C266

Chapter 266 - Confusion

Perhaps to be gentle, I was just a new feeling to him at the time, and did not leave a heavy place in his heart.

So he won't frantically search for me like how Zhang Mancha went missing back then.

I once tried to imagine whether or not he would appear at my side in a very overbearing manner, ignoring my thoughts and forcing me to stay by his side. After all, his possessiveness was that strong.

But no, perhaps because in the gentle heart, I was never the most important, so from beginning to end, the gentle did not pay much attention to me.

Perhaps when I first left, he still felt a little bit sad. He would think of me from time to time, some morning, some night, some place, but gradually, my position in his heart would fade.

I am not Zhang Mancha, and the amount of time I have been with him is not as long as Zhang Mancha, so I do not have confidence in myself.

A woman's feelings may be more exquisite. It is precisely because of this that it is not easy for me to walk out of a relationship. It is just like how I, five years ago, am still tied down by the shackles of the past.

At the beginning, I was a little disgusted with myself, but gradually, I began to accept this kind of me.

No matter what happened to me, wasn't it always me?

Can I really deny myself?

The answer is almost impossible.

I, Lin Xiang, the Lin Xiang who has committed a crime, the Lin Xiang who loves to miss people, the Lin Xiang who is emotional, no matter which Lin Xiang it is, all of them are mine.

I may not be able to leave this quagmire for the rest of my life, but luckily, I will not be leaving. I will just accept this kind of me and face this kind of me calmly.

For the sake of the Little Devil, I can put down everything, even hatred and dignity.

"You are?"

However, that gentle look of disdain from an unfamiliar person still left me slightly dazed.

I had thought of all the gentleness in my response, but in all my answers and guesses I had never been so cold as to look at strangers, and I did not know whether this was the real gentleness, or whether he was pretending to show it to me.

I tried my best not to let my expression get too ugly. Even though I knew that the smile that I could fake would definitely not look good, I didn't have any other choice right now. This was the best way to deal with it.

"President Bo, I am Lin Xiang. I have something that I want to talk to you about."

I looked straight at him, wanting to see the thoughts in his eyes. Did he really put them down? Or did you forget me?

I don't want to believe it.

"Who is this person?" Lin Xiang? Talking to the CEO like this? "

"Who knows? Maybe it's another woman who is too confident in herself. Including this one, this is the ninth woman this week to find the CEO."

"These women only think of being on the top rank every day. They don't even think about how they are able to attract the attention of the CEO and only know how to be a demon."

The surrounding voices may have been soft, but they still entered my ears. I continued to look at them slowly as if I didn't see them at all. I wanted to know if they were his answer. The opinions and thoughts of others had nothing to do with me.

As long as you are willing to talk to me slowly, everything else is fine.

"Lin Xiang? It's been a long time since we've met. If there's anything you want to say, you can say it here. "

He even stretched out his hand to adjust his bow tie. At that moment, my heart was empty.

"Here? If President Bo doesn't regret it, I don't mind. " I, Lin Xiang, am also not some cowardly tortoise. Yes, I admit that no matter which aspect one is in, one is stronger than me, but does this not mean that I am the weak one?

I don't even care about being gentle, so what's there to care about?

The President Bo might not be clear about what I want to say, but it's an old story after all. How could a great figure like President Bo have the time to bother with the matters of our small fry? The main reason why I'm standing here today is because I hope that President Bo will be able to take care of your second young master in the future. I have already done this once, and the evidence in my hands isn't sufficient, but I will definitely gather all of it and tell everyone what shameful things Bo Family's second young master has done.

I don't know why what I was about to say ended up in resentment and hatred for the thinness of my thoughts.

After saying those words, my heart turned heavy.

Initially, the reason why I came to soften things up was for this matter. Subconsciously, I clenched the small bag in my hands.

"Follow me."

When I looked up again, I did not know when it came to my side, pulled my arm up, grabbed me and left.

"What are you doing?"

Was it because I just said that his brother got angry out of embarrassment? To avenge his brother?

Grasping me roughly, he shoved me into the back of the car.

Soon after, he sat down as well.

"Drive."

"What are you doing? Let me down! "Slow it down!"

I desperately pulled on the door of the car. I wanted to get off, but I regretted it. I shouldn't have come here today to delay. I was just asking for humiliation. Why did I have such thoughts? It was my fault, I was confused.

The little devil was right, he should have thought of a way to take revenge. How could he rely on others to compete with him?

It was me who was in a trance. It was me who was in a daze. It was as though I had entered a dead end, forcing myself tighter and tighter. In the end, the result I saw was not what I wanted to see.

Maybe it was because of the recent number of nightmares, so I was a little lost.

"Don't waste your energy. Lin Xiang, you won't go down, and I won't allow you to." It was at this moment that I saw the paranoia in the gentle eyes.

Sometimes, I am very similar to the two of them, we are already sick to a certain extent, hopeless.

They were stubborn about what they were stubborn about, stubborn about what they were stubborn about. Each time, they would have to force the other party into a corner before they would be willing to give up.

"Slow down, it was my fault that I came to find you. I have already realized that I overestimated myself and wanted me to leave." I began to panic, to panic, not knowing where the gentleness would take me, not knowing what it wanted to do.

All along, I didn't have a special understanding towards the thinning situation, especially after five years of almost no unnecessary communication. Even after meeting with him a few times, I didn't seem to be very happy.

"Lin Xiang, you have changed. You were not like this before." Slow down suddenly asked.

"Everyone has changed, hasn't it? "Calm down, it's not like you haven't changed as well. Let's keep our distance and let me down."

"Lin Xiang, if I say that I had not known about Uncle and Aunt's matter for the past five years, would you forgive me?" I slowly looked out of the window. At that moment, I actually understood his loneliness.

Don't know?

From the very beginning, when I was about to leave, I already knew that I wouldn't be able to understand it, but so what?

The thinness of his thoughts had already been done, and everything was irreversible.

It's innocent to be gentle, but aren't my parents innocent too?

"Nope." I know that this is my heartfelt, even cold, answer, but I cannot say I forgive, and it is not he I have ever forgiven, but all the sad thinness of it.

However, I am also very clear that when being gentle, he would never act against his only brother, or harm his family because of my parents. Even though there weren't many words about being gentle, I understood him.

I can't go back. I can't go back.

"Heh, I knew it." Laughing slowly, I actually felt sorry for him in that instant. From the start to the end, he didn't say anything, he didn't even do anything, how innocent could that be?

"…"

The atmosphere between us fell into a strange silence. We didn't speak, I didn't speak, or perhaps we didn't want to break the silence. A strange yet peaceful atmosphere enveloped me and Gentle.