Chapter 25 - Discussion
After chasing Lu Zhao away, I squatted at the entrance. When I saw him, my bad mood returned!
The funniest part was that he actually said that I had gotten into some sort of relationship with him that he didn't know the last name. Hehe, maybe he would get the production crew to change me tomorrow after that. At that time, I, who have nothing at all, will not know my surname!
It took me a while to recover from my grief.
I'm still Lin Xiang, if I still have to live my days, who am I going to show to with my own self-pity? Who would truly pity me?
I picked up the rag and began to clean. I cleaned the window frame, the sofa floor, and all the furniture.
By now I was panting with fatigue.
But it still didn't seem enough!
I ran to the bedroom and took the curtains off and changed the bedclothes.
Wash these off with your hands.
After doing all of this, I was truly exhausted. I was so tired that I couldn't think. I was so tired that I closed my eyes and fell asleep.
I was awakened by the ringing of the phone.
Squinting, I picked up the phone and saw that it was the director's number. I was so shocked that I lost all my sleep.
When he picked up the call, he heard the other party shout, "Lin Xiang, what time is it? Why aren't you rushing over to retrieve the props? Do you really think you're some big shot waiting for someone to send it to you? I'm suing you, if you don't come soon, don't come again! No one has the spare time to wait for you! "
Can a small part of the show really affect whether I shoot or not? Of course not!
But even if she's just a small part of the show, I still can't afford to offend her!
With a smile, she apologized on the phone and said, "Hurry up!" He hung up.
I didn't have time to clean up. I wiped my face with a towel, put on my clothes, and ran downstairs. I took a taxi to the studio.
When I got to the set, without exception, I was reprimanded by the crew.
I swallow my anger and nod my head to accompany her with a smile and an apology. Only then can this matter be considered to be over.
But you can't blame others for being late to bed!
As for the other Actress in the crew, they were even more disdainful towards me. In front of me, he directly said, "This is good for you. You don't have to keep to the rules even if you have the time. You can come at any time you want!"
"That's right. The set time for the filming crew is for people like us who have no backers. We can only work diligently and bitterly in acting. It's not like we're some people!"
"We can't envy him. He has a background. We can come whenever we want to!"
I felt I didn't have the strength to argue with them. They were talking like a hundred ducks.
Say what you like! If I really had a background, then the first thing I would do would be to throw all these filthy people out, so as not to get in my way!
But I was just thinking about it and feeling good about it.
For several days in a row, he lived at two o'clock. He was either counting the flies, counting the mosquitoes, listening to their gossip, or going home to do housework.
The small house I rented had been cleaned to the point that there was no more space to clean. It was really as clean as it could be.
But I still can't calm myself. I still feel like my heart is in chaos.
In the past few days, I've also done some self-criticism.
Perhaps I am his private property in the consciousness of the great president of the Dragon and Phoenix.
I should stay away from all the males, that's what it is to be a qualified lover.
On the other hand, I foolishly tried to get some ridiculous freedom from him, some ridiculous human rights.
How could a man of freedom and human rights be a lover for money?
I'm just overestimating myself.
So I was wondering if I should take the initiative and call Slow down and apologize to him. Maybe our relationship could be eased a little?
Or could it be because of this that we actually fell? Then should I pay back the one million he gave me before? There were so many problems that my head felt like it was about to explode.
But I never dared to call him, not knowing what to say, not knowing how to face him.
This afternoon, I was still going to report to the movies, but fortunately, I hadn't seen Qin Xin for the past few days.
Without her sarcasm and sarcasm, I felt I could feel better.
But just as I arrived at the set, the black Maybach suddenly stopped in front of the set!
I turned my head and was shocked to see that it was the gentle looking car. Standing at my current position, I could clearly see the two heads inside the car overlapping each other.
I wanted to leave as soon as possible, but my feet felt as if they weighed a thousand gold coins. The door to the first passenger seat opened and Qin Xin walked out, beaming.
I felt as if I had been struck on the head. I felt dizzy and almost unsteady.
I didn't dare to turn around and look at them again. I just ran away and hurried into the set.
Fortunately, he only gently sent Qin Qin Qin to the entrance, and didn't come in.
It made me feel less awkward with him, less awkward with myself.
However, Qin Qin was the victor as he stood in front of me and said, "Lin Xiang, you're being too disrespectful, to actually turn around and leave after seeing me, how disrespectful!"
I kept my head down and didn't say anything, but I thought: What do you want me to say to you? Do you want me to give you a slap? And then ask why you're standing with my man?
I didn't even have the confidence to think of those words. I could only smile wryly.
Qin Qin saw that I didn't say anything, so perhaps he felt bored and couldn't be bothered to respond to me.
Soon, it was my turn. The movie was about my playing Imperial Consort Hua being accidentally pushed off the cliff by someone during the Spring Hunt, and being saved by Zhao Xiyan's acting Emperor.
Fortunately, I didn't have any lines and I didn't need any cheerful expressions, which was just perfect for my current state of mind.
When I'm ready to stand on a platform built out of props, with Via hanging over my body, when all the units are ready to do what the director says, I just need to jump down, and today I'm done.
Almost no difficulty at all.
It's just that it's very high, and I'm still a little afraid.
And with this kind of action, as an 18-line minor actor, there's absolutely no way I can have a substitute for it.
My palms were sweaty from nervousness, but looking at Zhao Xiyan's encouraging eyes, I felt as if I had gained a bit of courage.
While I took a deep breath and waited for the director's command, from above, I could clearly see Qin Qin give her assistant a look.
Her assistant nodded at her and made an OK gesture.
My heart suddenly started pounding, as if something bad was about to happen!
But before I could think about it, the director said, "Action!"