C105

Chapter 105 - The Air Is More Fresh And No Feelings

A marriage without feelings is a lonely grave.

After I got in the taxi, I saw Ouyang Chen waving at me from afar while looking at the shrinking figure in the camera. I thought, actually, there's nothing bad about meeting this person again, after all, he has an interesting sense of humor, and would not make me feel sad, so I only knew to make me laugh.

Unfortunately, all they could do was think about it. The world was so big, and everyone was busy with their own tasks. The clock spun around and around, signaling the passing of time. The interaction between these two strangers was like a hand and a minute hand.

They might just happen to meet, and they might never meet again.

When I got home, I only drank coffee after a day of wandering. My stomach was very hungry, and from time to time, I could hear people yelling at me.

"Stop being so noisy, I'll immediately find something to feed you." From time to time, I patted my stomach.

I don't know if there's any food I can eat in the fridge. If there isn't, I don't want to choose between cooking and going out to eat.

Sure enough, when you're not in a very good mood, it seems like all the bad things are coming at you in one go, indicating your bad luck.

Looking at the refrigerator that only has all kinds of vegetables, even the tomatoes that can be eaten right then don't exist, I wail.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!" "How can it be like this? I'm really hungry."

With a bang, I slammed the refrigerator door shut and sighed.

"My precious stomach, you might have to endure for a while longer."

When I go out to eat, I still have to walk. I'm afraid I'll pass out from hunger on the way, so I might as well eat at home. First, I'll boil an egg to cushion my stomach.

Man, never give up trying. I only wanted to make a simple porridge, but I feel that it would be too unfair for me.

He was drinking coffee and flirting with his dream girl. If I had treated my stomach badly, wouldn't it have seemed even more tasteless? I'm going to be a man of taste, so I'm going to change from three meals a day.

Even if I don't eat it slowly, I have to eat it well. Why wouldn't he eat it?

With this thought in mind, I cooked a huge table of dishes. Every dish would feel full just by eating a mouthful or two.

"Burp –" A loud and clear burp sounded out. Looking at the leftovers on the table, I used my bowl to cover the food with good intentions. I created the illusion that it was specially made just for eating slowly.

Eating and drinking to your heart's content, you can also go to sleep after watching a play.

I was very satisfied with my mission for the day. After quickly taking a shower, I ran into my bedroom and locked the door. I watched the television with satisfaction as I laid down on the warm bed.

From the bedroom, he could see the sky outside.

A few scattered stars hung in the sky, shining weakly.

When I was young, my mother often told me that the stars in the sky were our ancestors who left us, protecting us in the sky. As we gradually grew older, my mother's ancestors who protected us became less and less, almost to the point where we couldn't see them anymore.

Even though I know the explanations of science, I still often think, is it because our ancestors didn't want to protect us, these unworthy children, that they hid themselves?

Without the protection of my ancestors, my life is getting worse and worse. Even the marriage I once dreamed of is fake.

I have been envious of other people's love, often like to hide in bed watching TV in the story of youthful love, watching other people grow up.

I don't have a childhood sweetheart, and I don't have that kind of love story, but I still long for the day when my hero will step on a rainbow cloud and pick me up.

But all the good things I dreamed of didn't happen. I was married, but not as romantic as in the TV novels. I just succeeded in becoming a man's wife from a lover.

Of course, he only had the title of wife.

I laughed self-deprecatingly. In this lifetime, it's impossible for me to have a romantic wedding anymore, right?

When I stand at the highest position in the entertainment circle, I will think of a way to divorce her and then slowly retreat, disappearing from everyone's line of sight.

To live in seclusion, the ordinary life is my pursuit.

As for becoming a Shadow Queen and becoming a super Big Star, that was just an obsession of mine when I was young. That person said that it doesn't matter even if he doesn't come find me when the time comes, because if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have been able to grow up safely to this day.

Because he … I have the present, so I will fulfill my promise to him.

I don't know when I fell asleep, I only know that I thought of a lot of things in the night, the uncontrollable crying in the middle, I try not to cry out, think more and more.

He was crying harder and harder.

Then, probably tired from crying, I fell asleep. In my daze, I thought I heard someone open the door, someone sigh, someone lie down beside me, someone cover me with a blanket.

I think that was probably my imagination. It was a dream that I had. Everything in the dream was because I couldn't get it normally, so I was obsessed with it, allowing the scene to appear in the dream.

Unfortunately, a man's dream is always clear when he is dreaming, but when he wakes up, he cannot recall it. A dream is just a dream after all; a dream is nothing but a dream.

I slept for a long time, my head swimming, and I knew I had slept for eight or even ten hours, but my eyes were too sleepy to open.

Thinking back to when I could only rest for three to four hours a day just to make a living, I laughed at myself in my heart. Lin Xiang, you have really fallen.

Even though I was unwilling, I still struggled to my feet. I couldn't let the demon of sleepiness defeat me.

Everything in the room was as tidy as it had been before I fell asleep.

I sat on the bed with listless eyes.

Sure enough, that was just a dream.

After a simple cleaning up, the dishes on the table were still the last things I had to clean up. I casually picked up a dish and placed it in the pot.

The slippers at the entrance were placed in the same position as when I came back, without a single mistake.

"Heh, Lin Xiang, oh Lin Xiang, what are you waiting for? "How could he come back? She's probably trying to please her mother-in-law right now."

I slapped myself on the forehead.

There was only one thought left.

It really hurts. How can I have such a heavy hand on my head? What if it breaks?

It would be even worse if the wound was shot. In the field of actors, one's face was considered a good person. If one was hurt, it would affect a lot of things.

"Mirror, where is my mirror? Where is the mirror, and where is the mirror? "

I hummed, looking for my little mirror.

He carefully examined my naturally seductive little face. Luckily, I wasn't hurt.

I was relieved.

However, when I let out a breath of relief, I saw a pair of eyes staring at me from the entrance of the study, as though they were looking at a fool.

He subconsciously shielded his face with the mirror. However, the palm sized mirror really couldn't block my face. It was possible that my head was submerged in water, which was why I did such a foolish thing.

After the incident, I had done a lot of analysis on myself. The result was that I was shocked by the gentle look in my eyes, which was why I reacted so foolishly.

"That … You, why are you here?"

After saying those words, I really want to give myself a big slap. Isn't this nonsense?

"Come back and rest." Slightly speaking, he crossed me to the table.

Table

My heart thumped.

"Oh, slow down, you …" I stirred the food on the other side of the table in the morning, and it looked terrible, and I must not let it show.

I thought to myself.

"Hmm?"

A frown appeared on his face.

"I think the weather is good today. Go out and eat breakfast."

Ye Zichen frowned even more.

Just when I thought that I would not agree or even argue with him again, he spoke slowly.

"Alright."

I feel that the air is fresher, and I am full of spirit.