Chapter 262 - Reasons
I'm afraid, I'm really afraid of the kind of reason I'm afraid.
I've been through a long time without a break before, but definitely not like today, where I can't remember anything at all. Something worse than a broken alcohol shard definitely, definitely, must have happened that I don't know about.
The answer in my mind was getting closer and closer to the situation I was most worried about.
I clawed at the hem of my shirt, drinking water frequently to reduce my nervousness, but how could I really dispel my ridiculous nervousness?
It can't be eliminated. It can't be eliminated.
The truth came without any warning.
"Just now when we started filming our show, you almost had an argument with the host. But that host was also stupid. He wanted to make a report on the matter between you and the show. Due to the delay, it might have to be replaced."
A program was just filmed? I had an argument with the host?
I don't have any impression of any of this. My last memory is when I bumped into something in the washroom …
My entire body fell onto the small sofa and my expression instantly changed. I panicked. I didn't know where I should place my hands as cold sweat flowed down my body.
My situation has clearly been under control before I returned home. It won't easily explode.
Why did that happen?
Did that me just help me control my body?
What then? After that, does she occasionally pop up and control my body? Is it possible that she can take over my body, and I, will never be able to control my body again?
I have a lot of questions, a lot of worries, all of which are impossible to answer, and I can't describe the sadness in my heart.
Why is it always like this? Again and again in my very confidence, time and again in my dream and happiness close to the time, one after another failure in things.
The gentleness of the situation was all due to the gentleness of the situation.
Bo Family, I will never forget it.
I clenched my fists.
"Lin Xiang? What's the matter with you? "His complexion doesn't seem to be very good?"
Lin Jia suddenly came closer to me with a towel and a humidifier.
"Here, use it. The air here isn't very good. It's relatively dry. I can see that your skin doesn't look very good right now."
As soon as I received it, it gave me real consideration.
Looking at Lin Jia, I was a little touched.
"Thank you, Lin Jia." Lin Xiang, you must learn to be content with yourself. Even if your future path is very difficult, but I believe that as long as you are willing to work hard, everything will not become as difficult as it is now.
My emotions actually calmed down at this moment, and I lost my initial impetuousness.
"You're welcome. You get ready first, I'll go take a look."
Even until the end of the night, there was still no coordination. Furthermore, my day was wasted just like that.
When I returned home, I was already very tired. However, when I saw Ouyang Fei on the sofa, I forcefully pulled myself together.
"Sister, you're finally back. I already know that you're his ex-wife, help me this time, help me marry him, please help me, I don't want to be with him."
Ouyang Fei hugged me as his entire body trembled.
"Sister, during this period of time, I was really suffering, I was also scared, they locked me up, tortured me every day, and I sneaked out, I don't want to go back, I don't want to have anything to do with being gentle, I have someone I like, sister, can you just help me this time?"
I patted Ouyang Fei's back with a complicated expression on my face. I couldn't help her with this matter, and even though I said that I hoped for Ouyang Fei's happiness, it didn't mean that I would be able to gently touch her again.
I can help Ouyang Fei to fight against the Bo Family, but as a bride, I'm powerless to help.
"Sorry, Fei Fei, I'm busy with this." Before I could finish, Ouyang Fei suddenly covered my mouth and shook his head.
"Elder sister, don't say it. I actually know what you want to say, but elder sister, do you know? Actually, are we real sisters? You're the only one left, why don't you help me this time? "
Sister?
My entire body froze. My mind went blank, unable to think of anything.
He was actually a little confused.
"What did you just say?"
How could I be a blood sister? My sister, my parents have searched for so many years, and they have not even found a trace of me, how could I have easily bumped into them? And how did my sister know that I was her sister? It was ridiculous.
I slowly pushed Ouyang Fei away and continuously retreated.
Ouyang Fei's surname is Ouyang, she can't be my younger sister. My younger sister's surname might be Lin, how could she be the young miss of the Ouyang family?
Ouyang Fei can see my defenses and how I tried to retreat. She smiled at me, but it was even uglier than crying.
"Elder sister, I really am Fei Fei. Elder sister, do you really not remember me at all? From the first time I met my sister, I felt a sense of familiarity. After that, I lost sight of all of my sister's information. "
Ouyang Fei looked at me, a little nervous.
"At that time, I only felt that we might just have known each other, but after looking at big sister's family fortune and secretly having uncle's nephew take your hair and do DNA testing, I can confirm that we are really sisters."
Ouyang Fei wiped his tears, and the smile on his face became even wider. When he smiled, Ouyang Fei looked like a little hero, extremely beautiful.
It was only at that moment that I faintly discovered that Ouyang Fei and I seemed to have a slight, no, slight resemblance.
"Elder sister, if you still don't believe me, I'll show you our appraisal report." Ouyang Fei turned around and took the appraisal result from the tea table beside us and gave it to me with both hands.
Holding the results of the appraisal, my hand actually started to tremble.
He didn't dare open it for a long time to see the results.
I've always been looking forward to help my parents find my sister, right? But why is my hand shaking at this time? Why is my heart afraid of opening this evaluation report?
What am I afraid of? Afraid to be told that this was my sister?
Why should I be afraid?
A series of questions popped up in my head, and I felt a little lost.
"Big sister, hurry up and take a look. We're really blood-related sisters." The gaze Ouyang Fei looked at me with was filled with anticipation, but facing that kind of gaze, subconsciously, I actually shifted my gaze away.
As expected, I am a timid person. I don't even dare to look at them directly. Then, what else can I do?
"Mummy?" The Little Devil also came out from the bedroom at the side. Seeing that I was holding the appraisal report, a look of understanding flashed across his face, "Mummy, this report was made by me and this auntie, and it turns out that you and this auntie are really sisters. However, if Mummy doesn't want to accept such a stupid little sister, you can reject it."
The Little Devil's words actually eased my nervousness. I finally had the courage to open the report in my hands.
The words' blood relation 'were somewhat dazzling.
Tears trickled down my cheeks.
For the rest of their lives, their parents blamed themselves and felt guilty for losing their younger sister. They were worried that their younger sister's life outside would not be good and that something would happen to her.
But my sister really did have a good life. Although it was a bit disappointing, it was much better than what we had expected. It's just that my parents couldn't see the current situation anymore.
Our family will not be able to reunite forever.
"Mummy? What's wrong with you? " The little demon hugged me and looked at me with worry in his eyes.
"It's okay, Mummy only thought of your maternal grandfather and grandma, and thought of their worries and guilt towards your little aunt back then. Unfortunately, your little aunt is back now, and your grandma and grandpa are gone."
I have a family, but I'm not happy at all because I can't be happy at all.
How can I pretend to be happy in such a situation?