I'm afraid you're really blind
May the years be good, you and I.
"Calm down, thank you for sending me to the hospital." "However, I was originally sick because of you. If it wasn't for you, I would be alive and kicking right now, and you pushed me down twice for the goddess in your heart. I will remember all of this, and one day, I will return all of it back to you."
Now give me a little sugar, and I'll forget all the hardships of the past?
There was no door, one yard to one yard.
The moment I said that, I could clearly feel the cold air in the room becoming colder.
A true warrior dares to pay for what he has said. Even if his gaze is colder, I cannot admit defeat.
I stubbornly persevered and looked him in the eye. I wasn't afraid that he would be angry, so what if it was his birthday?
Am I not telling the truth?
I sneered.
If he was still angry at this moment, or if he just left me behind, then it proved that he really shouldn't be liked.
I think, I probably have some prejudice towards the gentleness, no, I should say that I originally have some prejudice towards the gentleness. This man, how can he recklessly hurt other people's feelings?
Even in the beginning, the relationship between the two of them wasn't that close. His gentleness shouldn't be so excessive, and it shouldn't hurt my weak little heart so much.
Am I wrong?
Besides, he was the one who tried to force me to sleep first. I have already made it clear that I am not that person and there is a misunderstanding between us, but he still tried to force me.
The man was scheming, and it was all because of him.
Because of him in the morning.
I hatefully thought that perhaps it was because I was too angry, so I bit my lips. Due to the excessive atmosphere, I didn't even stop when I moved my mouth.
As such, I was sorrowful, bleeding profusely from my mouth.
I hate it.
"Give me the paper." Seeing that I couldn't even conceal the smile on his lips even though he was pursing his lips slowly, I stared at him angrily and extended my hand towards him.
"Call me husband." The gentle voice was like a cup of old wine, intoxicating me. I shook my dizzy head and said, "No! I'll take it myself. "
He moved his body and a tearing pain came from my body. He slowly pressed me onto the bed. With a stern expression, he reprimanded me, "Don't move. You will have to rest up in bed for the next week."
The man who hadn't wanted to give me a piece of paper took it from the side and wiped his mouth with it.
"What did you say?" Next week? Bed rest?
How could I!
"No, I have to leave the hospital today. I took leave of absence frequently for the previous movie. This movie has just started, so I can't delay it any longer." The Director Zhang is different from the other directors. He wouldn't waste time waiting for an artist like me to arrive.
"Lin Xiang, do you think you can go by yourself? "If you were to go today and leave behind some hidden dangers, your career as an actor in the future would almost come to an end." Slow and cold, looking at me, "Don't you understand your own body? Why didn't you tell me if you knew you were hurt? Isn't it fun hiding it from me? Do you know that if this goes on, you might end up lying in bed for the rest of your life? "
He was so slow that he almost shouted.
I think the gentleness must have been meant to be serious. Even if I had been touched twice, it wouldn't have been as bad as that, would it? That was already a severe cripple.
How is this possible?
This joke of being gentle was a bit too big.
"Slow it down? Are you cursing me? I was pushed twice by you, how could I be so seriously paralyzed in bed? Do you think I don't have any common sense? Although the corner of the sofa is a bit hard, it still isn't enough to directly break my spine. If you curse at me, then I'll have to trouble you not to speak nonsense.
Who asked him to curse me to be crippled, I will rely on him for my entire life. Even if he likes Zhang Mancha, since he made me disabled, I will take responsibility, and at that time, it would be best for me to be disabled as well.
I feel that my heart is really getting darker and darker, actually having this kind of thought.
"You just had an abortion, and your body wasn't fully recovered, so …" I gently clenched my fist so that I could see the veins on it.
I was completely stunned. I thought my body had completely recovered after the miscarriage, leaving behind a hidden danger. How is that possible? My mother came to take care of me for a period of time. I paid attention to it and rarely bothered about it at home.
It was just a miscarriage, how could there be such a serious sequela?
"Slow it down, you're joking, right?"
I don't believe it. If it's true, then is the sequela cured? Will it affect me to have another cute baby in the future? Would it explode without my knowledge?
My mind went blank for a moment.
So, is this my unborn baby's revenge on me? Because his Mummy abandoned him and took his life?
After all, when I woke up, what I saw was the shape of a fetus. It was just that I subconsciously wanted to forget, to make myself forget that tiny shadow that hadn't fully formed yet.
I really am a cruel and unscrupulous person.
"Lin Xiang, I don't need to lie to you because of this. I'm sorry, I didn't want to hurt you, I will be responsible for you." Her voice was very soft, as if she had made some sort of important decision.
"Slow it down? Is there anything else you're hiding from me? " I looked at it slowly. I didn't know when, but I was actually crying. The tears blurred my vision, making me unable to clearly see the figure on the other side. I could only vaguely see a lump of black.
"Lin Xiang, no matter whether or not there will be children in the future, I will take good care of you.
"My child hahaha, I still managed to guess a bit, didn't I?" Am I not pregnant? "
No pregnancy. So what if you accept me gently? I'll never see my baby again. My baby, won't it?
"No, I know how to compare. It's a bit more difficult." I could feel the gentleness in his words. He still wanted to give me hope, maybe one to ninety-nine percent chance, right?
I suddenly felt that I was very ridiculous. For a man, he lost the right to be a mother and almost became a vegetable. Was it really worth it?
The answer was yes — not worth it.
I began to regret, why should I look for a gentle one, why can't my attitude be more resolute after my mother came here, I didn't want my mother to worry, but who will pay for my future?
I will transfer the money from the hospital to your card. We are not suitable, really not suitable, being with you, I have never been better. After I leave the hospital, I will move out, thank you for taking care of me, thank you for preparing food for me every day.
I looked out of the window, not letting my tears run, not letting my vision blur.
If I can't break it, I'll suffer, so I have to cut through the mess quickly. "" No, I don't. "" No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
Maybe the heavens felt that I was too out of place with the gentle ones, which was why they gave me all kinds of tests.
And I had paid the price for my capriciousness.
To be gentle to the point that we are never from the same world, it is already nonsense for people from two different worlds to want to walk together.
I was wrong, I was wrong from the start. If I had been able to persevere a little bit more, if I had started to make things clear, if I had started to control my own heart, then in the end, I would have been too unaware of my own self-love.
I laughed self-deprecatingly. It was unknown if it was laughter at me or at my pitiful thoughts.
"Lin Xiang, I won't leave. I have already said that I will take responsibility, and I will take responsibility until the end. There will be trust in my gentle words, and, we are husband and wife. "Don't think that I did it for you. I did it just to block out the public opinion that might exist."
Look, this is the man that you have fallen for. He, has never done anything for you, and you actually liked such a man. Lin Xiang, oh Lin Xiang, I'm afraid you're blind.