Shichen didn't speak. Instead, he looked contemplative. His lips closed tightly and his fists clenched. Shao Xiran knew that he was struggling in his heart. He was considering what he said. Since he had listened to him, everything would be OK.

"As long as I ask you to give her some time as brother Qingling, let her go through those problems alone. Only when she has spent it by herself can she be more wholeheartedly with you. Otherwise, even if you give her a lifetime, she will not be able to let go." Speak softly, Shao Xiran persuades earnestly.

"I know what you mean, but I still want to go to her side." Raising his eyes, Qin Shichen said firmly.

"You Shao Xiran was about to be angry with Qin Shichen's words. He said so much that he couldn't understand him.

"But I won't show up in front of her. I just want to look at her and accompany her behind her. I won't get involved in her affairs, but I need to know that she's safe and safe all the time, you know?" Qin Shi Chen said softly.

Shocked, Shao Xiran didn't expect Qin Shichen to say so. Moreover, he said that he just wanted to look at her behind her. For Qin Shichen, it was a difficult thing. After all, his possessiveness was so strong.

"I see, but if she doesn't want to come back, you can't force her to come back, you know, and you have to let us know if there's something." Tightly frowning, Shao Xilan ordered seriously and seriously.

"I see. I'll leave tomorrow. I'll go up and pick up some things." With a clear smile, Qin Shichen got up and went upstairs.

Qingling, tomorrow, I will see you, good. I don't know if you're ok now.

The next day, Qin Shichen got off the plane and rushed to the address given to him by sting at the first time. Although he couldn't appear in front of Gu Qingling, it was good to watch her from a distance.

After confirming the address again and again, Qin Shichen confirmed that the sky blue small apartment in front of him is Gu Qingling's home here. Qingling, you are in it. You must fall asleep with tears now. Why, why do you have to return to this place full of memories that will make you cry.

Qin Shichen chose a more remote corner. He was sure that even if Gu Qingling came out, he couldn't see his corner. Then he waited there at ease. Looking at Gu Qingling's small apartment, his mind was full of twists and turns.

I really don't know what the situation is now. There is no trace of him here, but he wants to watch Gu Qingling grieve for the memory and even the memory. Those six years are the biggest regret of his life, because he not only missed the birth of his son, but also missed the process of Gu Qingling's growth and maturity, which is his most regretful thing.

However, it doesn't matter. After that, he will always be with Gu Qingling. He will never leave her again.

At ten o'clock in the morning, Gu Qingling came out of the house on time. He saw Gu Qingling in a white flower skirt. He was a little thin and with a tired face. Qin Shichen couldn't help but feel distressed. Qingling, how can you lose weight? It's only a few days. You must not have a good meal.

Gu Qingling went out and sat in a car and left. Qin Shichen quickly followed him. He couldn't follow him.

However, gradually, he felt some regret. He followed Gu Qingling to many places, such as coffee shops, dessert shops, even amusement parks, as well as yangxuan's headquarters. In many places, every place, Gu Qingling would sit there for an hour, talking to himself, then crying and laughing. Although he could not hear what Gu Qingling was saying, he saw that Like that, he felt his heart was about to die.

Qingling, those places you went to must have the memories of Min Tianhao, and there were Zhao Ya's during that time. You have been staying in this place all the time. Now, only you come back here alone, or even come back here, just to mourn them. What kind of heart did you come back here? Your heart must be very painful and sad.

"Oh, isn't this the spirit girl? She hasn't come for more than a year. Why are you alone today?" The boss's voice is very loud, even Qin Shichen hiding behind the tree can hear it. This is a snack shop. Gu Qingling used to like to eat these things. It seems that she has come here with min Tianhao or Zhao Ya before.

"Master, according to the previous up can, Xiaoya she did not come back with me, but I will tell her, master, you miss her very much." With a light and happy tone, Gu Qingling looks really happy.

However, how can the sadness in her eyes deceive Qin Shichen, a silly girl, rather than let others share the pain with you, how can you be so stupid.

"Well, you two usually like to come to my place to eat. You always order so much every time you come. Today, if you are alone, you can't eat much. I'll make you some cushions first. You wait." The boss laughed and turned to approach a small group to get busy.

Soon, the things came up, and the boss went to work. However, Qin Shichen was distressed. He watched Gu Qingling eat and secretly shed tears. However, the corners of her mouth always curved. She even habitually put some food on the opposite plate, and she was dazed when eating.Qingling, are you missing Zhao ya? It's her seat. You look really sad and sad now, but I can't do anything. Even the courage to go out and comfort you can't have.

Qin Shichen followed Gu Qingling all the way. He was not found and didn't automatically appear in front of her. When he came to the seaside, Qin Shichen was more distressed. Qingling, did you choose to release yourself in this way? You are letting them free, but you are also making yourself suffer.

The sea breeze was blowing with a salty smell. It was a special smell of the sea. The natural sea breeze made Gu Qingling's eyes red.

Xiaoya, do you remember that this is the place where we come together after work or when we are in a bad mood every day. Here, there are many memories of us. Moreover, here, I remember that we played together, talked with each other, held here and cried together. I still remember that after crying, we would smile and say that each other was a colorful cat, but, Those memories, still so clear and profound in my mind, however, you are no longer there, things are different, everything is off, ha ha, it is really right to say it.

Tears fall from the eyes unconsciously, Gu Qingling ignored, just let it slide across the cheek, fall in the gravel disappeared.

"Zhao ya!" His hands were trumpet shaped, and Gu Qingling called out to the sea.

"Do you hear my voice? I'm in one direction of the sea. Are you ok?" Let go of the throat and shout loudly, Gu Qingling's tears are more overflowing.

Xiaoya, I let you go by the sea. Now, are you looking at me in the sea? We are still together at this time. I'm useless, right? For a long time, I still haven't come out of the sadness, just like in those days, I couldn't get rid of the fact that Qin Shichen was my enemy.

Qingling. Hearing Gu Qingling's cry, Qin Shichen was more distressed. He clenched the hammer in the tree, and he wished he could help Gu Qingling share her pain.

As soon as his legs were soft, Gu Qingling fell and sat on the beach like a lost child. His hands kept wiping the tears on his face. However, no matter how he wiped them, there was no way to finish them.

"Why do you want to save me, why do you betray me? Are we not good? Why do you have to help my enemy do things? You know he is my enemy, but you still ambush in my side for him. Xiaoya, you are really cruel. How can you treat me like this? Can we say that our six-year relationship is so vulnerable to attack I can't believe it. I can't believe it. " Gu Qingling was more excited. He smashed his hands on the beach and threw the sand forward like crazy, shouting loudly.

"Ah Looking up to the sky and shouting, Gu Qingling's pain and tears make the peeping Qin Shichen more distressed. Qingling, don't torture yourself like this. I beg you, don't.

"I don't hate you, I really don't hate you, but why can't I convince myself that you still have feelings for me, you help me block the gun when the bow, those things are so true, however, I still can't believe myself, what should I do, Xiaoya, you tell me what to do, how can I not so painful How can I accept and admit such a fact without hesitation. " Unable to bend down, Gu Qingling this moment so fragile, let Qin Shichen so distressed, so want to hold her tightly in his arms, all her pain added to himself.

"I won't cry for you any more. I will tell myself that it's not worth it. I will always remember Zhao Ya's kindness to me and betrayal of me. I know you don't want to, but forgive me and cheat yourself in this way. If you told me earlier, then things would not develop to such a level. Tianhao would not leave me, Xiaoya, do you know It's you and me who indirectly killed Tianhao. None of us can get rid of such a mistake. " With a bitter smile, Gu Qingling cried so sad and sad that Qin Shichen could not bear to see it and closed his sour and painful eyes.

When he opened his eyes again, Qin Shichen was frightened by the situation in front of him. He did not know when Gu Qingling fainted on the beach. The whole person was soft. If he didn't follow him, what should Gu Qingling do at this time.

In the hospital.

Qin Shichen anxiously walked outside the emergency room. It has been an hour. Why hasn't the doctor come out? What's the matter with Qingling? What's the matter with the children? Are they all ok? Is there anything wrong.

"Pa!" The door opened.

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