Chapter 2005

God, what did she go through at that time!

And what is he doing?

At this time, he really regretted his choice.

"When I gave birth to Xiaoyou, I had pain for four or five hours before I entered the delivery room. At that time, it was the first birth, and the mother and children were healthy, so I chose to have a natural birth, but after entering the delivery room, I couldn't give birth to the baby. After two hours of struggling, the doctor finally decided to give me a caesarean section. I was tired and painful, and I had no strength, so I agreed to have a caesarean section..."

At this point, Gu's voice stopped. A moment later, she continued: "later, just as the doctor pushed me into the laparotomy room, an operation cart was pushed out beside me. The pregnant woman howled and cried. Moreover, her lower body kept bleeding, and the blood dripped from the bed to the ground. At that time, the operating room was in a mess, I heard them say that the newborn was pushed into the emergency operating room because of acute pneumonia caused by cesarean section, and the puerpera was emotional, leading to postpartum hemorrhage You don't know how terrible that scene is, such a fresh life, so fragile

You don't know I was scared I was so scared that I burst into tears. When the doctor tried to push me into the operating room, I jumped out of the cart directly. I held my stomach in my arms and refused to enter the operating room. I said that I wanted to have a natural birth. I must have a natural birth But I'm glad that I was scared too much. As soon as I entered the delivery room, I unexpectedly gave birth to Xiaoyou, but Later, I heard that neither mother nor son was saved... "

Gu Qingshen said and cried, and the scene at that time seemed to reappear in front of him.

At that time, she had no other relatives and friends except a Yelai Xiang, who knew nothing about it. She was only in her early twenties. She was still a little girl who did not know much about anything. Looking at that situation, her fear at that time was like being branded on her heart. So although she knew that cesarean section was not as scared as she imagined, she was invisible Afraid.

"I'm sorry, love, it's my fault, it's my fault. If I had been by your side, you wouldn't be so afraid." Because she was lonely and had no one around, he could imagine how scared she was when she was going to enter the operating room to see such a shocking scene.

"Xincheng, I choose to tell you this matter, not to make you feel guilty, but I hope that you can help me overcome this fear and overcome this psychological obstacle, because Dr. Li is right. I may not be suitable for natural labor this time. In fact, I know that whether it's a natural birth or a caesarean section, it's the safest choice to strictly follow the doctor's diagnosis. But when I hear about the caesarean section, I can't forget that scene The pregnant woman was covered with blood, and she cried bitterly... "

"Deep, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, let you bear that fear alone." Li Xincheng held her tightly, but her eyes were red.

He knew that it was not easy for her to raise Xiaoyou alone over the years, but he did not know that she had experienced such terrible things, and all these were caused by him.

At that time, she was only in her early twenties. She was a mother for the first time. She was in a foreign country. She didn't even have a family member or friend. At that time, he couldn't believe how scared she was.

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