Chapter 49 - So you are the Devil!
I sat in the resting room, where I could still see the busy staff outside. I was very glad that I had just finished filming the movie. If I were to film now, it would be impossible for me to adjust my state of mind and mind.
Maybe I should thank him for letting me die. Maybe I should thank him for letting me see how poor I am.
My eyes no longer had tears in them. My tears had dried up from crying. No matter how much pain there was, no matter how much pain I suffered, the pain would still pass. Perhaps this was even better.
However, just as I was trying to adjust my state of mind, forcing myself to accept all of this and accept reality, I slowly walked in.
When I suddenly saw him, I still couldn't control my excitement, but there wasn't a trace of warmth on my ice-cold face.
"Lin Xiang, when are you going to the hospital?"
I didn't expect that the first thing I said to her slowly would be to ask when I was going to give birth to a baby. I really want to laugh at his face!
When I didn't say anything, he came closer and closer to me. He had already robbed me of the air around me, making it hard for me to breathe.
"Lin Xiang, I'm warning you! Get rid of the baby! If you dare to let Mancha know, I will! "
"You want to stand here and speak, aren't you afraid that Zhang Mancha will know? Didn't you say that you and I are not from the same world and that there is no need to speak? What are you doing now? "
"Mancha has gone to the washroom. Lin Xiang, there's not much time left for me to not want to waste it with you. If you obediently go and beat up the child, you will naturally get your own benefits."
I slowly stood up and leaned closer to him. I couldn't care less about anything else, I just wanted to ask the question in my heart, "Delay it, anything you want me to do is fine. You just have to answer one of my questions."
He slowly and impatiently said, "What do you want to ask? Hurry up and ask. Don't waste your time!"
It was as if my heart was pricked again, but I didn't want to continue lying to myself anymore. I met his gaze and seriously asked, "Delayed, did you really like me? Even if it's just a little bit? "
He slowly took a deep breath and just as he was about to answer, the two of us heard Zhang Mancha's voice asking: "Hello, may I trouble you to ask if you have seen our thinning?"
The person outside replied: "Hello Miss Zhang, I saw thinning walking over there just now."
"Mm, okay, thank you!"
Hearing Zhang Mancha's voice, he slowly but surely started to panic. He came closer to me and whispered in my ear, "Don't think about doing anything wrong, Lin Xiang, let me tell you, hurry up and finish off this child for me. If you let Mancha find out about this child, I won't let you off!"
My eyes flashed with pain. A bone-piercing cold spread through me, causing me to feel a little scared. The dreams of the past were shattered time and time again. The person I thought I could always accompany was only my fantasy.
"What is it? What other ideas do you have? Let me tell you, Lin Xiang, even if you can escape, your parents cannot! Think about it yourself! "
"Calm down, you dare!" He actually threatened me with my parents? Was this still mild? Is this still the gentleness I know?
"Lin Xiang, you have overestimated yourself, and underestimated me. If you don't believe me, you can try. See what I can't do, what I don't dare to do."
His tone was gentle, but his voice was extremely cold. It was like a cold wind that had blown through the arctic, able to freeze a person in an instant.
With that, he slowly left.
There was silence in the room once again. I squatted on the floor and held my chest. Why must it be so tormenting? Why must you be so cruel? I just love him!
I silently squatted on the ground for who knows how long, before the noise outside slowly turned into silence, before Zhang Mancha and I finally left.
I collected myself, took a deep breath, and left the set.
The streets were bustling with people. The sun was scorching hot, but it didn't touch my heart. I walked all the way to the hospital, which was described slowly yesterday, but I kept feeling cold and dark.
But I know that what I have to face, I have to face all the time, or this is not just an end, but a beginning, the beginning of my life.
I sat on a hospital bench and sent a message to Bo. "I'm at the hospital. I can operate anytime."
After sending the message, I just sat there dumbly, relaxing my mind, relaxing my body, silently saying to the child in my heart: Child, I'm sorry, after a few twists and turns, you still can't see this world, but perhaps this is also a good thing, at the end, there won't be disappointment, there won't be sadness, right?
Then, I thought of something and picked up the call without even looking at it carefully: "Lin Xiang, why aren't you here yet?"
"Where to?" It was Sun Yufei's voice. Surprisingly, I didn't understand what she meant.
Sun Yufei was still laughing, but she couldn't get infected by me.
"Lin Xiang, aren't you being too happy with your small notebook? You are too ungrateful! I said I would celebrate for you today. I reserved the restaurant yesterday and sent you a text message. Don't tell me you didn't see it! "Then I'll be too sad!"
It was only until now did I suddenly remember that we spoke the same words yesterday. The funny thing was that I was still immersed in happiness yesterday and was still chatting with Sun Yufei while blushing.
"Yu Fei, there's no need to celebrate. Everything is over."
Sun Yufei's tone became sluggish, and asked with a hint of probing: "Lin Xiang, something's wrong with your words, what's wrong with you? Why didn't they need to celebrate? What's over? Why do you sound so weird? "
I raised my head, trying my best to not let my tears fall, "Yu Fei, I haven't gotten a certificate, and I won't get one. We're finished. It's over, it's all over."
Saying these words again didn't seem that difficult, but why was his heart so sour? Why did it hurt so much?
Sun Yufei softly shouted in shock, "What? It can't be? What happened? Lin Xiang, where are you now? Don't be sad, there might be some kind of misunderstanding. Tell me where you are, and I'll go find you! "
I took a deep breath. I thought, Maybe Yu Fei coming to accompany me, will let me have a little to rely on!
"I'm here," But before I could finish speaking, she slowly appeared in front of me. I looked at her slowly and said to Sun Yufei who was on the phone, "Yu Fei, wait a moment, I'll call you back later. I still have something to do."