Chapter 53 - None of your business!
I did my best to control my temper and prevent those obscenities from sticking out of my mouth. I took a deep breath and gently said with a smile, "thinning, it doesn't seem to be your problem whether I hook a man to come home or not!"
He slowly took a step forward, stared at me angrily, and said: "Lin Xiang, are you that unloving, so crappy?"
At this moment, Zhao Xiyan had just put away his suitcase and was about to take his clothes to bid farewell to me, but just as he was about to put his hand on the clothes in my bosom, he saw the gentleness of his glare at me from the door.
"thinning, long time no see!"
Lin Xiang pointed at him and said to me, "So it's her. Lin Xiang, I was wondering why you were so obedient. "You're really a natural born water flower!"
With that, he slowly threw it away and the box in his hand shattered. It was probably a porcelain vase or something like that. There was only a violent shattering sound.
But in my heart, I have already exchanged blows with the 'Slow Down' and 'Slow Down'. They have already completely ended. Why should I listen to his obscenities? Why should I allow him to personally attack me?!
With one hand, I pulled Zhao Xiyan away, while coldly looking at the corridor as he stepped on my shoulders, "thinning, you don't need to meddle in my matters. Please, mind your own business!"
I slammed the door behind me.
Standing at the doorway, I tried my best to calm my heart, but the whole time, my breathing became more and more intense. Zhao Xiyan, on the other hand, walked over to the sofa by himself and sat down without saying anything.
He slowly stood in the corridor, looked at the tightly shut door, and actually did not recover for a long time. Lin Xiang actually shut him out? Lin Xiang actually slammed the door towards him?
It had to be said that this was the first time Lin Xiang treated gentleness in such a manner, and caused it to become a little awkward for a moment.
Ever since he left the hospital, he had been very agitated these past few days. He tried very hard to restrain himself from thinking about Lin Xiang again, but the image of Lin Xiang lying on the sickbed would appear in his mind from time to time.
Even though Mancha was still the Mancha from before, he felt that he and Mancha seemed to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers. This distance, wasn't given to him by Mancha, but was given to Mancha by him as well.
A few days ago, he had been in a trance a few times, and couldn't help but ask himself, what was he thinking at that time, but the result was without a single exception, all being Lin Xiang.
After thinking about it slowly for a few nights, she came to the conclusion that Lin Xiang was still young and had never experienced this before.
Coincidentally, his assistant had told her that Lin Xiang had bought a new house, and he was still a little proud of this girl.
He slowly bought a present and prepared to come over to Lin Xiang's new home to visit her. If no one took care of her, he might be able to help Lin Xiang boil a pot of soup to help her recuperate her body. However, when he stepped out of the elevator, he saw something!
He actually saw Lin Xiang standing in front of her house with a man's jacket in her hands, talking and laughing with another man?
Was she unable to endure the loneliness? She couldn't wait to find someone else the moment she finished with him?
When she saw that it was Zhao Xiyan, her anger flared up. Previously, she had argued with him about his freedom or what rights he had. Now, the first thing she was free to do was to meet with this Zhao Xiyan!
He had pushed aside tens of millions of meetings to come visit her, and she had slammed the door on him!
He slowly stood at the door, wanting to smash open that damned door, but his mind was telling him that he couldn't!
He tried his best to relax, turned around, and left.
I stood at the doorway and listened for a long time before I opened the door quietly. Only when I found that the corridor was empty did I let out a sigh of relief.
Zhao Xiyan leisurely sat on the sofa and drank his water, while casually flipping through the magazines on the tea table. He casually said, "How could it be a joke, it's a natural thing for humans. But Mr. Bo seems to have misunderstood my relationship with you, do you need my help to explain it?"
I hastily waved my hand. "No, no, no, there's no need for senior. If he wants to misunderstand, he can just misunderstand. In any case, he won't be able to remember a small fry like me for a few days."
Zhao Xiyan turned his head around with interest, looked at me and said, "Lin Xiang, don't belittle yourself. You are an outstanding actor, and in the future, you will have many achievements.
Zhao Xi's tone was brisk. After he finished speaking, he stood up and politely said goodbye to me before returning to his home.
Back in my room, I lay on my bed and thought about what Zhao XIyan had just said. I had comforted myself with those words before, but it was useless to lack them. In my opinion, one with gentleness was day, the other with darkness.
How could he fly again in this kind of wind?
He thought too much and didn't want to think about it anymore. Since it was already over, what was the point in making things difficult for him again?
My heart, is destined to be lonely, although I love gentle, but, let the past pass him, I only hope that I can remember those beautiful, then the rest, let him drift away with the wind!
I will always remember that I once loved that man, but it is already the time of my death.
It was only then that I realised that I hadn't eaten for more than a day. I weakly got up to pour myself a cup of water to drink, but the water in the water in the water bottle was ice-cold. At this moment, when I needed someone to take care of me the most, I realized just how fragile I was.
The doorbell rang. I went to open the door weakly, only to see that Zhao XIyan was standing at the door.
"Senior, why are you here?"
Zhao Xiyan politely asked me, "Can I go in?"
I nodded and turned to let him in.
After Zhao Xiyan entered the room, he placed the box in his hand on the tea table. Then, like the conch girl, he brought out a bowl of soup, a few side dishes, and a few small rolls.
As he was taking something out, Zhao Xiyan said, "I saw your expression in the morning, and then I heard from Mr. Bo that you had an operation. You probably haven't eaten yet, and I just went out to eat and thought the taste wasn't bad, so I packed a serving for you. "It's still hot. Hurry up and eat some!"
I stood at the side, unsure of how I should thank her. I stammered, "Senior, I … I …"
However, Zhao Xiyan did not pick me up, "Then you can eat first. I still have things to do, so I'll be leaving first!"
After saying that, he politely nodded towards me before opening the door and leaving.
I sat on the sofa and looked at the table full of delicious food. I felt warm in my heart, like a warm sun shining into my heart, just like Sun Yufei.
Chapter 54 Don't be silly!
Ever since that day, I've never seen anything so gentle. Originally, I've always wondered how he knew that I had moved, and how he came to visit me whenever I thought about it. When I thought back to that day, he probably brought something with him as a present to me! He didn't know what he had bought.
But it's not important. I've already tried my best to let go of this matter outside my heart. No matter who he is with, it has nothing to do with me. It's not important anymore!
I, Lin Xiang, am a cockroach that cannot be defeated. So what if I meet with setbacks and obstacles, I will definitely pass through.
Perhaps it was due to the excessive amount of blood flowing from my wounds, but my complexion had been unable to recover. Luckily, Zhao Xiyan and I were neighbors. He had really taken special care of me.
Ever since the first time, when I was so hungry that I could almost swallow a cow, he brought me food. Without thinking, I directly started to eat heartily; whenever he had the time, he would bring me food.
But just for me to eat, he did not sit with me at the same table, and in addition to cooking, he went home, faithful to his duty, warm and very good, so I was almost full of impression of him.
How could there be a good man like Zhao Xiyan in this world? He was handsome, had a good temper, and was also a virtuous person who would anger others. Whoever married him would simply fall into a pot of honey in the future.
And although Zhao Xiyan was very warm-hearted, he maintained the right distance from everyone. He didn't seem to be that intimate, but he was also just right. I thought that doing this would be very difficult.
For the past few days I have been haunted by a nightmare, I can always dream of a little friend standing in the sea of fire, crying to me, I checked online, the interpretation of the dream said that life gradually became difficult, there are worrying things, the life of a bad omen.
The moment I heard it was a bad omen, I was so scared that I didn't dare to sleep anymore. I feel that ever since I met him, nothing good has happened, no, I can't say it like that. It's all thanks to him that I have the money to treat Father's illness.
On this day, Zhao Xiyan packaged my chicken soup, Yang Zhou stewed my dried silk and fried pork with knife and bean, all of which were my favorite dishes. He just smiled politely and went back home, and I wondered if I should write him a note of money for what he always bought for me, since the dishes he bought were not cheap.
When I was resting on the bed after having eaten my fill, I heard a knock on the door. I thought that Zhao Xiyan had come to give me something else, so I happily went to open the door.
He was dressed in a black suit, with bright red lips, and the latest sunglasses of the season. He looked like a person who had walked out of a fashionable movie.
I lowered my head to look at myself. It was just an ordinary household uniform. My hair was tied up in a messy bun on my head. Without a doubt, my face was pale and my lips were bloodless.
"What? You're not welcome? Are you just going to block the door for me?" Qin Qin Qin held her baby and stood at the doorway as he removed his eyes, looking as if he was looking down on all the other heroes.
I stepped aside to make room for her.
"That's more like it!" As she spoke, Qin Qin twisted her slender waist and walked into my house.
I stood behind her and closed the door to her room, looking at Qin Xin who was still examining her.
She stepped on her high heels and gracefully stroked the back of the sofa. Then she picked up my glass of water in the open kitchen and looked at the sunlight.
It was like an inspection, then I looked in my bedroom and saw a pile of protective granules on my bedside table. The motherwort granules curled their lips at me. You prefer to stand? "
My face was a little red. I casually picked up a blanket and covered my legs as I sat on the sofa. "There's water in the kitchen and cups, so I won't entertain you. Just do as you please."
Qin Qin didn't care about my cold tone. He shrugged his shoulders and said carelessly, "I don't expect you to take care of me. I really don't have that thick of a face to ask someone to serve me tea."
Qin Xin made me not know what to say, so I just sat on the sofa in a daze.
Qin Xin went to the kitchen and poured herself a cup of water. She casually placed her eyes and small bag on the tea table, and said to me with a disdainful tone: "Lin Xiang, you can do that, now you live in your own house. Many people have worked hard in the capital for 20 to 30 years, yet they still couldn't buy a toilet here.
I stomped on Qin Qin, but didn't say anything.
Qin Qin Qin did not feel awkward or embarrassed at all, he continued to speak, "Lin Xiang, how long has it been since you last looked in the mirror? Look at your miserable state, tsk tsk tsk, it's really too horrible to look at! "
She made me blush a little. I had indeed put on a bit of a sloppy appearance when I was at home these past few days, but wasn't Yuanzi the one who shouldn't be moving the water?
Qin Qin Qin walked to the side of the sofa and sat down on the side of me. He tidied up his skirt and crossed his legs as he said, "Look at your pale white face, your eyes are red and swollen, and your face is already so thin that you have a hole in it. And your hand, look at it! Do you need to be so miserable? "
I ignored her, or maybe I was embarrassed by what she said.
"Oh, that's right. Not only did you leave a man, you also beat up a child. How about it? That feeling, it's so indescribable for people that haven't experienced it before, it's so sour! "
I was angered by her words and said angrily: "Qin Xin, what are you trying to say? If you want to make a joke out of me, then take a good look. As you can see, I am indeed very dispirited and haggard, but once I recover, I will definitely have a good day! If you are fine, then please go back! I need to rest! "
Qin Qin Qin was not the least bit angry after hearing what I said, "Lin Xiang, if you had such an imposing manner towards Feng Wen, why did you have to suffer until today? I have already advised you that you are determined to do as you please. Do you think that it is love that will be given to you if you are gentle? Don't be silly, how can someone like him have love?
To him, women are only clothes, they are playthings, and at most, they are partners. The rest are not. "
I lowered my head, not wanting Qin Qin to see my broken heart and sad expression. When I spoke of gentleness again, my heart would still ache. My heart would become complicated. Joy and pain mixed together, torturing my weak nerves.