C41

I've suffered a lot for him

I couldn't help but exclaim, "I didn't expect that you would actually like Zhao Xiyan so much!"

Sun Yufei nodded her head in disappointment, "That's right, I never thought that I would like him so much, and she's the type that is falling deeper and deeper in. No, I love him!"

Sun Yufei looked out of the window with a misty expression, but she could not hide the deep feelings she had for her.

"Lin Xiang, do you know? When I first saw Zhao Xiyan on the screen, I was attracted to him.

At that time, I was still young and had learned very few words. I didn't know what words to use to describe Zhao Xiyan.

The image in my mind at that time, I just thought he was very good, very perfect, very handsome, but when I grew up I found more words to describe him, 'to look at the other side of the world, green bamboo green green. There were bandits and noblemen, and they had the reputation of being like the stars. Sixi. "He Xi Xi Xi, there's a bandit gentleman, I can't be a martyr in the end."

Do you feel that the description is very appropriate? He is that elegant gentleman, who will never forget his heart when he sees it! "

I looked at Sun Yufei in a daze. I never thought that a girl would use "Book of Songs" to describe a man, but I have to say, her description was very appropriate.

"Sigh, you wouldn't understand even if I told you too much. You don't have my experience, so you can't understand me."

"It's not that there's no way to understand it. It's just that, it's possible that our levels are different. "Although I worked hard to get into the film and television academies because I was alone, I seem to have deviated a lot from my original wish. But now is still a life that I really like!"

"Oh!" Are you doing this for a person? Who is it? "Slow it down?"

"No, not him. I only got to know him after graduation."

"Then who are you doing it for?" She opened her eyes wide.

"I don't even know his name. I don't even know what he looks like now, or if he's what I remember."

Sun Yufei raised her little fist, "Lin Xiang, you're so terrible, you're actually holding me in suspense! Come on, who is it? You don't even remember what he looked like? How many years ago was that? "

"Yes, it happened many years ago. Once, when I was very young, I lost my footing and fell into the water. It was a very remote place, and very few people ever passed by it, really, and at that time I thought I was going to die.

The feeling of being so close to death is unimaginable to you. It is very scary, and just when I had given up struggling and was about to accept my fate and welcome the arrival of death, it was a little brother who saved me.

I don't know his name, I don't know where he came from, he just passed by and saved me when I fell into the water.

When I kept on asking his name and got annoyed by him, he told me that when I become the Big Star one day, he would come find me. "

"Wow, so pure!"

"Yes, that's why I've been working so hard for so many years. But I think that I am getting further and further away from the dream of becoming the Big Star. But I don't regret it at all. I like my life very much. I also like to be gentle. I believe that we will be happier and happier in the future. I'm willing to give up that dream!

I can only say, apologetically, when I think of him, that I cannot keep my promise. " When I think of all these, I still feel some regret

"Actually, it's not really a promise. You didn't promise him anything, right? "Besides, you were very young then!"

"Yes, perhaps he had already forgotten that he had once saved a person like me.

What about you? What have you been holding on to all these years? "

Sun Yufei seemed to have fallen into a reminiscence, her eyes were also slightly confused. "Sigh, if you say it out loud, it will be filled with tears. Chasing after a star was really very difficult!

At that time, I was still a student and didn't have much money, but as long as I knew where Zhao Xiyan settled down in this city, I would think of all sorts of ways to get there.

However, as a little fan, I am truly too small. Even until today, I have never really spoken to Zhao XIyan face to face

At that time, I didn't have any money, so I saved up all the money for eating. I saved up enough money to go to see Zhao Xiyan, or to watch him in the movie club.

I have collected all his posters and all his albums. And the money I spent on these things was all saved little by little by me. I really can't bear to eat, can't bear to wear, but I can't bear to spend all my money for him!

I feel that I love him more than I love myself!

At that time, I was thinking that if I became like him, if I was a star or an actor, I would be able to get closer to him. Therefore, I tried hard to get into a film and television academy to study for acting, but I really didn't have that talent.

When he first started looking for a job, he really did run into a wall many times. He really ran into a wall many times.

Until today, even though I gave up trying to enter the showbiz, I had never thought of giving up on Zhao Xiyan. I believe that one day, I will face him face to face and tell him that I love him! "

I looked at Sun Yufei, and suddenly felt that her love is a little crazy, but maybe it's just that she is my love, and she is my friend, I felt that even if she is crazy, she has reason to be crazy, and it is within reason.

I comforted Sun Yufei by patting him on the shoulder, "It's alright, Yu Fei, you don't have to enter the field of acting at the moment, you just need to find a profession that you like! As for Zhao Xiyan, we're on the same crew right now. Although I'm not very close with him, if there's a chance, I'll definitely help you create it! "

"Really? Lin Xiang, is what you said true? Will you really help me? "

"Of course it's true. We are friends after all. If I don't help you, who else should I help?"

Sun Yufei ran over and hugged me, "Lin Xiang, you're really great! How can you be so good! "

I quickly pushed her away. "Aiya, this isn't anything important, so why are you praising me like this!? This is only natural, didn't you help me before! "

"I'm nothing compared to you!"

"Yu Fei, we're friends, there's no need to be so polite between friends."

She tugged at my hand and said, "Um! Lin Xiang, we will be good friends for the rest of our lives. When you need me, I will definitely stand by your side! "

"Thank you, Yu Fei. Me too!"

Two beautiful girls. This afternoon, sitting on the sofa, they made the most important vow each other had ever made in their lives!