You're my woman
"Lin Xiang, are you in a bad state these few days? As I'm talking with you, you can even fall asleep. " When Zhao Xiyan brought the usual dishes over, he couldn't help but look at me in confusion.
"I don't know either. I've been sleepy for the past few days."
As I was talking with Zhao Xi, I actually nodded my head.
And not only that, my appetite also shot up.
After eating half more every day, I felt like I was about to turn into a pig. My waist area has also become much bigger than before.
At first, I thought I was too sad, but gradually, it didn't seem like that.
Looking at the food that Zhao Xiyan brought, I wanted to eat, but I was also very sleepy.
"Do you want to go to the hospital?"
As soon as Zhao Xiyan's suggestion came out, I hurriedly shook my head and stuffed a mouthful of food into my mouth, "I'm not going. I don't want to go to the hospital. It's too depressing."
"So it's like that. Then I'll go pick my mom up today and we can leave tomorrow."
Tomorrow, so soon? Wait a minute, what did Zhao Xi say just now?
Tomorrow, we
"Zhao Xiyan, what do you mean? You want to go abroad as well? "
"Yes, my mother's condition has stabilized, so I want to take her out for a stroll. It's not suitable for her to recuperate in the hospital, and you know that my boyfriend is waiting for us abroad to get his certificate."
Zhao Xiyan's face suddenly lit up with happiness and shyness. I smiled and teased him.
"Then, congratulations, senior. It seems that senior's relationship is very stable. First, it seems that you are very bashful."
"Little girl, you can tease me now!"
Zhao Xiyan pointed a fried chestnut at my head.
"Sigh, Senior, I was wrong. However, my IQ has been low for the past few days. Don't knock my head again. If you knock me stupid, I'll be in trouble."
"It's alright, he's already stupid enough. Don't be afraid of him being stupid." I know that senior is saying this on purpose. Senior has been coming to me for the past two days mainly because he wanted to enlighten me. I understand his intentions.
Wait, why does it feel disgusting?
"Senior, I, puke!"
I stood up and sprinted to the washroom with my hands covering my mouth. I was in too much of a hurry and almost ended up with a dog eating shit.
Fortunately, I was able to regain my footing with my excellent balancing act.
Not completely.
But in the end, he still felt uncomfortable.
After lying in the bathroom for a long time, I felt like I should be vomiting, but there was nothing.
Zhao Xiyan came in from behind me. He looked at me, who looked a little unwell, and asked, "What happened to you?" Could it be that the food I bought today was not good? So you're feeling a little sick? "
I waved at him, but I didn't have time to answer.
"Ugh!"
After spitting out a lot of bitter water, he was finally not that disgusting.
"Senior, I'm fine. I roughly know the reason."
I'm still a pregnant woman right now. In my previous pregnancy, although I wasn't feeling well, I didn't have so many symptoms.
Plus, the child was gone because of the gentleness of the situation, so I deliberately didn't think about that.
But these two days, all my reactions were similar to those described in the books I read about pregnant mothers.
Sleepiness, vomiting, and being able to eat.
Before this, there was no reaction, but these two days it had suddenly become so intense.
I put my hand on my stomach, child? Are you worried that Mummy doesn't want you? Don't worry, Mummy won't leave you out, now that Mummy only has you, how can I leave you out?
"Lin Xiang, what's wrong, why aren't you saying anything?"
However, after I finished vomiting, Zhao Xiyan noticed that I was in a daze. He thought that something had happened to me and immediately shouted towards my ears.
"Senior?" Although I know that you don't like people like us, but can you suddenly understand how to show mercy to a lady? My ears, do you want to shatter my ears? "
Couldn't he lower his decibels a bit?
This voice, is it trying to shout 'deaf' directly to me?
"Sorry about that, I was worried about you too." Zhao Xiyan felt a little embarrassed by my words. He reached out his hands to rub his ears and nervously said.
"Worried about me? "Don't worry, what's there to worry about? I have hands and feet, and I'm still alive and kicking."
"Alright, alright, you're the oldest. Whatever you say is whatever. I'll go to the hospital to pick up my mom. If you have something to say, you can use the phone to practice."
Zhao Xiyan looked at his phone. It was getting late, so he told me.
"Go, go. Picking up Auntie is more important." I waved my hand at Zhao Xiyan.
Watching Zhao Xiyan leave and sit in front of the mirror, I suddenly felt a little helpless. When I thought of my children, I thought of the room they had prepared for me, and I thought of the words I had heard back at the hospital.
My child may not survive.
But now, I want him to be healthy and alive.
"Baby, can you hear me? If you can feel your mom, you have to survive. No matter what, your mom will take care of you, watch you grow, and don't leave your mom alone, okay? "
I do not think of myself as a heartless person, just as I cannot be ruthless to abandon the child in my belly.
These days, I have been calm enough, all the luggage I have prepared, waiting for the day to leave, as for the things there, I did not contact him again.
Or maybe I didn't dare contact him.
They didn't want to disturb each other. This was my last act of respect towards him.
These days, I almost dare not to turn on the TV, all the news, advertisements, almost will appear gentle figure, I also dare not to surf the Internet, because the net is also omnipresent gentle.
He came all the time, and I didn't know how to face him.
"AHH!" A sharp cry resounded through the entire space, as if the earth was shaking and the mountains were shaking.
Zhang Mancha's eyes looked a little numb as she looked at the thought of what was in front of him, and her eyes were filled with regret.
How could he, how could he do this to Mancha? If he had pushed Mancha away and left back then, such a thing wouldn't have happened.
Is Mancha angry?
"Get out! "Get out!" Zhang Mancha pointed to the thin air, and suddenly sobbed softly.
"Hubby, I've let you down, I deserve to die! How can I, hahaha, how can I? I'm shameless, I'm shameless!"
He heavily slapped Zhang Mancha on the face, making him feel regret and pain in her heart.
"Mancha, it's not your fault, it's all because of me. I shouldn't have endured it, I shouldn't have stayed behind after you treated me as your husband, and left. It's my fault, everything is unrelated to you, don't torture yourself like this, Mancha, be obedient okay?"
The feelings he had for this thought were very complicated. He had passed through so many years, but now, he had committed the most unforgivable mistake he could not forgive.
"Obedient? You want me to listen to you? How can you trust me so much? How do you expect me to face others in the future, and what do they say about me? How can I be right about my husband? What will Uncle, Auntie, and the others think? "
"They will definitely think that I did it on purpose. They have already misunderstood me, so it is even more difficult to explain."
Zhang Mancha used the blanket to wrap herself tightly, hard tears could be seen in her eyes, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, she had succeeded.
Bo Family, so slowly, do you really think I have to leave you be?
I've never, never really had to be you.
Her heart ached for Zhang Mancha.
"Mancha, don't worry, I swear, I will definitely not let you suffer any grievances. I will take responsibility for it, I will marry you, and marry you in broad daylight."
In the end, he finally obtained Mancha. Although his methods were a bit disgraceful, Mancha still belonged to him.
It was already impossible between Mancha and her brother. If this carried on, Mancha would only be injured and she would give Mancha happiness. She would let Mancha know that she was the most trustworthy person here.
It would also make Mancha not regret her choice today.
As he thought about this, he wrapped his arms around Zhang Mancha even more tightly.
"Marry me? I have already lost my husband once, and I am not the little girl that everyone liked back then. Just pretend like all of this had never happened. "
"No!" You are my woman. "