Chapter 85 - Enchanted
I gently parked the car to the side, carefully helped me off the car, and used my hands to cover the top of my head. I was flattered for a moment.
"Calm down. If you remove your hand, I won't feel comfortable." My hair looks like it's going to break down in one fell swoop. The real reason is that such intimacy really doesn't suit both of us.
The water deliberately fall flowers merciless, do this to do who to see?
There's no Zhang Mancha here right now, I suddenly felt that it was laughable.
His gentle hand paused for a moment, then he retracted it, "Didn't you say you want to eat the dishes in this shop last time? It just so happens that I came here with a friend last time. The taste is indeed quite good.
Last time?
I was stunned for a moment and carefully recalled what happened. I seem to have a small impression that I was pregnant and wanted to eat something spicy at the beginning.
"No need for that, let's go to another restaurant. I don't really want to eat anymore." I lowered my head, trying to make myself look less bedraggled.
"Didn't you want something to eat last time? Why don't you want to eat it now? "
A frown appeared on his face, and he seemed to despise me for not knowing what was good for him.
I thought so.
"I just don't want to eat anymore. I'm leaving first." I turned and walked away, but was stopped by a gentle hand.
"Lin Xiang! What are you so uncomfortable about? Last time, I said that I wanted to eat with you, but during that time, I didn't have the time to eat with you. Today, you have come, yet you want to leave, what are you thinking about? " His tone gradually turned cold.
Yes, I was the one who was making a fuss about wanting to eat this restaurant, but now I just don't want to eat anymore, right?
Why is there so much to the 'gentle' part?
"Don't you know what I'm thinking? I have already said it, but right now, I do not have the qualifications to say what I want to say, but if I am to delay it, one day, I will have the qualifications to say it! "
I almost shouted out these words. I just couldn't stand to see such an expression of gentleness. Why, on what basis could he be so carefree?
"I won't give you this chance. If you don't want to eat, then let's go home and eat." I thought about the possibility of anger, or the possibility of anger, or the possibility of anger, or the possibility of anger, or the possibility of anger, or the possibility of anger, or the possibility of anger, or the possibility of anger, or the possibility of anger, or the possibility of anger.
Of course, I couldn't believe he wasn't angry.
Seeing that he wasn't angry at me, I heaved a sigh of relief. Earlier, I probably spoke slowly like this due to a brain congestion. If it were another time, even if I had ten times the guts, I wouldn't dare to do so.
I am.
After returning home, I watched as I slowly took out the ingredients one by one and washed the dishes and cut the vegetables for cooking.
When I was young, I used to think that men who could probably wash their hands and make soup were all good men. If I could meet a man who would wash my hands and make soup for me, I would probably have saved the entire galaxy in my previous life.
But now that he thought about it, what a ridiculous idea it had been.
It would be gentle enough to wash my hands and cook the broth for me, but I didn't want that at all. Because the reason he learned to cook at the beginning was probably for Zhang Mancha.
Listening to the skilled sound of cutting vegetables, I felt a pang of sadness in my heart.
Even if the food was made gently for me to eat, I wasn't particularly happy.
Why can't you just treat me as Lin Xiang?
"Turn on the TV if you're bored." He saw me when he was picking materials from the fridge, probably because he saw my blank expression, so he frowned and said to me.
I mechanically searched for the remote control. So what if I saw the TV? Would he say that I wouldn't be bored after watching TV? No, I'll be bored turning on the TV.
I will continue to let my imagination run wild.
"Let me do it." Wiping my hands slowly, I took the remote control from my hands. Our fingers touched, and I pulled it back as if I'd been electrocuted.
Faintly, I could feel the gaze of gentleness falling on me. I lowered my head even lower. As I thought to myself, the gentleness quickly moved my sight away.
"Is it cold?"
I didn't understand why she would say that. I looked up at her in a daze and shook my head.
"If you're not cold, then don't shrink. If you shrink, it will be easier for you to bend your back."
Was there such a saying?
I didn't understand, but when I thought about how I, the hunchback, would be dressed in a formal attire, I shuddered decisively. That would be very ugly, I am going to become a Big Star, and if I were to become a hunchback in the future, it would be as ugly as wearing a formal dress.
A shiver ran down my spine, and I sat up straight.
A chuckle sounds in my ear, and I stare at it.
"What are you laughing at? Is it that funny?"
"You're in a good mood?" He said with a gentle smile.
I was stunned for a moment. Did he say that slowly just now to make me happy? Is this the way to think about a whole lot of people?
"Yes." "Yes," I said, and the thoughts in my heart were like wine that had been brewed for a long time, and the tastes dispersed in an instant.
There was sweetness, there was bitterness, and that was probably the taste of wine.
"When you're in a good mood, watch TV. I'm going to cook." Slowly, he pressed a button on the stage and prepared to leave.
But his entire body froze.
On the TV, it was exactly the scene where the second male lead forced Female to go to the hospital to give birth. The second male lead mercilessly escorted the female lead away, leaving Female alone in the long corridor of the hospital with his body hugged.
In the empty corridor, Female's crying voice was so pitiful that people couldn't help but want to cry when they saw it. However, the second male lead didn't even turn his head and cried for a long time.
"One, two, three …" She was still foolishly waiting for the second male lead to change his mind, or perhaps she could come back and save their child. But she didn't. The second male lead just openly left like that.
Without even looking at her, she suddenly laughed as if she had been abandoned by the world.
The scene changed and they turned to the operation table. It was time for the doctors to perform the drainage operation on Female.
"No need, it looks pretty good." Seeing that Bo Li was about to change the channel, I suddenly opened my mouth.
At that time, I was the party involved, and now I'm just a bystander. I really wasn't sad at all, really wasn't sad at all.
So there really is no need to change the channel. This kind of TV looks pretty good, so it keeps me awake.
"You like to watch variety shows." As I slowly spoke, I changed channels. I looked at him mockingly as he put down the remote control and fled.
I suddenly laughed.
Was he feeling guilty or guilty? Hadn't he always cared about nothing?
Could it be that his first child was taken from him before it was even born?
If that was the case, it would be a relief to see whether it was true or not.
Silently, I picked up the remote control and switched to the TV show from the previous one. I purposely turned the volume up to maximum.
"Doctor, I beg of you, don't let my child run away, I don't want it, I don't want surgery anymore." Female who was tied up on the operating table said.
"I'm sorry, the operation has begun."
The cold machine didn't have the same effect on TV, but I could almost hear the sound of flesh slicing open as it went down, the pain, the emotions of that time.
I don't know if it's for the Female on TV or for myself.
What I know is, I'm not in a good mood right now, I'm not happy, and I even cried?
Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, Female's first sentence after waking up resounded through the entire living room.
"I hate you. You don't need me, so why are you forcing me to give birth? That's my child, and that child also has my blood."
I hate myself. I hate myself for not being able to protect my own child. I hate being admitted to the hospital without resistance, for taking away my own child.
That child, does he also hate me?
He hated me for depriving him of the chance to see the blue sky and white clouds. He hated me for depriving him of the chance to grow up.
I myself am also the culprit. The most innocent person among them isn't me, it isn't me, it's the unborn child.
I'm an executioner, and I've committed a crime and I've never been willing to admit it.
"Pah!" With a sound, I turned off the TV and threw the remote control to the side, hugging myself and crying uncontrollably.
That child, I, who loved children since I was young, had once longed for a little baby. I had even thought of how to become a qualified Mummy, but in the end, because of my own irresponsibility, I destroyed my own child.