Chapter 23 - The Heart Stab!
"Lin Xiang, I'm warning you, there's nothing going on between Qin Qin and I. I said it was only the past, and now it has nothing to do with it! Don't you pester me! This is completely different from the way you hook up with other men! "
I feel like I've heard the funniest joke, "You're so funny! When did I hook up with another man? Are you a Sharwin pig? How many more times do I have to tell you before you believe me? "
The topic that I originally didn't want to bring up was suddenly brought to the tip of my tongue, causing me to speak of it uncontrollably.
"You and Qin Xin kissed in front of me, but I didn't say anything. Right now, I just want to invite Senior Zhao out for a meal, and it turns into something that you can't handle? "What about you?"
"Lin Xiang! I'm warning you, stop mentioning Qin Qin! "
"What is it? Talking about your weaknesses, or your heart? If you don't like it like this, then what about you? I obviously didn't do anything, so why are you saying this about me! "
I felt that I had lost control of my voice and screamed out, but I didn't know how to vent the grievances in my heart.
In the afternoon, I was ignored by all on purpose. I was scolded and urged by the counselors over and over again. That feeling of grievance and resentment suddenly filled my chest, making my brain unable to think and shattering my mask.
"To be gentle, even if I am your lover, I still have my own life and need my own friends like you! I'm not a doll! It's not a cloth doll! "
With a gentle sneer, his handsome face became extremely fierce. He raised his hand to pinch my neck. His ice-cold hand made my entire body tremble. He used a gloomy tone to speak to me.
"Lin Xiang! What right do you have to be compared with me? Don't you know your own identity? Do you really need me to remind you again and again? Who gave you the courage to yell at me? Am I letting you off too easily to know what you do? "
The gentle words were like a bayonet, stabbing into my heart. It was so painful that my back turned cold and my scalp went numb.
"Right, I don't have the qualifications. I am just a lover who spent money to buy it!" It's just a toy, what do I count as? I don't count for anything! "
A gentle smile appeared on his face as he casually released me, allowing me to fall to the ground. He looked down at me like a king as he disdainfully said:
"Lin Xiang, you know your limits. If you listen to me, I can give you more than you want. If you don't, I will make you regret it for your entire life! If you don't believe me, you can try. I can become you, or I can destroy you! "
I sat down on the ground and felt very sad, but there were no tears on my face. Because the tears flowed into his heart, his mouth was bitter and his heart was bitter.
When he saw me sitting on the ground expressionlessly, he thought that I had given in, so he crouched down and said to me in a slightly softer tone, "Lin Xiang, I am very satisfied with you!"
He lifted his hand and caressed my lower lip. He seemed to be looking at me in fascination, but it also seemed that he wasn't looking at me because I couldn't see my own shadow in his eyes.
"As long as you are obedient, I can give you anything you want."
I couldn't help but bitterly smile, "You want to listen to me obediently?" Like a dog? To wag one's tail and wait for the master's summons? Back then, were Qin Xin also that obedient? "
It was as if his gentleness was suddenly angered by my words!
He stood up angrily, and his eyes looked as if they were about to spew fire.
"Lin Xiang, I'll warn you one last time! If you have anything else to say, just say it to Qin Qin. Get out of here, don't stand in my way! Let me see! "
After hearing the gentle words, I couldn't help but laugh at myself. Look at this, this is a place to entrust oneself to. My master is unhappy and wants you to scram. You have to get out of here, or the owner will be sick to his stomach!
After he finished speaking, I didn't respond. I thought I was fighting him with silence.
He bent down and squeezed my chin so hard I felt like I was going to shatter it.
"Lin Xiang, you just want to make me angry, don't you? You just want me to destroy you, right? "
I think he was really wrong about me when he said that.
"I just want to have normal social interaction. It's just normal relationships. It's not as bad as you think it is. You think you will do all the things! But I can't do it! "
He was like an angry lion trying to eat me, but I could see that he was doing his best to restrain himself.
He casually picked up the vase on the side of the living room and slammed it onto the floor!
The broken pieces of the vase bounced onto my arm and scraped a thin gash.
"Lin Xiang, if you dare to go out and scam me with this face of yours, try me. I will definitely let you understand what it means to beg for death but not to be able to! With a minor actor like you, it's too easy to destroy you!
With a bloodthirsty smile on his face, he gently caressed my face. Afterwards, he bravely pushed me away before he turned around to pick up the key and left the room.
When the door was slammed shut, there was a violent "bang" sound. It was so loud that my ears were ringing.
I looked around at the debris on the floor and smiled wryly.
This was clearly his home, but in the end, he became the person that left.
I knew I should leave.
I gathered up the broken vases on the living room floor. Some went upstairs to pack their things.
In fact, I really don't have anything here. I don't even need to clean up my tracks.
It was already late at night outside. Carrying my small bag and the small formal attire I had bought previously, I walked out of my house.
There were not even many people walking on the cold street. I walked for a long time before I found a taxi.
When the taxi dropped me off at my small rented place, which was like a lifetime ago, I was still crying.
The act of pretending to be strong and calm has long been left in the gentle house, and in this rented room, I am indeed full of memories!
As the saying goes, a golden lair and a silver lair are inferior to a dog's den. Although my lair is rented, every piece of decoration and decoration was laid out little by little with a lot of time and effort.
I couldn't help but be glad that I had the foresight to pay my rent in full for the first payment.
In life, if only first seen, what is the sad autumn wind fan, I still have a place to live, there is also a place to settle down. It was not that depressing, it was too pathetic!
After a simple and casual wash, I lay down on my warm little bed. I felt that the past few days had been like a dream. Now that I had woken up from my dream, it was time for me to return to reality!
I didn't do anything wrong. It's just that the two of us were unfair in the beginning, so everything that happened after that wasn't fair either.
But the habit is really good and terrible, on the first night I left the gentle state, I actually lost sleep