Her eyes once again fell on he Longyang's face, on his eyes, she gently smile, and then called his name, the voice is not big or small, not light or shallow: "he Longyang."
He long raised his thin lips and didn't speak.
"Over the years, I always feel that the happiest thing is to be with you, although, many times, you ignore me, or even hate me..."
"But, I always tell myself, it doesn't matter, you are just in a bad mood, you just don't want to talk, every time, I try my best to put your attitude as never happened in the back of my mind, and then, the next time I face you, I can smile again."
"For a long time, such a number of times, more than I have gradually forgotten, I really don't care about your bad attitude, or just those uncomfortable feelings because of you have been numb."
"But no matter what, I never want to give up, right, I love you, love you very much, this kind of feeling, since I sensible, chasing behind your ass, it has been deeply in my heart, until, I found the secret of your heart, the secret of a loved one..."
"Do you know? After knowing this, you don't know how much I collapsed and cried in despair... "
Tang Xuanxuan's eyes gradually overflowed with a touch of Jingying, but she tried to raise her head, and then she swallowed her throat, and continued to say, " I also talked to Sang Sang about this. At that time Or did she give me the courage to continue to love... "
“…… It's her She said... " At this point, those choking in the roar of acerbity can no longer be suppressed. Tang Xuanxuan finally couldn't help choking for a while. Then she raised her hand and bit her elbow hard. Until she forced the choking back, she wiped her eyes hard. Instead of talking about this topic, she changed her mouth directly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry I don't care about these things. I know what it's like to love someone, especially when you can't love someone. I know too much about it... "
These years, what happened to her is not the most true portrayal?
“…… So, I won't blame you, and I have no right to blame you. After all, everyone has the right to love I just
After taking a deep breath, Tang Xuanxuan sucked her nose hard. Then she looked into he Longyang's eyes and said what she wanted to say word by word: "I just feel that everything over the years is like the most sad joke Those, no matter I was sad to the extreme, I had to continue to adhere to the unshakable, in turn, gave me a hard slap, finally, I woke up
"I want to pester you in the past, harass you constantly, and say sorry to you. From now on, from now on, I won't pester you any more, and I won't interfere with your affairs. There is no relationship between us..."
Finally, she said what she wanted to say. Although her heart was numb, Tang Xuanxuan's mouth kept a light radian.
She waited a little while. Seeing that he Longyang had no intention to speak, her smile on her lips increased a little, and then she suddenly said, "you go, I won't be 7; 150838099433546, there's something wrong. Although Tang Xuanxuan can't guarantee anything else, I can still guarantee what she said. You can rest assured that I will never pester you again from now on."
After that, Tang Xuanxuan lowered her eyes. Although she tried her best to keep herself stable, her eyelashes trembled uncontrollably.
He Longyang didn't speak. He didn't look away. He fell on Tang Xuanxuan's head for a long time. After a long time, he moved his rigid body. His lips opened several times, but he couldn't spit out a word. Finally, he tugged his palm hard and said only three words: "sorry." Then he turned around and disappeared into the bedroom.
In the bedroom, it was soon quiet. Tang Xuanxuan's tears rolled out of her eyes like broken beads.
Before she could even raise her hand to wipe it, she heard the housekeeper's voice: "master he, are you leaving now? I also served you a bowl of porridge... "
Before the housekeeper's words were spoken, there was a sound of rushing downstairs in the stairwell. The sound soon disappeared before she could listen carefully
He left completely From then on, completely left her life.
It's like, never been here. No, no, it's not like, but it's really like that. He never came to her life.
Everything is just her wishful thinking and self humiliation
"What's the matter, master he? He looks even worse... " As the housekeeper murmured, the bedroom door was opened and the housekeeper came in with porridge in his hand.
Tang Xuanxuan quickly wiped her eyes with her hand, blinked again, breathed a few breaths, and then she looked up at the housekeeper and laughed: "what kind of porridge did you cook?""Miss, you..." Did not miss her eyes that wipe red, housekeeper Leng for a while.
"What's the matter with me? My eyes are a little uncomfortable. What's the matter? " After blinking her eyes, she covered up her emotions very well. Tang Xuanxuan really looked like she had nothing to do. Without waiting for the housekeeper to speak, she focused on the porridge in the housekeeper's hand: "it turned out to be my favorite red bean porridge. I didn't think it before. I felt really hungry when I saw it."
Without giving the housekeeper time to respond, Tang Xuanxuan took the porridge from her hand.
The housekeeper just realized that he had just said "Miss, hot" in a hurry. Tang Xuanxuan had already picked up a spoon and put it into her mouth
The hot temperature suddenly spread out in her mouth. Tang Xuanxuan shivered violently. The bowl in her hand fell from her hand. All the porridge was knocked over and splashed on the back of her hand, which made her hot and red in an instant
"Miss!" The housekeeper was frightened and rushed over in a hurry. After pulling a tissue from one side, she was about to wipe the porridge on the back of her hand. But before her hand even touched Tang Xuanxuan's, Tang Xuanxuan moved, looked up and laughed at her: "it's OK."
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