Chapter 46 - You're just a substitute!
Before I could recover from what happened, I was scolded. I blinked hard, winking away the tears in my eyes and the aching pain in the lamp before I could clearly see who was pulling me.
"Why are you here?" I asked absentmindedly.
Qin Qin Qin raised his eyebrows and said in a shrill voice, "Why am I here? It's a good thing I'm here, otherwise you'd definitely die. You don't have eyes or brains, are you a pig? Stupid like this? Or blind? You didn't see so many cars! I really don't know what I have been so slowly thinking about you, stupid and stupid! "
Listening to Qin Qin scolding me, I couldn't help but laugh. The more I laughed, the more I wanted to laugh.
Qin Qin Qin looked at me in fear, "Lin Xiang, you're not scared are you? What are you laughing at? "
My laugh was desolate and was filled with tears. "I am not an idiot. I don't even know how I became like this. Haha, if I am not a pig, then what am I?"
Qin Qin Xin rolled his eyes. "Don't ruin this pig. Pig is much stronger than you!"
I'm not in the mood to argue with Qin Qin. However, she did save me just now. "Senior Qin, thank you!"
After which, I staggered and turned around to leave. Qin Xin pulled me back and asked seriously, "What happened to you and Gentle Heart? A fight? "
I didn't even raise my head. "Arguing? Hur Hur. What right do I have to quarrel with him? I don't even deserve to carry his child with me."
Qin Qin Qin asked sternly: "Lin Xiang, what happened? There's something very wrong with your condition. "
"There's someone else who's so gentle. Tell me to break the child, and tell me to scram."
Qin Qin Qin's eyes widened as he pulled my hand and asked, "Is there someone else?" Who? "Who is it?"
I helplessly shook my head. "I don't know either. It's just that I feel that they look very similar to me."
Qin Qin let go of my hand, and even took a step back.
I looked at Qin Xin with a strange expression, "Senior Qin, what's wrong? Do you know this woman? "
Qin Qin Qin smiled bitterly, "No, I don't know her. But I know her, I've heard of her before, and I'm even more familiar with her and her gentle past."
Without waiting for me to continue asking, Qin Qin told me about my pitiful state, perhaps it was due to pity for my downfall.
It turned out that the woman was called Zhang Mancha, a gentle and beautiful woman, as well as the precious daughter of the famous Iron family Zhang family. She was born a noble and she was also the gentle Qing Mei.
The two of them grew up together, and were well-matched. They were very close, but not long after Zhang Mancha left the country to study, they accidentally went missing.
The Zhang Family, the Bo Family, and even though most of the resources and manpower had gone abroad to search for Zhang Mancha, after searching for many years, they still didn't find anything. After a few years, everyone believed that Zhang Mancha was no longer here.
The pain of losing a lover's gentleness was heartbreaking, but it was also a blow to him. After coming out from the shadow of losing love, he began to linger around the flowers, winning songs every night.
Furthermore, she had some connections with many Female Star s whose appearances were similar to or similar to Zhang Mancha's. The current Confucius Group was even more so created because Zhang Mancha had an actor's dream since she was young.
As for me, Lin Xiang, I have met her for the past few years and look the most similar to her. Qin Qin said that Zhang Mancha and I are at least eighty percent in love, and I couldn't help but recall the scene in the living room when I was standing at the door just now, as well as the unprecedented gentleness and gentleness. It reminded me even more of the face that was very similar to mine.
What a ridiculous fate! How cruel reality was!
As I painfully reminisced about my sweet past, Qin Qin's timely appearance once again gave me a big slap on the head!
The east wind is evil, the love is thin, one mind is sad, a few years away. Wrong! Wrong! Wrong!
Wrong, everything was wrong! I burst into tears again.
Qin Qin Qin looked at me and said seriously: "Lin Xiang, you are just a substitute. You have been unrestrained and unrestrained for so many years, and have never treated anyone with sincerity. Her kindness to you, her gentleness and consideration for you, is entirely through you to see the Zhang Mancha he loves the most! Lin Xiang, wake up! "
"That's right, it's all fake. It's all just my misconception. But I actually fell tragically in love with him. Heaven's will is truly messing with people!"
"Lin Xiang, why are you tormenting yourself like this? So what if she was out of it? I loved him too, but am I not living well? He doesn't love you, she doesn't love you! "
I said self-deprecatingly, "Yes, he doesn't love me, I'm just a substitute. So when he was looking at me in a daze, he wasn't looking at me, but his parents were looking at me in a daze and thinking that I was too similar to that person. So it turns out that his brother's anger was due to hating this double of mine, hur hur, everything is fake, everything is fake!"
Qin Qin Qin nodded, "Lin Xiang, wake up, you are an actor, so what if all of this is fake, so what if you are a substitute, if it is slow, it can help you get what you want. You will be at the top of showbiz, and that is enough, right? You didn't lose much, did you? "
I shook my head, but didn't say anything. Qin Qin wasn't me, so she wouldn't touch the sorrow and heartbreak in my heart.
She may feel content when she is made into a film.
But she did not know that in the days I spent with him, I had never thought of getting what I wanted through him. No, I had thought of it.
My love for him, not mixed with anything, not mixed with merit, I just fell in love with him, just fell in love with him.
I loved him who ran to the hospital with me in his arms. I loved him who stewed soup for me with his own hands. I loved him who gave me a warm hug and a sweet kiss.
But, the dream had awoken and shattered. Everything was an illusion, a mere illusion.
"Senior Qin, thank you for telling me all of this, and also thank you for saving me earlier." I am sincerely grateful to Qin Qin, she let me understand everything.
"I don't need your thanks. I just want you to understand the truth of the matter. I can't bear to see you in such pain. Are you still planning to give birth to him? "
I couldn't help but smile wryly, "I can't decide whether I live or not. I've already made an appointment with the hospital and the doctor. They'll probably let me have surgery tomorrow."
Qin Qin Qin patted my shoulder, "Lin Xiang, believe me, if this child is defeated, it would be good for you. Men cannot rely on themselves, they can only rely on themselves to grasp the situation the most!"
I nodded. What was I hoping for?
Qin Qin was worried about being alone, so he sent me to the place I rented before he left. When I returned to this house, I looked at the small room that was still the same as before and once again burst into tears.
Almost every time I came back, I was always in such a sorry state, so insignificant and insignificant.