Chapter 57 - How can you be so unloving!
My heart went cold, because I knew it was all over!
My mother must be disappointed in me!
I lowered my head, tears streaming down my face, but I dared not speak.
Mother held onto my shoulders and shook me with all her might, "Lin Xiang! Say it! Tell me! What's the matter with you? Is that how you do not love yourself? Didn't you say that you want to become a Big Star? Then was Big Star supposed to be pregnant before marriage? Was it just to give birth to a baby?
Lin Xiang, you disappoint me! Are you sorry for me and your father? How could you do such a despicable thing! What are you going to do with Mommy and Daddy in the future? , how did you become like this! "
I sobbed silently, but I didn't dare to respond to my mother's words. It was just like what my mother said. I was simply a stain on my parents' faces!
When my mother saw that I was crying, she hugged my head in pain and cried with me, "Wuwuwu, my silly daughter! You are the son of a moon! You can't cry. If you cry, there will be something wrong with your eyes! You've suffered so much, why didn't you tell Mommy! You're the flesh that dropped from your mother's body! Do you know how heartbroken your mother is?
Why didn't you tell Mom? So Mom can take care of you! "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" My foolish daughter, what grievances did you suffer? How many hardships did you suffer?
My mother's words made me cry again.
I almost cried my whole life's tears. I just hugged my mother and cried, but I didn't want to say anything. I didn't want to open my eyes.
Mom cried as she lightly tapped on my shoulder. "You disappointing child! You ignorant child! Why don't you know how to take care of yourself? How can Mommy be at ease with you! "
Just as my mother was scolding me, Xi Wen suddenly walked over and said to my mother: "Auntie, don't blame Lin Xiang, it's all my fault, it's all my fault!"
My mother froze at the slow words. She turned to look at him, then back at me.
He slowly took a step forward, and said with a sincere face: "Auntie, this child is mine. I will pay all responsibilities to Lin Xiang! The reason why our child miscarried was an accident and we all did not want to do it, it was all my fault. Aunt, please don't talk about Lin Xiang anymore, she is already suffering in her heart! "
My mother froze on the spot, and I couldn't figure out what was going on.
Slowly, she took the opportunity to walk forward and pass me a hot towel, "Xiangxiang, quickly wipe your face! It's not good for my eyes to be crying! "
Then he handed her a towel and said, "Auntie, don't cry too! I will take good care of Xiangxiang. I will definitely let her take good care of her body! Auntie, please rest assured! "
I don't know what he's selling in the gentle calabash, but I'm grateful to him for saying so!
At least, it would make my mother feel less upset and a little more reassured.
While she was digesting his words, she helped my mother to sit on the sofa and said: "Auntie, you have been on the train for a long time, you must be tired. Please sit for a while, drink a cup of hot water and rest for a while, I will take care of Xiangxiang!"
After that, he walked to the bedside. I subconsciously looked to the side and saw that there was a kind of inexplicable sadness in his gentleness. He went up to help me lie down and covered me with a blanket.
He didn't mind even if I tried my best to avoid my touch, but rather, said to me in an extremely gentle voice, "Xiangxiang, you are currently a month old and can't tire yourself out too much. It's better for you to lie down more."
He then arranged my mother's luggage aside and said to the two of us, "Today I will show my aunt my hand. Let's eat at home today at noon! Xiangxiang is not in a good condition to go out, and I see that there are no ingredients at home, I will go down to buy them, Auntie, please take a good rest first! "
Then, he looked at me and said, "Xiangxiang, what do you want to eat?"
I shook my head.
He pursed his lips slowly and left.
After he left, my mother quickly got up and sat on the edge of my bed. "Is this runaway child really his?" she asked.
I closed my eyes and nodded.
"Then, when you called me to ask for my account book and said that you wanted to register the marriage, you wanted to marry him?"
I nodded again.
"Then did you register?"
I didn't know how to explain it to my mother. Could it be that I should tell her that my ex-girlfriend, who had been so slow since the day I registered, had returned, so she not only left me alone in Civil Affairs Bureau for a whole day, but also told me to scram?
Or should I say that I was only a double in a gentle impression, and now that the main character was back, my double was no longer of any use.
No matter what the reason is, I have no way to open my mouth to tell my mother!
My mother, seeing me keep silent, thought it was because of me and Bo, so she didn't want to answer.
And he sighed and said, "Oh, I don't understand you young people! Just leave it to be done! Isn't it good to be happy and have fun together and be nice to each other? I didn't have a relationship with your dad back then! When the two big families thought it was not bad and decided to get married, look, didn't they already have a good half of their lives? "
Thinking about the past, my heart is so sad!
Back then, I also wanted to live our lives in peace and quiet, in harmony with the beauty and joy of life.
However, the fuller the ideal, the more cruel reality would be!
It was this cruel reality that directly shattered my beautiful dream and sent me from heaven to hell!
Let me taste the bitter fruit of hell!
However, these were not things that could be said! I just closed my eyes, quietly enduring the pain in my heart like being cut by a dull knife, but on the surface, I still had to cater to my mother, trying my best to not let her see any clues.
She won't stay here for long. She's just worried about me, wanting to see me, seeing that I'm all right. After that, she'll have to go home and take care of my sick father.
Therefore, while my mother was here, I absolutely couldn't let her have any worries or doubts about me.
Thus, everything she said, I chose to remain silent, causing her to mistake it as tacit agreement.
Not long after, he slowly made his way upstairs.
He was carrying several bags in his hand, and I watched him stand in the kitchen, gathering up his purchases.
In the blink of an eye, the empty refrigerator was filled to the brim.
He greeted my mother very politely and amiably, but his hands did not stop. Anyone with a discerning eye could tell that this was definitely not the first time he had cooked in the kitchen.
I could even see from her eyes that she was satisfied with him, but my heart was even more confused. What was he trying to do? What are you trying to do with me?
However, I couldn't ask him in front of my mother. I didn't even want to talk to him for fear that he would see through me. Thus, I could only remain silent.
While she was busy in the kitchen, my mother was too embarrassed to sit around waiting for someone to serve her. He went to the kitchen to help with the pickled vegetables, or to peel garlic and scallions, chatting idly.
"Mr. Bo!"
"Auntie, don't call me Mr. Bo! "Just tell me to slow down!"
"Oh, okay, take it easy. Auntie knows that the child is gone, so you must be very sad too!" But, like you comforted me. As long as Xiangxiang's body recovers, she will still have a child, right? "
Slow down and nodded. "Yes, Auntie, that's what I think! Rest assured, I will definitely take good care of Lin Xiang! We will have children in the future, and everything will be better! "
"Yes, that's what it means!"
"Take it easy. Do you cook often at home?"
Qin Mu asked out of curiosity as he saw how smooth the movements were.
"Yeah, girls have slender hands. They often do this kind of rough work, so it's easy to make their hands thicker.
Lin Xiang was an actress, so her image was very important. Not only her face, but her hands were also very important. So, I normally don't want Lin Xiang to touch these things, so I'll do my best to help him do it. "