Chapter 36 - We're good friends!
"I really think you're very good! Why do you think you have no friends? "
"I also feel that I'm very good, but perhaps everyone will think that my thinking is a little too out of control. Before, I also had a few good friends, but they all emigrated, so I really wanted to emigrate, but my family's conditions really aren't that good. "But I really like the environment abroad, so I often save enough money to go out and play!"
Suddenly, I was envious of Sun Yufei. She was living so freely and unrestrainedly, so much that I grew up, other than my hometown, and also the capital city. Forget about overseas, I haven't even been to any other cities in the country.
They say that reading ten thousand books to travel ten thousand miles, my heart is not broad enough, vision is not broad enough, perhaps because of this reason!
"So what are you doing now?" I asked her.
"I didn't do any work, just write my own script, write a book or something. Although we are majoring in acting, after finishing our job, it's not easy to find work in this field. Lin Xiang, you don't even know, when we went to university, I especially wanted to be friends with you! Because when I'm with you, I suddenly feel like I want to calm down, but watching you study hard in the library every day makes me feel embarrassed to disturb you. "
After saying that, Sun Yufei laughed shyly. She looked very pretty when she smiled, there were two small dimples at the corner of her mouth, she looked cute and mischievous.
"I'm different from you guys. My parents are just ordinary workers, and our family's conditions aren't particularly good either. Besides studying properly, I have no other options. Only by reading well can I have the ability to change everything in our family, so I have to work hard! " I actually envy them such carefree girls. They don't have that much pressure.
"Then what are you doing now? Are you filming a movie? " Sun Yufei asked as she looked at me with her bright eyes.
"Yes, I took over a part of the Director Wang and played a supporting role in it."
"Wow, Director Wang, such a powerful director! Director Wang? Then wouldn't you be working on the same set as Shadow Emperor Zhao? "
"Yeah, that's right. It's indeed a film crew, but I don't see them often because I don't have much of a role to play." I nodded.
"Wah!" Lin Xiao, you're too lucky! Then can you get an autograph for me the next time you see Shadow Emperor Zhao? "I saw it last time, but there are really too many people. I didn't even get a chance to squeeze in, not even a hair."
"Alright, no problem. If I really have the chance, I'll definitely get your autograph!"
"Really? Lin Xiang, thank you so much! "Come, give me a kiss!"
Thus, I have gained a friend, or perhaps a friend.
I'm so lonely, I need a friend to share my joy and my sorrow, I need a spiritual support other than that of a man. I want my emotions to be released, and I don't want all of my attention focused on the gentle side of things.
I believe that he does not like the dodder woman, although he likes me to be good, I am obedient, but he prefers me to be independent, strong self-love!
Whenever I look at myself in the mirror, even if I look deep and elegant and real, with fine texture and fine flesh and bones. Or maybe: [I am so beautiful that my voice and smile are gentle, as if my charm and allure cannot be described. I know I am beautiful, but am I qualified to have such an exquisite face?] Of course not!
I said to myself in the mirror: Lin Xiang, not only are you beautiful, you're also intelligent, kind and lively. Sometimes you dream, sometimes you are silent, meditating in silence, searching in fantasy. But small you will grow up, small you will mature, may you be stronger! May you be more confident!
That's right, only confident women would be beautiful and worthy of being loved!
Gradually, my life seemed to flash with a light, the light was endless, shining on me to emit this charming radiance, each time I looked at him, there was an extra serious and infatuated, he would even put his arm around me, asked me if I had any feelings in my stomach, together with the fantasy of a boy or a girl.
Just like all expectant mothers, we are filled with anticipation and curiosity for this life that is about to come. We want to bring the best we can to him so that we can do what we can and give him better, better, and more perfect!
On this day, I inadvertently thought about that day when I went to have dinner at Bo Lu Lu's house, so I asked Bo Lu, "Slowly, who did your mother think of when I saw her? Do I look like that person? Does your brother know that man? "
"Why did you ask this?"
"Nothing is. I just found it weird that your brother was so angry. I just got to your house and you and your brother started arguing. Your mom and dad will definitely object to me."
"If you want to hide, why would you object? It's not like you did anything wrong! My brother has been doted on by my parents since he was young. If there's anything that needs to be done, then my big brother will always be there to support him. "Don't think about it too much, okay?"
"Sigh, I'm not thinking too much. I'm just afraid that your parents will have some objections towards me."
He gently spoke in a soft and gentle voice, "Lin Xiang, don't think too much about it. Just be pregnant with our child. Don't worry, I will definitely be a good husband and father in the future! "Believe me, our family will definitely live a good life."
Although his gentle words were ordinary, I was still extremely touched. Tears uncontrollably flowed down my face. The future that he described to me was truly beautiful, just like my long-awaited desire.
"Alright, silly girl. Why are you crying so much? Alright, stop crying. The company is fine today, so why don't you go out and take a look!" "Let's buy some things for our children. We'll take our time to stroll around, and buy everything that's suitable for us. We'll definitely be ready before you give birth."
I looked at him with my teary eyes and nodded my head. "You are so kind to be so gentle!"
"Haha, that's it? In the future, you will find me even better! "
Slowly, I went to the bathroom to wash my face with a hot towel. When I buried my face in the warm towel, I felt like I was being surrounded by warmth. It made all the pores in my body open up.
On the way to the mall, I drove with one hand holding my hand and the other holding my hand. "Lin Xiang, what do you think is the better name for our child?"
"Name?" I shook my head. My mother had been wondering if she should keep him for the last few days, wondering what to do with her family, wondering what the child's name was.
"If it's a boy, what if it's called Mulin? If it's a girl, it's called having an affair? "
Slightly said casual, but I choke, I know, I have fallen in love with him!