Chapter 255 - Intentionally
After I finished laughing, my eyes also turned cold.
I can now be sure that the gentleness was deliberate, that it was intended to do that to me.
It was to make me angry. As expected, I knew more about my temper than I did, so I was able to easily make me angry.
However, I still understand myself better after all. Do you really think that you can affect my emotions?
The expression on his gentle face didn't change, and stared at me for a while before slowly opening his mouth, "Lin Xiang, if you don't want to make a deal with me, you can directly switch seats, do you have to do this?"
Must it be like this?
Why did he look so hurt in front of so many people? Did he want to perform miserably and make everyone sympathize with him, thinking that I was a heartless person? Was it too slow to overestimate the effect these people had on me?
"Whatever President Bo thinks, it's fine. Lin Jia, I'm a little tired, you can stay here and play with everyone for a while."
I don't want to be at the same table as you.
Lin Jia had also been sitting not far away.
Lin Jia nodded slightly towards me.
"I am truly sorry everyone. Lin Xiang's health has never been very good, so you can't put in too much effort. Think of me as Lin Xiang.
With Lin Jia's personality, it was naturally suitable for him to quickly get along with others. In addition, with the resources in his hands and his appearance, he was first class. The girl on the table was more willing to let that person be him, so she accepted it quickly.
I turned around and went to the spot where Lin Jia was.
I'm not lying. I'm really uncomfortable.
When I gave birth to the little devil, although I said that there was no great risk, but in the end, I still had side effects. I could not overwork myself, and there was also something wrong with my mind.
Merely, I have never told anyone about this, other than Zhao XIyan, who was with me the entire time.
Before returning to the country, I secretly went to the hospital to have a look, the doctor said that I was the product of injustice, unwillingness, and injustice, that was another me, all these years because of the appearance of the little devil, the influence that I had on my body has gradually decreased, almost not appearing, but once my emotions fluctuate too much, if I meet someone that I think will harm my family and my own target, I will be on guard, that's what will happen.
I didn't believe it, but Zhao Xiyan had recorded that 'me' on his phone. It was completely ice-cold, like a machine. It was sinister, cold, and without human emotions. I didn't want to become like that.
I didn't want to be like that, even if I was oppressed by life. But now, I had a vague feeling that I might lose control.
Never appear now.
I was afraid to close my eyes and feel the pain of my body swelling, and my heart was in pain.
This is torture, and I am only anxious to hope that everything will come to an end so that I won't have to face it. To me, this is torture.
Actually, what I was most afraid of all time wasn't the thought. I was only afraid of one thing, the thought.
I wanted to run away from him slowly, but I kept running and running with all my might. I was so slow that my soul wouldn't leave my body, and as long as I looked back, I would almost always be able to see him. He was like a part of me, always following me, but I didn't want to, I didn't want to be followed by him.
I kept retreating.
He forced me to get close to the cliff. I looked at the rocks under my feet as they kept falling down into the bottomless cliff. I was scared, but it wouldn't stop. He didn't care about me.
"Lin Xiang, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you, I already know that. I'm sorry, everything is my fault, in the future, I won't take the initiative to come and find you.
Somehow, the scene in front of me changed. I fell off the cliff, and even though I was still in hot pursuit of him, I grabbed onto my hand. We were about to fall down.
At this moment, I saw a group of people wearing masks behind Slow down. They were staring at me and Slow down.
"Lin Xiang, don't be afraid. I will protect you." I heard him say slowly.
He pulled me down and threw me to safety while he himself fell into a bottomless cliff.
"No!" Slow down! "No, please!" I took hold of the hand and held it tightly.
Don't, don't leave, don't leave me, I don't want to lose.
His body was so cold and hot.
"Doctor, how is she?" Slowly looking at the hand that Lin Xiang was holding, a trace of helplessness flashed past her eyes. After the banquet, she was prepared to leave, but she saw that no matter what Lin Xiang's manager called for, Lin Xiang did not wake up.
At that time, he was anxious and worried about everything, so he ignored the shocked gazes of the people around and carried Lin Xiang away. At that time, he thought that nothing must happen to Lin Xiang.
Even if Lin Xiang didn't want to be with him, it didn't matter. As long as she was fine and lived a healthy life, it was fine.
From the moment Lin Xiang said divorce five years ago, in his mind, what he had in mind, was only this woman. But when would Lin Xiang truly understand his heart?
Originally, he was worried, but earlier, when Lin Xiang had said those words in her sleep, they had left no stone unturned. There was still a chance for him to rest, but Lin Xiang had never forgotten about him.
It was just that up until now, he had never personally questioned Lin Xiang about it, nor had he ever asked about his position in Lin Xiang's heart.
Actually, none of this was very important anymore.
This patient's condition isn't very optimistic. She has an old illness, which should have come from the time of delivery, and this illness is almost impossible to cure. Furthermore, every time it recurs, it will always cause someone to wish they were dead.
"What did you say?" He gently grabbed the doctor's shoulder.
Lin Xiang had a child?
And he fell ill?
Lin Xiang had said before, she had already killed their child with her own hands, so when and who did this child belong to? No, what if Lin Xiang's words were not true?
She said that she didn't care about him, but after losing consciousness, every word was related to him. Could that child be his? If so, where is the child now?
"This lady also has a mental illness. It must be because she was too stimulated that her mind was traumatized. At the moment, I'm not sure which mental illness it is, but I'm sure it's not optimistic."
There was a look of pity on the doctor's face. Despite being so young, he had been through so many ailments in his life.
Her gentle body was a little stiff, and she almost did not dare go to Lin Xiang who was on the bed.
The only thought he had was that five years ago, she had forcefully divorced him. But now, the doctor said that Lin Xiang had received a huge shock, could it be that he didn't care about her enough?
It was also because he did not trust Lin Xiang enough. If he truly trusted Lin Xiang, he would not gently clench his fist.
"Is there any chance that her illness can be cured?"
"Yes, there is. But unless you invite that genius doctor, I'm afraid that others will be of no use." The doctor shook his head, "All we need to do here is to give a hint and take the medicine. If there's anything that we don't understand in a short period of time, we can call the doctor."
Watching the doctor leave, gently kneeling down in front of the bed, looking at the person on the bed, he put his hand in his hair. He was the one who was wrong.
"Lin Xiang, I will investigate what happened five years ago. Why did you leave, I will give you an explanation. You must be careful, you must definitely do it."
His gentle eyes were filled with killing intent. For the first time, he hated himself for not being able to do anything. He still didn't have enough time to consider everything.
I feel so bad, I'm so thirsty.
My lips were so dry that it seemed as though they were about to split apart. I rubbed my temples that were tight from the pain with a single hand and a few fragmented images appeared in my mind.
Slow down to the point of my heart, I seem to have fallen asleep on the side.