It really left me speechless!
"Mom, why are you so sad? People have to grow up! When I grow up, I'll be able to make money to support you. It'll make life better for you and my dad. This is a good thing! "
"Yes, Mom is very happy to see you doing well in the future!" Sigh, mom is just empty-minded. If only your sister was here too! "
Mom's words made me not know how to respond. For a moment, the room became unusually quiet.
I know, my mom must be thinking about my sister again!
"Mom, don't think too much about it. Maybe little sister is currently living a happy and happy life like a princess in a good family! Maybe, her adoptive parents. Much richer than you and my dad. "
"You will comfort me, may you! I really hope that Fei Fei will not suffer from anything! " As he spoke, Qin Mu started to sound like he was about to cry.
is a fortunate child, so he will definitely live a good life! He must be very happy right now! Maybe one day we'll find him? When that time comes, our family will be reunited.
"Mom, believe me, once I earn money, I can ask a lot of people to help me find it. I will definitely find it!"
My mother choked and turned to protect me. Mother will wait for you to bring Fei Fei back! "
After I said that, my mother and I didn't talk anymore. Every time I mentioned my sister, my mother would be sad for a while. I knew she just needed time to adjust herself, and my mother was missing her little girl again.
After a while, I heard my mother's steady breathing and knew she was asleep.
I got up quietly and went out of the bedroom. The curtains in the living room were open, and the moonlight shone in the living room, causing the originally dark living room to suddenly brighten a little.
I stood at the window and looked out at the bright lights. At this time of day, there were still a lot of people who hadn't slept. They were probably having fun or working. Or maybe, he was just sitting there doing nothing like me.
That night, my mother's words reminded me of my sister, Lin Fei.
She was a beautiful, cute, and innocent girl. After so many years, he didn't know where she was or what she looked like. He didn't know if she was happy or not.
I didn't even dare to think about her being alive. Such a heavy and cruel topic was something I couldn't think about, and I was afraid I might collapse.
That year, she was around six years old. At that time, the family was in a bad condition.
Mom and Dad had a poor salary at the factory, so they set up a stall for extra cash while we were away, while my sister and I stayed at home with the neighbors watching over us.
I was in elementary school by then, sitting on a bench in the yard, working on my homework, my sister playing with the pebbles on the ground in front of the gate.
The next-door neighbor's aunt was also sitting in the yard, knitting a sweater.
But the tragedy had come quietly.
When I finished my homework, I looked up and saw no one at the entrance, so I asked the aunt at the side: "Auntie, where is Fei Fei?"
Auntie said with a confused look, "Hey! I was just playing here! "
I thought my sister must have run down the road with her little friend, or gone to the next house, so I wanted to hurry and call her back.
However, I've searched every place I can find. However, there was still no sign of her sister.
I found my parents and didn't get my sister back. Just like that, my sister seemed to have vanished from the world. There was no more news.
For a while, my mother almost cried herself dry and her voice cracked. But, please, many people couldn't find Lin Fei.
Finally one day, someone said he had seen her, but it was at the station in the county town that he had seen someone take a long bus ride with a girl who looked so much like the girl in the photo. But which bus it was, the man didn't know.
We also called the police, but during this year, we don't know how many children have disappeared throughout the country.
At that time, I wanted to be a police officer. I wanted to capture all the traffickers in the country!
Because the children they abducted, how many families had been broken and how many old people had cried and blinded!
In addition, after many people kidnapped their children, they didn't treat them well. Instead, they made these children beg for money to show off their skills, and even made them disabled so that they could easily beg along the streets.
I don't understand how there could be such heartless people in the world. Don't they have children of their own? Didn't they themselves grow up with children? Could it be that in their hearts, there was no trace of pity or humanity?
However, it was because of that accident that I changed my mind and walked all the way to the dark.
Therefore, time was the best medicine.
After a few years, his parents were able to accept Lin Fei's disappearance, and they slowly walked out from the pain of losing their youngest daughter.
However, only when I was in a similar situation could I feel how much pain they were enduring.
It can be said that the pain they have to endure is hundreds to thousands of times worse than the pain I have to endure from a miscarriage a while ago!
I looked out of the window at the unfamiliar scenery. This place was completely different from the house I had rented before. All I could see were broken little buildings, and the yard was filled with trash.
Right now, it was an upscale community. Below the building, there were many cars the size of matchboxes, as well as a green lawn, a flower bed, a rock garden, and a fountain.
There were tall buildings in the distance. They looked like they were from the modern era. It was as if they had become especially tall and big, as if they were from a city.
I don't know how long I stood there, I just wanted to empty my mind, to empty my heart of all those sad and sad things. I felt that only then would I be able to peacefully sleep, not fall into a nightmare, and not face those things that I didn't want to face in my dreams, and didn't dare to face again.
The next morning, my mother and I had just finished our breakfast. I was discussing with her about reporting a group of tourists to the city and asking her to take a walk in Beijing as well.
Although I can't personally accompany her to play, but the tour group has professional tour guide, and other playmates, I believe my mother will not be lonely.
But mother very insistently refused, "I don't want to go out to play, you are now the son of the moon, I want to stay at home to take care of you!" So what if I went out to play by myself? Besides, there are plenty of opportunities to do so.
I repeatedly emphasized, "Mom, how can I need any care! I just need to rest, not touch anything cold, not eat anything cold, right! You can go and play without worry. You can go in the morning and come back in the evening! If you are farther away, you will be able to spend the night outside and come back the next day! "
I always felt that it would be too much of a pity if my mother came and stayed in this house.
His mother was already 50 years old, and this was her first time in Beijing. How could she not have some fun?
Just as my mother and I were both insisting on our opinions and arguing, the doorbell rang.
I walked over to open the door. Although I had already prepared my heart, the moment I saw how light it was, my heart still throbbed slightly.
I stood in the doorway, trying to think of what to say, to let him go. Don't disturb my life again.
But before I could think of the right words, my mother came up behind me and said happily, "I'm on my way! What are you standing at the door for, come in! "
He casually sat on the sofa in the living room and cordially asked my mother: "Auntie, did you have breakfast with Xiangxiang?"
"Yes, I have! I just finished eating. Take it slow. Have you eaten yet? There's still food in the kitchen, auntie will cook noodles for you! "
Without waiting for a response, I said directly to my mother, "Mom, he must have eaten. You don't need to be busy!"
It was so gentle that it didn't seem awkward at all. I just smiled and said: "Yes, aunty, I've eaten before, it's like this, you see, you've gone through so much to make a trip to the capital with great difficulty, Xiangxiang is not feeling well, and needs to rest at home properly, but I have time, I'll bring you out for a walk, what do you think?"