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Chapter 287 - Forgotten Memory

I forgot my original family. My original memories only came back to me when I was about five years old, when I was brought to the Devil's Cave for the first time.

When I first went there, I was the youngest, I was flustered, I cried.

"Little girl, don't cry. If you cry, you won't have any food to eat, and you'll get beaten up." At that time, who said those words in my ear? I don't remember it very well.

I only remember that the voice consoled me when I collapsed countless times, telling me not to be afraid and protecting me time and time again. It was also because of the owner of the voice.

I once saw a child as old as me with my own eyes. His leg was broken by someone there, and his whole body was covered with blood. Even his tongue was cut off.

But in the end, where did that person go?

It was probably during the first fight in the forest or during the battles after that, that person changed. I clearly remember the dagger in his hand was aimed at my heart. At that instant, what was my reaction?

I dodged it.

In his panic, he stabbed the dagger in his hand towards the other party.

That day, he lost a lot of blood. That day, he looked at me and said, from now on, don't show any kindness or kindness to others, even if they treat me very well.

He said that if he died, my future self would not be kind to others. He said that this was the last thing he could do for me.

At that time, I did not understand why he would do that. For a long period of time, I did not understand. At that time, it was clear that we could survive together.

In the end, when I was the only one left, I completely understood.

He already knew the rules a long time ago, and he also had a little bit of selfishness in his heart. As his selfishness slowly grew, he chose to end himself so early and protect me.

If we were the ones fighting in the end, he probably wouldn't be so sure if he would show mercy to me, right?

However, my heart still hurts. It hurts. Countless nights, I woke up clutching my chest. I even somewhat hate him. Why didn't he ruthlessly kill me back then.

If that was the case, then perhaps I would have died cleanly back then. My hands would not have been tainted with too much blood.

It was as though I wanted to prove him. I trained hard, but kept my strength hidden. Finally, I successfully dealt with the people who treated me as part of their game.

I also arranged for the identity that I need to replace, and that person is Lin Xiang.

But that day, seeing that little girl jump down and save me without any hesitation, my state of mind was in complete chaos.

Why is it always like this? The girl clearly knows that I want to kill her, and when I'm distracted, she can also push me down so that I can survive. But why, why is it that she really desperately pulled me to the shore?

In that instant, I seemed to see the you from many years ago. My mind was in a mess as I watched the girl slowly sink and the smile on her face. It was as if I could see the smile on your face.

I suddenly felt that it would be better for me to just fall down and drown. In this life of mine, I will only be harming myself and others.

But it seemed as if the heavens were playing a joke on me, and someone had to save me.

And I, from the moment I woke up, in my mind was actually the background of that child I investigated from back then. That child's personality, subconsciously, I became that child.

I forgot my sins.

I am a Bane, I am a Bane. Wherever I go, there will always be people who will lose their lives because of me. First there will be you, then there will be the child, and finally the child's parents will die because of me.

"Wa wa ~" The faint crying sound woke me up. I looked at the child that was not comfortable in the water, and my eyes shone with a soft light.

"Darling, this Mummy loves you. This Mummy wants to accompany you, but what should I do? This Mummy cannot forgive myself, so after we leave this place, you must live a good life."

Maybe the Mummy will not be able to accompany you as you grow up.

Even if the Mummy really wanted to.

My life once again fell into that darkness and powerlessness. In my life, there was only darkness and only blood. A pair of large hands continued to pull me, causing me to fall towards that sinful abyss.

They continued to fall.

From my initial panic, to my final calmness, even to the point of being natural.

I got used to the darkness.

Am I a bad person?

Seems not, I had once used my own free money to help those who were in trouble, but I also killed those hoodlums in the corner.

I've tortured some people in the underworld with the cruelest methods.

At that time, I was only thirteen or fourteen years old.

My hands, out of sight, were all stained with other people's blood. Countless nights I lay in bed, listening to the curses of those people, who cursed me for being alone for the rest of my life.

They cursed me for never getting what I wanted.

Now that they thought about it, their curses had probably come true.

I was as they cursed me, I couldn't get what I wanted, I was suffering from illness, I often forgot who I was, and I was often influenced by those innumerable personalities.

Those personalities, every one of them was me, but every one of them was not me.

cold, gentle, charming, cold

Every single one of me was my weapon and my weakness.

"It's about to be washed clean. Our baby smells so good." Smelling the scent of the baby's body, I slowly stood up from the bathtub. The blood on my body had already been soaked clean. My child and I were clean at this moment.

I don't know who lived in this room, but I've already observed when I first came in. There should be clothes that can be worn temporarily inside the wardrobe.

This place would not be discovered for now, but it would not be safe for long.

After changing my clothes, I carefully placed the baby on the bed and covered her with a small blanket.

He took a deep breath.

Even though I was carrying too much blood, I had to admit that the current me didn't want to die easily, nor did I want to lose everything that I now had.

Especially that man.

Slow down.

During that time, it was me. Although I forgot my memories, he was pulling me out of the quagmire. It was like a beam of light that suddenly shone into a dark room where no light could be seen for years.

It gave light to the people in the room.

However, it was still too late for me to awaken. If I had awakened earlier, it might have been another scene between him and me.

I have to admit that the Lin Xiang who had a gentle relationship with me sometimes turned out to be too stupid.

There aren't many things in the house that can be used. The only weapon I have is a fruit knife.

But that was enough.

It was enough to treat the people here, but there would be some trouble.

But thinking about it, it was just a little bit of trouble, and it was enough to protect my daughter, as if everything was worth it.

"You're awake?"

"Where is my child? My daughter? " The moment I opened my eyes, all I could think about was my child, that pitiful child.

I didn't think that the person who kidnapped me would have a gun in his hands. Even if I did my best, I was still injured. After having just given birth to a child, my body wasn't strong to begin with.

Those people kept getting closer and closer to me, even forcing me into the child's room.

He fired nonstop, and the sound of gunfire filled the air.

Although I was able to dodge a portion of the bullets, in order to protect my daughter, I had to be extremely careful with my arms, legs, and abdomen.

Looking at the window over there, I hugged the child and jumped down without hesitation.

I don't remember what happened after that.

But, child, it should be fine, right?