Chapter 314 - Waking Up
If it was someone else, then … It has nothing to do with me at all, because Chu Yu is someone that I care about, so … I don't want to gamble. Even if there's a ninety percent chance, I don't want to. Because … There was still a 10% chance of failure.
"I don't understand. Why do you have to do this?" After a long silence, the little girl asked me.
Was he thinking too much of all humans? So... Now that he saw one person giving away money to another, he felt that it was a bit inconceivable.
"What is it that you don't understand?" Turning around to face the little girl, I couldn't help but ask.
What could she not understand now? Could it be … Had she encountered some problem?
"Even if you used the blood in your heart to save him, you …" You two can only survive one, if... If you're lucky, then that's fine, but, sacrificing your own life in exchange for someone else's survival, while you're going to die, is that worth it? " After hearing my words, the little girl was silent for a long time. In the end, she decided to ask me.
If both of them were lucky enough to survive, then both of them would truly be happy. However … If she sacrificed her life to save someone else, the little girl felt that it wouldn't be worth it.
After living for such a long time, when he met with benefits, no one would care who the person standing in front of him was. No matter what the relationship was between them, they would fight for the right to live, even their own father. Between this and benefits, he also chose to sacrifice himself.
So now … When the little girl saw that someone was willing to sacrifice her life for someone else, she felt a chill run down her spine. Too stupid.
"Is it worth it?" After hearing what the little girl said, a bitter smile slowly appeared on my face. I couldn't help but mutter to myself.
Closing my eyes, little by little Chu Yu and I surfaced in my mind. After a while, I opened my eyes and looked at the little girl.
"It's worth it. Because I love Chu Yu, and I care about him, so … I wish him to live well, even if — at the price of my own life, I am willing and willing, and at all costs, to love a man as long as he is good. It doesn't matter whether I live or die. " To the little girl, I slowly enunciated each word, not caring whether the little girl could understand what I was saying or not.
In my heart, I still feel that if... My death in exchange for Chu Yu's survival, then — is worth it.
"Ai …" "Since ancient times, it has always been love that harms people and loves people wrong. I really do not understand the love between men and women between the two of you." After hearing what I had to say, the little girl sighed before shaking her head at me.
I looked at the little girl, but only smiled and didn't say anything.
The little girl's experience was so tragic, so... It is only natural that she would not understand my feelings for Chu Yu.
"In the future, when you meet someone who truly loves you and you love him, you will know why I'm doing this." Looking at the little girl, I earnestly said those words to her.
The reason why the little girl felt unworthy and foolish at the moment was because she had never experienced what I was feeling, nor did she know what I was feeling. One day, the little girl will also have a taste of love, she will be able to understand what I'm doing now.
"Hehe …" Me? I guess I'll forget it. " After hearing my words, the little girl's entire body shuddered and she gave an awkward laugh before saying this to me.
"If I want to give up my life because I love someone, I feel... "Then forget it." After a short pause, the little girl continued speaking to me.
When I heard the little girl's words, I simply maintained a smile, but didn't reply.
I originally thought the same as the little girl. If I fell in love with someone, I would never give up my own life and change my own habits for someone I love. However … When love truly falls on you, you will realize that sometimes you are also so involuntary.
"You're still young …" I wanted to tell the little girl that the reason why she thinks that way is because she's still young. One day, when she's experienced it, she'll understand what I'm saying now. However … The little girl interrupted him before he could finish.
"I've already lived for more than 300 years. Counting my age, I'm older than you. Do you think I'm young?" Extending her arms, she hugs them to her chest. The little girl floats in the air, looking down on me as she says this.
"Yes, yes, yes. You're bigger than me." After seeing the actions of the little girl, I snapped at her.
I've always thought of the little girl as a child, but... She had already lived for more than 300 years, and she was no longer as simple as I had imagined her to be.
"I know you definitely don't want me to do this, but... I really care about you, too, making a choice between your existence and mine. I'd rather let you live. I hope you don't blame me for doing what I did today. " He took out the dagger I had prepared. I raised my hand and closed my eyes, intending to ruthlessly pierce into my chest.
However … Just when my dagger was about to stab into my own chest, I felt as if someone had grabbed my wrist. I couldn't help but slowly open my eyes to take a look, and discovered that Chu Yu had somehow sat up from the bed and was staring at me with a face full of anger.
"Chu Yu? You... You... Didn't you faint already? " Seeing that Chu Yu had actually regained consciousness, I couldn't help but stutter when speaking.
Didn't this little girl already make Chu Yu lose consciousness? Why was Chu Yu awake now?
"You actually want me to faint with that despicable method?" If the great Ghost King was so easily knocked unconscious, then wouldn't I have to give up my position? " A hand tightly grabbed onto my wrist, Chu Yu's tone couldn't help but become more severe.
I can clearly feel the pain in my wrist, but... But she still didn't say a word, because I knew that Chu Yu could be considered to be truly angry now, but I didn't know what to say, so … He could only remain silent.